dirt
bitch
kian wilson
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Kian wiped away some of his tears, trying his best to calm down. He wished he wasn't acting so vulnerable, he never cried. At least, not in front of other people. He let out a bit of a shaky sigh. "I- I'm so sorry that happened, Bec..." he mumbled softly. He wanted to say something more... encouraging, but he couldn't think of anything. He hated that his friend was going through something similar, and he wanted to help as much as he could. But, deep down, he knew that was impossible. He couldn't even help himself out of this hellhole he was in, how was he supposed to help anyone else? But he nodded anyway. Maybe this wasn't about things getting better. Maybe it was really about having people by your side. For support, or whatever. "Yeah," he said, shaking Rebekkah's hand. "As friends."
Kian gave a bit of a chuckle, rubbing his eyes with his hands. They were red at this point. He sniffled a bit. "Yeah, I'm probably being stupid anyway..." He looked around. He wanted to change the subject, but how? He coughed nervously, wiping away some more stray tears. "Uhh... what do you wanna do now?" he asked, turning to his friend and giving her a sheepish smile.
Already knowing what she was going to say, Kian quickly added "I'm not dancing, though... no... no dancing for Kian." he said with a small, awkward chuckle. The goofy smile was back on his face, and he seemed to be loosening up a bit more. He was glad that he finally had a friend... one who genuinely gave two fucks about him.
Who knows? Maybe we could even be, like... best friends.
Kian hummed a bit at the thought as he looked around the party. Maybe this wasn't such a bad idea after all, the raging of the party was actually kind of... fun. Even if it would come back to bite him in the ass the next morning. He let out a happy sigh and looked back at Bec. "I can't hear a thing you're saying. If you're saying anything. I don't even know." he admitted, laughing. He loved being so... carefree. Happy. For the first time in years, he was genuinely happy... or at least, not unhappy.
I love everything.
Kian gave a bit of a chuckle, rubbing his eyes with his hands. They were red at this point. He sniffled a bit. "Yeah, I'm probably being stupid anyway..." He looked around. He wanted to change the subject, but how? He coughed nervously, wiping away some more stray tears. "Uhh... what do you wanna do now?" he asked, turning to his friend and giving her a sheepish smile.
Already knowing what she was going to say, Kian quickly added "I'm not dancing, though... no... no dancing for Kian." he said with a small, awkward chuckle. The goofy smile was back on his face, and he seemed to be loosening up a bit more. He was glad that he finally had a friend... one who genuinely gave two fucks about him.
Who knows? Maybe we could even be, like... best friends.
Kian hummed a bit at the thought as he looked around the party. Maybe this wasn't such a bad idea after all, the raging of the party was actually kind of... fun. Even if it would come back to bite him in the ass the next morning. He let out a happy sigh and looked back at Bec. "I can't hear a thing you're saying. If you're saying anything. I don't even know." he admitted, laughing. He loved being so... carefree. Happy. For the first time in years, he was genuinely happy... or at least, not unhappy.
I love everything.
code by valen t.