I Missed You BxB RP

[That Idiot]

(( That's funny omg xD ))


Ashton smiled, happy that Alphonse agreed. "Depends. If they absolutely just have no room for the animal at that time and ther eis no one else to take it, I won't have a choice but most of the time I will have a choice." Ashton hopped up on the counter again next to the lovely boy.


He watched him and chuckled, "Yeah, I guess but it will be a lot of work.." he sighed. He frowned seeing Alphonse's hands. He grabbed them, not in a rough manner though the skin on his hands was still hot from the water, it kind of hurt Ash's hands but Ash ignored it. He held Alphy's hand


to his cheek. "I really hate how your hands do that.. Makes me worried." Ashton mumbled, interwinding their fingers together with the other hand that wasn't on his face.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

(( I was all like "I am a sophomore. I deserve some respect now! I didn't get any when I was a freshmen!" But you know, they never care v.v ))


"Mm... My hands are fine though. They're just a little hot," he said. "I just lost some feeling in my hands. It's not a big deal." Alphonse kissed Ashton's hand that was in his. At least it was just his hands and not most of his body that couldn't feel anything.


"Anyway, when do you get to sign up for some cute animals?" He couldn't help but kiss Ashton's cheek. "Oh my work might be able to take some cats and rabbits off your guy's hands." Another kiss. "We have had a lot of people coming in and buying them." Alphonse looked up at Ashton, a small blush on his cheeks.


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[That Idiot]

(( I would get irritated too if some 6th grade sat next to me and asked for my phone ))


Ashton showed no emotion on his face as Alphonse talked, not thinking that is wasn't a big deal. He didn't want Alphonse getting hurt like that on his hands. Maybe hot water wasn't anything but it could lead to bigger things. He sighed, thinking about that. He didn't want Alphonse hurti-. He stopped thinking.


He thought about everything. "Um... I-I need to.. I'll be right back." Ashton grumbled and let go of Alphonse's hands. He hopped off the counters and speed walked to the bathroom. He closed and locked the door behind him. He just needed to think. He needs to confess because this was eating him up inside.


He didn't want to hide his scars and stuff anymore. He wanted them to just be completely open with each other.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

"Ash—!" He tried to grab his arms but he missed. "Ashton!" He tried once more time but failed. Sighing and confused, Alphonse sat down on the couch. Was it his fault? But, how would it be his fault? He just let Ashton stay in the bathroom, his thoughts going crazy.


Minutes passed, but Alphonse didn't know how many. He got up and went to the bathroom. "Ashton?" He did a soft knock. "Ashton what's wrong?" Another knock. Alphonse placed his hand on the cool wood door. "What's wrong?" Al started to get even more worried, it's been awhile since this happened.


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[That Idiot]

One thing that the two young men had in common was that they both could get major anxiety. He was currently pacing back and forth in the bathroom, running his hands through his hair. He was calming himself. He didn't feel the feeling like he was going to cry until Al knocked on the door. He was just really overwhelmed and didn't exactly know what feelings he was feeling.


He managed to take a deep breath an answer, "Nothing um.. give me a second.." he said, his voice shaky. 'Great, now I just made a scene.' He thought. He hoped when he went out there Al didn't ask any other questions, he was trying to gather himself but his cheeks and nose started to turn pink as his eyes watered. He forced the tears back down and opened the door, looking down.


"I'm sorry.. That was really unnecessary." Ashton mumbled and looked up at Alphonse.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

Alphonse put his hand on Ashton's shoulder. Knowing that Ashton wasn't going to do well under questioning, Alphonse led him to the couch and sat him down, and Al sat next to him. Oh god. Alphonse was touching and kissing him earlier. Maybe Ashton freaked out because of that. Oh god.


The young male sat there, his own thoughts taking over the rational part of his brain. They were always touchy and Ashton didn't seem to mind... But last night was so much different. Was it because Alphonse said he loved Ashton? He was only here for a month. Without his knowing, Alphonse dug his nails into his hands. A punishment that was numb to him.


Alphonse didn't speak, didn't even touch Ashton in case his little freak out happened because he touched him. He was sure of it. It was his own fault. He was so stupid! When you abandon your friend for three years and come back for a month, it's no way normal for you to confess. Al was scared to speak, but he wanted to make sure Ashton was alright.


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[That Idiot]

Ashton sat there, looking down for a moment, feeling uncomfortable and awkward and he hated that feeling especially when it's with someone he was so close to him.


