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I rolled my eyes. Ryan swallowed nervously and shook his head.
"Lileath... please just act nice towards her. They haven't done you anything." Pinching you in the cheek and shaking it. Smirking at how silly you looked. I took your hand and stood up. "Come on. We can cooperate with her, right Lileath?" I smiled at you.
Ryan almost fell by his own feet when he started to move. "By the way, we haven't told her anything about Wyatt..." He said as we started walking towards the forbidden forest. Ryan's voice was shaking. He needed to man up at some point, overcome his fair with danger.
"Good. Let's just keep that between us." I answered him. Ryan nodded. "That's what Alex also said."
"Why are she telling us something about Wyatt then?" Looking at Ryan curiously. "Uhm... she just told us that Wyatt said something weird to her last time they slept together." I wrinkled my eyebrows as he told us that. "Hmm." This was interesting.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I closed my eyes and shrugged non committally. Agreeing, but only to a certain extent. Frowning slightly, I walked along with you, deep in thought as we approached the forest.

"Does it bother you?" I asked you quietly, as we were still a way off from the forest "What I'm capable of."

I elaborated, wondering if throughout our conversations you'd managed to infer enough of what I could do to perhaps have a fairly clear picture. You knew I could do legimancy, the imperious curse, could break peoples fingers, and I'd threatened to kill one of the teachers. But had you inferred the rest of it, or had you not wanted to think about it?

 

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I shook my head. "No it doesn't." I smiled. "Your actions doesn't define you."
Looking in front of us. "And it's sexy how much you are capable of." Kissing you on the cheek as Ryan was walking in front of us showing the way. Hoping you didn't take what I said in a wrong way, because I meant it nice. I liked you, all of you. I knew what you were capable of, and it didn't scare me or make me despise you.

Just before the walking into the forbidden forest we stopped up as we saw them. Alex and Megan came towards us. Megan had folded her arms and was looking angry at you. "Does she have to be here?" She said out loud. Alex kicked her in the leg and hissed at her. "Be nice!" She rolled her eyes at him. "Whatever." She blew a bubble of her gum. It made a smacking noise when it cracked. "So..." I said after a half minute of silent. She opened her arms and putted them on each hip.
"I don't understand why you are so interested." Checking out her nails. She really was a bitch, but she was something for else. Tough, and not easy to break. Cold when it came to emotions and didn't really care about anything. She and Sophie were totally different. Megan protected Sophie, Sophie was the weak one.
"Well...we were talking about family. I told about mine, and it just slipped out of him that he was a trueblood."
She looked at us with a bitchy look. "You know, he always told everyone that he was halfblood." Twisting her hair around her finger.
"And I was like, who is your father then? Since like, maybe I knew, yeah because of my dad. You guys know who my dad is and he knows everyone." She said. Megan was a spoiled brat. Her father was a rich man and powerful, not a scary man, he just had a lot of influence as he was rich. A good position in a great job. Everyone knew him as always smiling, but it looked faked most of time.
"He wouldn't tell me, just that he didn't know about his father before this year. That his mother had kept him from him." She blew another bubble. It was getting annoying, mostly the smacking sound, but I tried to ignore whole Megan, just listen to what she had to say.
"And that it was his father who took contact. Wyatt is trying to get information from him about what happend between him and his mother." Another bubble came out of her mouth. I went over, popped the bubble and took out her gum, and threw it far away. Looking offended at me, folding her arms again and staring at me with angry eyes.
"Anything more?" asked Alex. "Maybe..." She turned away from us. "But I don't want to tell you anymore." Alex rolled her eyes.
I shook my head in despair.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I snorted lightly and smiled, although I vowed to try and keep it away from you as much as possible. I gave you a small smirk when you said how you thought it made me sexier, and told you I'd thus aspire to be more powerful with every passing day.

I gave Megan a flat look, showing her I didn't particularly want to be here either, but I refrained from saying anything. I slipped into her mind, cringing slightly at what I found there, but I had to confirm whether what she was saying was true.

"Your dad isn't much to brag about Megan."

I pointed out with raised eyebrows, although my face was set in stone. She glared at me, saying at least her father actually cared about her beyond serving an agenda, but I simply snorted in response. If her father really cared about her he'd be distraught at the idea of her being a slut.

