I Ran Away and Now I'm Here

[iMeisaki]

"No..Just thinking and looking out the window." She said, she didn't want to look at him because she felt like she was going to do something stupid so she just kept looking outside.

 

[gogojojo331]

"O-okay...." He sighed, and tried to get a bit more blanket by inching closer.

 

[iMeisaki]

She gave him most of the sheets and just put her head on her knee. She was scared of everyone, and tired. She didn't know who to trust but she was starting to warm up to Leland.

 

[gogojojo331]

He gave the sheets back. "If i did that, I'd be a dick..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She was surprised by hearing him actually swear in front of her for the first time. Then she started to laugh a little. "I'm too hot anyways, I wouldn't care." She gave a half-smile and then moved at the edge of bed to sit.

 

[gogojojo331]

"Please..." He said. "Come closer..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She looked back at him with a smile. "My parents never cared about me and the only reason why they wanted me is so that they could make money off me for my image and anytime I ever disagreed with them, that's when they beat me. Then I stopped eating..and they punished me but shutting me out from the god damn world and on top of that, they kept beating me. Sometimes when I look at the window during the night, I just think..What the hell did I ever do to deserve this? Once Tess died, that's when I planned everything. Not know what would happen.." She said looking down.

 

[gogojojo331]

"Then you make a new plan..." He smiled. "We make a new plan...." He snuggled closer."Whats stopping us?"

 

[iMeisaki]

"You have a family..a mother who loves you..That's what stopping you, she probably needs you and I would never do that to her.." She said starting to cry. "I couldn't bare to think of doing anything bad to you or your family." She said.

 

[gogojojo331]

"It's...." HE smiled. "Thats so nice of you..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She put her hand over her face and sighed..

 

[gogojojo331]

"What?" He was scared. "I'm sorry, did i say something wrong?"

 

[iMeisaki]

"No you didn't do anything, I'm just stressed out and.. and.. I don't know how to describe it actually." She said rubbing her face with her hands.

 

[gogojojo331]

"Please...." He looked at her. "Please try...."

 

[iMeisaki]

"I don't know I'm tired, I'm upset about everything. I hate how I have to depend on you because I feel like I'm over do-ing my stay but I want to stay because I want to be with you. I'm just scared that they are going to find me and I don't want them to know about you because then they will probably hurt you too." She turned around with a face full of tears. "And..and also I got a text from Tess, I know it can't be her because she's dead and I don't know who it could possibly be.." She said.

 

[gogojojo331]

His impulses kicked in, and he kissed her. It was short, but it felt like an eternity, and he didn't want to let go... "I..." he started, his voice getting heavy. "If you wanted to go.... I just wanted to do that..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She kissed back, wrapping her arms around him. "I don't want to leave but I don't want you to be upset or mad, I just want you to be happy overall, I'm scared Leland.." She said. She put her hand on his face and kept crying.

 

[gogojojo331]

"Don't be..." He smiled, looking deep into her eyes. "Don't ever be..."

 

[iMeisaki]

"Maybe when the tension dies down, I'll be better. We'll be better." She said.

 

[gogojojo331]

"Yea..." He said. "We will be better..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She tried holding back her tears but couldn't. This was the most she had been upset in a very long time.

 

[gogojojo331]

He hugged her. "I'm here for you..." He pet her.

 

[iMeisaki]

"I didn't mean to get you into all of this stress." She started to get worked up again..

 

[gogojojo331]

He nodded. "I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable..."

 

[iMeisaki]

She looked at him with a confused face. "Wh...what? You're not making me uncomfortable at all..I feel so much better when I'm with you actually. Please don't ever apologize for doing something that you didn't." She gave a half-smile and gave him a short and sweet kiss. She needed that.