K0mori
Servant Supreme
Aleister tried his best to be a help, but Mariette simply didn't seem the same person after the encounter with Cassandra. Eventually, she picked herself up, went to her room, and dressed herself in her overcoat and boots. She slipped the werewolf blood into her overcoat before carefully loading her cap-and-ball revolver with silver ammunition. She wondered, as she did so, whether it was foolish that she hadn't taken the time to learn if her pistol was even considered viable in a situation like this; she had owned it for nearly a decade but had only fired it a handful of times, and all the while, time marched on. Perhaps Rosanna would be able to teach her more about firearms, but it was hard to want to learn something new when it felt as if her life could end in mere days and make the whole effort pointless.
They hate me, and yet they need me.
The thought stung, but it felt true. The way Camille and Erwin spoke to her, it was clear that they were thankless for a maneuver which likely prolonged their lives. The Senior Inquisitor had called her one of the only advantages the party possessed over Cassandra... They still needed her, the toxic lot of them, and yet it made no difference in their dark hearts. Her newfound fear of death was a laughing matter to some of them. Resentment spread through her like wildfire.
I should have turned on them. They don't deserve my, or anyone else's, help if all they plan to do is use me.
She stepped out the door of her room and walked down the stairs, into the horrifying scene of slaughter from earlier. Despite the sights and smells, Mariette seemed indifferent, colder and with a sharper look in her eye, a stiffer movement in her step. With the night still young, she had the chance to go for a walk to clear her mind, and perhaps even more. For the first time in over a century, she felt... dangerous. This place, Grimtham, was making her feel like a new vampire again; gone was the security of routine, the safeguards of planning, and the assurance of long life. Here she was surrounded by enemies and bathed in obscurity. It felt neither good nor bad, just... intense. She was awake, now.
They hate me, and yet they need me.
The thought stung, but it felt true. The way Camille and Erwin spoke to her, it was clear that they were thankless for a maneuver which likely prolonged their lives. The Senior Inquisitor had called her one of the only advantages the party possessed over Cassandra... They still needed her, the toxic lot of them, and yet it made no difference in their dark hearts. Her newfound fear of death was a laughing matter to some of them. Resentment spread through her like wildfire.
I should have turned on them. They don't deserve my, or anyone else's, help if all they plan to do is use me.
She stepped out the door of her room and walked down the stairs, into the horrifying scene of slaughter from earlier. Despite the sights and smells, Mariette seemed indifferent, colder and with a sharper look in her eye, a stiffer movement in her step. With the night still young, she had the chance to go for a walk to clear her mind, and perhaps even more. For the first time in over a century, she felt... dangerous. This place, Grimtham, was making her feel like a new vampire again; gone was the security of routine, the safeguards of planning, and the assurance of long life. Here she was surrounded by enemies and bathed in obscurity. It felt neither good nor bad, just... intense. She was awake, now.