He sighed and grabbed Alphonse's arm and put his around himself and moved to bury his face in Alphonse's neck. He just sort of wanted to be comforted at this point.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

(( sorry I added some more to my last entry. It's mostly just Al blaming himself for everything. ))


He jumped at Ashton's sudden touch. Oh thank god. Maybe Ashton wasn't mad at him after all. He wrapped his arms around his friend and hesitated to speak. Instead, Al rubbed Ash's back comfortingly and gently pressed his head against Ashton's.


He tried to speak multiple times, but since he was too much of a scaredy cat, Al stayed quiet. "H-hey," he tried. "I-I'm gonna ask you a question." Swallow, breathe, think, now grow a pair! "Why—. What happened?"


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[That Idiot]

Ashton grabbed Al's hands again, not saying anything. He rubbed his hands against his own, keeping his face buried in Alphonse's neck. He could feel the finger nail marks in his hands he simply, soflty, rubbed his hands.


"Nothing.." Ashton grumbled against his neck. "I'm sorry, it had nothing to do with you." He pressed his lips to the other's neck reassuringly, he could feel the other's heart beat and it was beating fast.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

"Ashton..." He said, his voice low and against Ashton's ear. "You know you can tell me things." He kissed Ashton's head as Alphonse held his hands. Although he was a bit more relieved that it wasn't his fault, the black haired male still wasn't okay.


Al put a leg on either side of the other, wanting to hide him from the outside world. "I'll protect you, but you have to tell me what's wrong, Liebling (darling)."


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[That Idiot]

Ashton understood some German but he couldn't speak it fluently. He felt safe right now, like anything could happen and right at this moment it wouldn't affect him at all.


He sighed, his hot breath against Al's neck. "I... I'm scared to tell you." He grumbled, just being honest. His heart began to beat faster, feeling nervous.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

"Ashton, you can tell me things, alright?" A small kiss landed on Ashton's head again. "Dude, we can tell each other everything. I have told you things that no man should hear." A small laugh escaped from him as he tried to lighten the mood.


"Alrighty. So. Mr. Harperr," he smiled a bit, knowing that Ashton liked it when Alphonse said his name with this accent. "Tell me what's on your mind."


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[That Idiot]

It was true, Ashton loved it when Al said his name like that. He smiled only slightly and it faded quickly. 'Dude?' he thought. Did that mean they were only still friends? He knew he was over thinking things but that was a completely different thing.


Ashton didn't know how exactly to say it so he just said it for what is was, "A year after you moved away I.. I started t-to harm m-myself. In the beginning of 10th grade I tried to kill myself. I just stopped c-cutting 3 weeks ago." The first week of Alphonse being back he had cut like crazy but once they started getting close again he stopped.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

His heart stopped. "Ashton," his voice wavered. "Oh god, Ashton." Alphonse made Ashton look up at him, his eyes were wide and filled with tears. It was all his fault. "I'm so sorry, Ashton."


His hug was bone crushing, but he couldn't help it. He also couldn't help but say Ashton's name and that he was sorry. "Ashton, I'm sorry. I won't leave again. I promise I won't leave again. Ashy I'm so so sorry." Alphonse pressed his head against Ashton's and occasionally kiss him.


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[That Idiot]

Ashton was so ashamed of himself. He didn't want to see Alphonse like this over him. He hugged him back, desperately trying to to hold back tears. "Please don't blame yourself." Ashton mumbled into him.


He suprisingly didn't feel any better after getting this off of his chest. Now had made someone he loved sad.. well someone else because when he tried to kill himself his parents were.. How they felt was unexplainable.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

"I'm sorry," he sniffled. "Im sorry for not reacting well. I-I just don't want you to have those thoughts. Anything but those thoughts..." Alphonse gently lifted up Ashton's head and pressed foreheads with him. "Ashton, love, you don't have to be upset anymore, alright? I'll try to make you happy all of the time, just tell me what to do." His voice was a whisper and was full of heartfelt meaning.


He kissed Ash's nose, letting his lips linger. He was still hugging Ashton, but not as hard. "I'll be here if you need to talk." He kissed the other again.


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[That Idiot]

Ashton sighed lightly, not knowing what exactly to do. He sort of felt a little relieved after he told him about something that had been eating him up inside. Now where that secret had eaten him up there was just an empty space there now.


He took Alphonse's hand and interwined their fingers together, for the first time he felt comforted by holding his hand. His blonde hair was in his face and Ash didn't feel like moving it.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

Alphonse held Ashton's hand tightly, not sure of what to do. He pulled his head back from the other's forehead, and reached out a slow hand to brush back his hair. He just wanted his friend to be happy.


Minutes passed, but Alphonse wasn't sure how long it really was. It did, however, give him enough time to get his thoughts in order. "Ashton, I want you to tell me whenever you have those urges, okay?" Al looked down at him, his voice breaking occasionally. "I also want to know how to make you overfilled with happiness. Can you tell me how to do so?" He risked giving him a small smile.


