British. Intelligence.
I’m Not Over
(She’s going to be so disappointed in Him. I feel like Antonio might get fed up and decide he can’t be trusted and try to arrange a marriage for him after all so he stops picking the worst possible people to date)
He looked at Caleb mournfully as she took away his drink but his limbs were too heavy to even attempt a rescue, besides they were trapped by his head. Oh yeah, he’d spoken to her about this before, he vaguely remembered that through the haze that was currently his mind and he was frowning slightly as he tried to recall what he’d told her but he couldn’t really remember so he just nodded. Yes it was about the same girl, It was almost always about the same girl. He had some troubles with Gavin but they felt pretty small at the moment when compared to Caroline.
Caleb was professing her support for him and it made his distress well up inside him. She was only saying that because she didn't know the full story, he couldn’t be sure that she would support him if she knew, he wanted her to but she didn’t even begin to understand what she was dealing with here. Lance would like to know if she’d be on his side though and so he couldn’t stop his mouth when it started moving of its own accord “even if it’s treason?” He asked, bristling pre-emptively for her reaction but also angry with himself for ever letting that be something he had to worry about. “incluso si me he estado follando a la princesa” he muttered under his breath and Buried his face in his crossed arms to try and calm himself down and just hide from the world.
He felt like crying and he felt sick and he was angry, frustrated at the situation he’d gotten himself into and at the future that was to come, if he even lived to see it. He was a boiling pot of emotions, even with the Numbness from the alcohol but the liquor had slowed his thoughts down enough that he didn’t fully remember or realise what he’d said to Caleb, the implications of his words and the protential danger he wa putting himself in. Hopefully Caleb didn’t freak out too much and have him arrested because he wasn’t in much state to fight her off. He was too wrapped up in his despair and self-aimed anger to Focus on his words, not entirely sure he’d even said them out loud in the first place. Still a better choice than Caroline had made when she was drunk and had told Gaheris.
He looked at Caleb mournfully as she took away his drink but his limbs were too heavy to even attempt a rescue, besides they were trapped by his head. Oh yeah, he’d spoken to her about this before, he vaguely remembered that through the haze that was currently his mind and he was frowning slightly as he tried to recall what he’d told her but he couldn’t really remember so he just nodded. Yes it was about the same girl, It was almost always about the same girl. He had some troubles with Gavin but they felt pretty small at the moment when compared to Caroline.
Caleb was professing her support for him and it made his distress well up inside him. She was only saying that because she didn't know the full story, he couldn’t be sure that she would support him if she knew, he wanted her to but she didn’t even begin to understand what she was dealing with here. Lance would like to know if she’d be on his side though and so he couldn’t stop his mouth when it started moving of its own accord “even if it’s treason?” He asked, bristling pre-emptively for her reaction but also angry with himself for ever letting that be something he had to worry about. “incluso si me he estado follando a la princesa” he muttered under his breath and Buried his face in his crossed arms to try and calm himself down and just hide from the world.
He felt like crying and he felt sick and he was angry, frustrated at the situation he’d gotten himself into and at the future that was to come, if he even lived to see it. He was a boiling pot of emotions, even with the Numbness from the alcohol but the liquor had slowed his thoughts down enough that he didn’t fully remember or realise what he’d said to Caleb, the implications of his words and the protential danger he wa putting himself in. Hopefully Caleb didn’t freak out too much and have him arrested because he wasn’t in much state to fight her off. He was too wrapped up in his despair and self-aimed anger to Focus on his words, not entirely sure he’d even said them out loud in the first place. Still a better choice than Caroline had made when she was drunk and had told Gaheris.