I listened with rapt attention, finding all of what she'd said to be true. She froze completely as she turned away, seemingly unable to move. Her eyes flittered around in panic as she met mine, the dark magic bringing out my actual eye colour; a deep red, distinctly similar to the colour of blood. I walked up to her calmly, pausing little more than a few inches away from her. I released enough of her body control to allow her to quake, although I could tell she hated herself for it.

"Maybe?" I asked coldly, my eyebrows lowered a fraction as I looked down at her.

 

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Ryan bit his teeth together and closed his eyes. «Please don’t.» He really hated conflicts and escpesially when someone got hurt. I waved away Ryan. Walked over to you. Touched your hand slightly and whispered to you. «She is not worth it.» I stepped away and let you decide. Alex cleared his throat and raised an eyebrow. «Not to be a partypooper, but Professor McGonagall is coming towards us.»
Looking around to see, and he was right. How did she end up here? I got a worried look... I had probably skipped too many classes these few days, and well, what was going on here didn’t really look not suspicious. I sighed. We were probably going to be sent to the Headmaster to explain ourselfs on what we were up to.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I didn't glance back at Ryan, didn't glance back at anyone as I tore the information we needed to know, or what information she had left to give anyways. Not much, but it was better to have it than not.

I quickly adjusted my eyes back to my usual brown, forcing Megan to act how I wanted her to. Casual, more than a little annoyed at being out in the cold, but if you lot had a reputation for sneaking out maybe it wouldn't look so odd.

"What are you all doing at the edge of the forest after curfew?"

She asked sharply, and we all looked at each other, no more than nervous teens apprehensive at being caught. I made Megan step forward, biting her lip as she shuffled her feet.

"Well professor... it was my idea really... I heard that Lileath encountered something in the forest and we all wanted to see what it was for ourselves..."

She glanced at me sharply and demanded to know why I'd agreed to such demands, to which I sighed and looked down.

"I wanted to fit in Professor. I just wanted to be ordinary instead of an outcast for once, so I guess I let that override my judgment. It won't happen again."

Her anger turned to a certain degree of dissatisfied sympathy, as if she didn't agree with what had happened but she empathized with it.

"Lileath, I know it can't be easy-"

"With all due respect Professor, you have no idea what it's like. To live knowing you are inherently different to everyone else, that there's nothing you can do about it, but that people still look at you and see the graveyards full of dead my parents have caused. That they not only fear you for it, but you are despised for a war that happened before you were born."

 

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I sighed in relief and smiled inside of myself. Forever greatful that you handeled this. And was surprised that you took the blame with Megan. Looking at Alex, he was impressed himself. He was liking you more and more, and that made me happy. I knew what you said were an act, even if I felt sorry for you because you really had something to live up to and well everyone jugded before getting to know you. But one thing could I say, you fitted in with us. Not with Megan, but Alex opened up for you with open arms to our gang, or whatever we was. I knew with myself that Ryan was probably making a fool of himself and made us weak, but I hoped he could approve and show that he could give something to our gang. This sounded silly and maybe you didn’t like my friends. Nor cared if you fitted in or that we approved of you. But well it mattered to me that my bestfriends liked my girlfriend. I wanted you to be one of us. It sounded stupid, we probably would never do great and remarkable things like you could do. But I did imagine us, me, you, Ryan and Alex solving Wyatt’s secrets together. We weren’t like Harry Potter, Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley. And that was a good thing, that we weren’t them. But what I meant we didn’t do this for fame or to be some kind of superheroes. It was to solve the mistery and help your father to find out about Snape’s lojalty to him. I liked mysteries and hoped one day that your father would approve of me, a little atleast.

Professor McGonagall looked at all of us and sighed. «You guys will anyway have a chat with Dumbledore and Snape after dinner.» She nodded sharply. It was a small punishment for her to be. We nodded back. «Walk back with me, I’m not taking the chance to leave you here!» She snapped, back to being her strict self. We walked slowly behind her, when she was hurrying back to the castle and walking much faster than us.
I had the chance to whisper to you. «Thank you. You are amazing.» I said shortly. Alex winked and smiled at you. Ryan didn’t look at us, nor Megan.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I tried - honestly tried - not to look worried as she said we were going to see Dumbledore, but I knew a slight flicker of concern had passed over my face.

"He just wants to talk to you Lileath."

I gave her a rather sceptical look, and she sighed telling me to get over it and it wouldn't be that bad. I nodded, an air of reluctant scepticism surrounding the action, although that was to be expected. He was pretty much my father's chief rival after all.