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[That Idiot]

Ashton looked down as Alphonse moved his hair out of his face. He nodded, agreeing to tell him when he had the urges. He was kind of embarrassed about it though. He looked up at Alphonse with his big, sparkling, green eyes.


He just sighed and leaned his head on Alphonse's shoulder. He shrugged, "Hold me, kiss me.. just... You just make my happy." Ashton mumbled and smiled softly against him. "... And when i feel those urges, kiss my scars and tell me that it's going to be alright." he mumbled. He hoped he wasn't asking for too much. Both of his last boyfriends called him crazy and retarded when they found out about his self harming. He just wanted someone who wouldn't think of him like that.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

"I'll do all that and more," Alphonse said as he kissed Ashton's cheek. It all seemed rational to him. If he had to reassure Ashton that he was amazing and that everything would be alright, he'd do it in a heartbeat. Anything to make Ashton fine. "If I have to, I'll take you to this fancy restaurant where classical music plays and rich people always mumble 'yes quite' every five minutes." He smiled a bit and kissed Ashton's cheek again.


"If I have to, I'll hold you down and tickle you or something," he chuckled. "Oh, and I can take you to my work, take out all of the cats, and release them onto you." Alphonse's smile became a bit wider. He could see all of the kittens and older cats bounding over to him, making Ashton a huge fluff ball. To reassure him again, Alphonse kissed him, but closer to his lips. His arms tightened a bit around Ashton, telling him that everything was alright. He didn't have to worry anymore, because Al was back and he wasn't going anywhere.


Alphonse ran a hand through Ashton's hair and leaned his head against Ash's. "I love you."


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[History Nerd Eli]

"I'll do all that and more," Alphonse said as he kissed Ashton's cheek. It all seemed rational to him. If he had to reassure Ashton that he was amazing and that everything would be alright, he'd do it in a heartbeat. Anything to make Ashton fine. "If I have to, I'll take you to this fancy restaurant where classical music plays and rich people always mumble 'yes quite' every five minutes." He smiled a bit and kissed Ashton's cheek again.


"If I have to, I'll hold you down and tickle you or something," he chuckled. "Oh, and I can take you to my work, take out all of the cats, and release them onto you." Alphonse's smile became a bit wider. He could see all of the kittens and older cats bounding over to him, making Ashton a huge fluff ball. To reassure him again, Alphonse kissed him, but closer to his lips. His arms tightened a bit around Ashton, telling him that everything was alright. He didn't have to worry anymore, because Al was back and he wasn't going anywhere.


Alphonse ran a hand through Ashton's hair and leaned his head against Ash's. "I love you."


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[That Idiot]

Ashton smiled a little and giggled, shaking his head. "Don't do that, I'd rather get pizza." He chuckled a little more as he kissed Alphonse's jawline sweetly. He giggled a little. He told people he hated being tickled but both Alphonse and Ash knew that Ash loved it... to a certain extent. He will easily get irritated if he's tickled after he starts yelling.


Ashton just smiled against him, blushing happily and shyly. Ashton's hair and head was a very sensitive part on his body. He loved the feeling of anyone's fingers in his hair, especially Alphonse's. "I love you too." Ashton mumbled, closing his eyes for a moment before softly presisng his lips to other male's.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

Alphonse closed his eyes, enjoying the kiss that was slow and steady. His hand went back into Ashton's hair. He was so intoxicating. Alphonse just wanted to touch him all day, skin to skin. One more kiss to the other and then Alphonse pulled away.


Al's cheeks were pink and his eyes were dazzling. "I don't think this will ever get old no matter how many times I kiss you," he said, Al's voice soft. "I could kiss you for hours..." And with that, Alphonse kissed the side of Ashton's face. Ashton was like a drug.


(( sorry. I'm at my friend/crush's house ))


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[That Idiot]

(( oooooooooo *wink wink, nudge nudge* ))


Ashton was blushing brightly, embarrassed that Al said it like that. He had butterflies in his stomach and his head was all fuzzy inside. He didn't know what else to do so he took the others glasses, signaling that he was embarrassed.


"Let's go out today." Ashton said suddenly after a moment. "Like, let's just walk around town.. Get coffee and shit... Come on." Ashton smiled a little and planted a soft kiss pleadingly on the other's neck. They used to go on walks all the time together, especially through town and just look at things in stores.

 

[History Nerd Eli]

(( she has a boyfriend though v.v ))


Alphonse groaned teasingly. "But... But... Fine," he blushed, but he playfully pinned down the other. "You have to kiss me first..." A small giggle escaped him as he kissed Ashton's neck. "Love meee," he giggled again.


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