I grinned at the three of you briefly, finally feeling like part of your group. I could've knocked Megan unconscious and fled, leaving you all in the lurch, but I hadn't, choosing to face whatever consequences Mcgonagall decided to place upon us. Squeezing your hand briefly as we walked in, I knew Ryan wasn't looking at me, probably horrified by how similar to my father I was capable of acting.

 

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«Well, that went well!» Ryan said as we got into the common room. Megan didn’t come with us. «Thank you Lileath.» He added. Then sat down in a chair. He yawned. «I will make Megan tell me the rest later. She can’t say no to me.» He smirked, but he was only joking. I shook my head as I smiled. «She can’t say no to anything that breaths.» Ryan mumbled. Alex broke into laughter. «True.» And I laughed myself.
«Well, what do you say Lileath? About the information we just got?» said Alex and looked at you with wide eyes. Ryan also had the courage to look at you now. I cleared my throat, and sat down as well.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I smiled grimly, knowing we'd probably be summoned to see Dumbledore tomorrow.

"No problem." I said casually, also falling into a chair. Chuckling at the conversation, I put my feet on the table as I ran my hands through my hair, considering what to say. Her mind had been little more than a decedent cesspool, but it hadn't been the worst I'd entered.

"Well don't make it too obvious, I'll probably erase her memories of the encounter if that's alright with you lot."

It was weird, almost as if I was asking you for permission as to what lengths you'd tolerate me going to. Some pretty extensive ones apparently.

"We now know both what Wyatts mother looks like, a very brief overview of her and Snapes relationship, and where she works, so tracking her down now should be as easy as cake. However, as I'm probably going to be dragged up to see Dumbledore tomorrow, I might have to get my father to find her for me."

He would - he'd seen enough information now to be able to track her down, and he'd be able to extract the information better than I could. But I figured you'd probably want me to do it, which would mean waiting a few days.

 

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Alex grunted. "Well, we don't know how Snape and Wyatt's mother feel about each other for the time, or the last years." He drummed with his fingers at the chair. "Not their whole story at least."
He cleared his throat. "And how do you know how she looks like and where she works?" He raised an eyebrow. Looking from me to you.
Ryan was taking dirt out from under his nails.
"But anyway, we will back you up. You don't have to worry about Dumbledore. We will walk in together. He won't get you alone." Alex winked at you. "Nothing to worry about." He added.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I sat forward and told them I'd seen it in her mind, and although I didn't know exactly what she looked like, it should be enough to be able to track her down, especially as Wyatt and her shared the same surname.

"Thanks, I don't trust Dumbledore as far as I could throw him. Especially now."

I smiled at you and Alex, chuckling slightly at his wink. I supposed meeting with Dumbledore for me was the closest I'd get to understanding what it must be like to be around my father.

 

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I started to think about my mother. And realising I should send her a letter, hopefully my dad wouldn't get it first.
Standing up slowly, looking at all three of you. "Uhm... I'm going to go to the owlery." I cleared my throat and walked out of the common room. Shaking a bit as I walked towards the owlery. Thinking about what to write and how to express myself. Wondered if she was going to forgive me and take me back as quickly as I could blink. I sighed and were finally there. Sat down and started writing.

"Dear Mother.

I'm sorry I didn't come at the hospital.
I know you are sad and broken. And it seemed like I didn't care enough to use my time on you.
But that's not true... I love you and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
I know I'm not your perfect son as you wanted. But I have come to sense and understood that everything you have done and do is for my and my siblings' safety. You were and are still right to keep us away from our grandparents and their world.
So I have decided not to get in contact with them.
I'm sorry that you have worried about me. I'm good, hanging out with Ryan and Alex as usual. Staying out of trouble!
Hope we can meet soon. And please do not tell dad that I contacted you. I know he haven't and won't forgive me.

From Eric."

Licked the letter and closed it. Finding a suitable owl for flying long distance.

//

Back at the common room:

"Is he okay?" Alex asked you, while nodding towards me walking out the door.
"He haven't talked with us in a while." He smiled slightly. "He has been so busy with you." He wasn't mad at you for it.
Ryan joined the conversation. "Yeah.. how is his mother?" He cleared his throat. "And have he talked with his parents?..." He looked sadly at you.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I glanced at you before nodding, knowing this was something you needed to do alone. Having never met your parents, I doubted I'd be of much use anyways, and unsurprisingly I hadn't had to write many letters home in my life. I blushed slightly as I turned away from you, listening to Alex. I wasn't sure how much you'd want me to tell them, but they were your friends after all.

"He's worried about his parents, especially his father's reaction and whether they'll forgive him for seeking out his grandparents.

Sighing, I leaned back in the chair. "Apparently she's getting better, but it's stress that's causing her illness. So we're not telling her about me, although I don't know what he's going to say if she already knows. Probably deny it, but he says that's impossible."

It was important we asked my father first, as he was slightly old fashioned in that he thought people should've to ask to date me. To inform anyone else first would've been... catastrophic.

 

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"I see." Alex yawned. "His mother is naive. And they live in the muggleworld so they doesn't know about you guys."
He ruffled his hair. "They just do magic at home. And they do not read the news or anything to keep up with our world."
Ryan coughed. And agreed with what Alex said.

As I started walking back I bumped into Sophie. "Oh I'm sorry.." I said quickly. I didn't realize at first that it was her.
She didn't meet my eyes and was blushing slightly. "It's you!" Smiling at her. "Are you okay?" Trying to meet her eyes.
"I can't talk to you, or your psyho girlfriend comes to kill me." She hissed. I sighed.
"Just stay out of her way and she won't do that. And I would get mad at her if she did." She rolled her eyes when I said that.
"Why do you care? You're not in love with me!" Her eyes looked angry, but sad at the same time.
I shook my head and looked down.
"No. But we have been friends since we started at Hogwarts, and you have always been nice to me."
She sighed. "True enough. But make your girlfriend stop calling me a slut. We both know you are my only one. Megan is the slut." her voice way sharp. I nodded. "Hope you don't hate me." I said as I walked away and returned to the common room.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I raised my eyebrows "If they aren't aware of the situation why would they have a problem with him being a Slytherin and meeting his grandparents? They must be aware of the first wizard war, at least."

I reflected on this, slightly confused. Slytherin did have a reputation for producing dark wizards, but the wizard war had accentuated that massively. I looked up as I heard you return, although you looked troubled.

"Did you send it?"

I asked softly, thinking that was likely the cause of your expression and general attitude. As Alex and Ryan both seemed tired they'd probably go to bed soon, so we could talk then if you wanted to.

 

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"They moved to the muggleworld when Eric was almost two years old. They lived in the wizardworld in hiding from Joseph's parents until then." Ryan told you. "They didn't want him to grow up in the wizarding world after everything that had happend, with Harry Potter and yeah you know." He continued. A bit sweaty of being a little nervous to be in your presence. Alex was about to say something, but when he saw me coming back he shutted his mouth.

Still thinking about Sophie when I came in. She was the closest I had to a girlfriend before you, we had a lot of history.
I stopped thinking about her as fast as I heared your voice. I nodded as an answer. Sat down quietly and stayed quite myself.
"Ehm, I'm getting tired." Alex nudged Ryan slightly, as he understood that they should give us some time alone. Ryan jumped.
"Errr.. Yeah, me too. See you later."
I nodded to them, smiling slightly.
Ryan itched himself on his neck as they walked up to the boys quarters.

 

[Dark lord steel]

"Hmm" I didn't like talking about what'd happened between him and Harry. About the life I would've had. I frowned at Ryan, noting how nervous he was, but I knew there was nothing I could say to calm him. Maybe it'd fade with familiarity.

"Yeah, goodnight guys."

I casually responded, waving them off. I turned back to you, a slight frown on my face as I looked at you. You were obviously deep in thought about something.

"Somethings bugging you."

I inquired cautiously, although I didn't want to push you. Giving you the option whether to tell me or not.

 

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"I'm okay." I said shortly. Went over to you, lifted you up and sat down, placing you on my lap.
I yawned as I held around you. "Just a lot going on. Exhausted." Didn't really believe myself if that was the whole truth.
My mind was soon going to explode.
My grandparents, my mother, my father, you, your father, Wyatt, Snape, Wyatt's mother and Sophie was on my mind.
Closing my eyes to relax.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I put my arms around you as you lifted me up, and settled myself on your lap. Nuzzled into your neck and rubbed your back, trying to help you relax.

"Don't worry about it. It'll work out fine."

I whispered to you, stroking the edge of your face. I knew there was far more going on in your mind, but you'd talk about when you were ready. Looking into your mind and breaching your privacy wasn't something I wanted to do.

 

[tuttiteia]

I nodded slightly. Staring at a point in front of me. I sighed.
Feeling warm. Maybe I was getting a fever?

//

Back at Jacob and Olivia's house:

Olivia was dancing around in her bathrobe humming with a glas of wine. Playing some jazz in the living room.
Jacob was in his office doing some important work. She enjoyed being for herself. But she wished he was with her now.

Suddenly it knocked on the door. Her eyes widened up. Who could that be at this hour? Wrinkled her eyesbrows.
Yelled at the houseelf to open it. "Jacob! Someone knocked at the door. I'm in my bathrobe, can you come downstairs in case they come in?" She yelled at her husband. He grunted and walked downstairs to her wife. "Is it someone important?" Looking curious at her wife. She shrugged at him. They heared yelling coming from the front door. Also the houseelf's nervous voice. "But sir.."
"I'm coming in. I'm their son!" someone yelled. They heared a bang, the elf had been thrown into the wall.

And into the livingroom came Joseph. Olivia was standing stiff, holding hard around her husband's hand. They both gasped at the sight. "Joseph!" Olivia couldn't believe her eyes, like she had seen a ghost. She ended up fainting. Jacob had a strict face, and didn't move. "How do you dare barge into my house like that?" He shouted. Joseph was clenching his teeth and breathing heavily.
"I need to talk about my son." Joseph said sharply. They stared into each others eyes, no one blinked until Joseph broke the eyecontact.

"What about your son?" Snorting at his son. Joseph was clenching his fists.
"So you have met him?" He cleared his throat.
"What if I have?" Jacob looked proud. Joseph hit his fist in the table without making a grimace.
"Don't you ever meet him again!" He yelled, pointing his finger at him. Jacob chuckled.
"I never told you I did." He smirked at him. Joseph was getting angrier.
"Stop playing with me!" Joseph knew his dad well, even if there was many years since they saw each other last.
But he knew his father was playing this game with him, he could just say he met Eric to provoke. Joseph rolled his eyes.
"I hate you!" Something he had wanted to say to his father in forever. Olivia was starting to wake up.
"Get out of my house!" Jacob yelled back. His son snorted back. Jacob hit his son in the face. He gave him one last look before he walked out.

Jacob didn't know what to feel. He felt angry, but his emotion were mixed. A small part of him liked seeing his son again, and a small hope inside of him that he would return and be the son he always wanted.
Helping his wife up again. "Where did he go?" she stemmed. Her voice and body shaking.
"He left." he told her shortly. She started sobbing into his chest. Taking his arms around her while she cried.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I sighed as I moved my hand to your forehead, commenting that you felt a little warm. Suggesting a glass of water or a lie down, I rested against you.

"Eric... you don't have to continue this. I could explain to your grandparents that my father had exiled you from the death eaters, and they'd still probably like to establish a relationship with you outside of that."

I said sadly, not looking at you. I hated my own insecurities, how beneath it all I never thought I was good enough, never worth enough to make people stay. If I couldn't inspire my own mother to stay, why would anyone else except for their own ends? Not that I believed that of you, but it'd been a constant nagging in my mind as long as I could remember. It actually played into a lot of my father's behaviour, but dragging all of that up now didn't seem like a good idea.

 

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I was almost falling asleep.
"Lileath... you need to stop." Kissing you on the cheek. "You don't have to do anything, okay?"
Stroking on your thigh. "I'm going to continue the same way. It's gonna be okay." Kissing you on the lips, touching your hair with my other hand. Resting my forhead against yours.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I sighed and told you I'd try my best, and I smiled as I thought of something. I kissed you briefly, barely a whisper of a kiss before I tilted my head forward to meet your forehead.

"I bet you never thought I had an inadequacy complex when you first met me."

I said quietly, a hint of laughter reaching my tone. I never really showed it to anyone, only acknowledging it to my father, but it was pretty futile not acknowledging things to him, as he knew them anyways.

 

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Smirking at you. «Who would have thought the scary and dangerous Lileath had a complex.» I teased. Becoming serious quickly. «But I understand...» Tucking your hair behind your ear. «But what are you so afraid of? What are you fearing might happen?» Looking into your eyes.