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Cheryl Seki-Feigenbaum
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Gas Station, Definitely Not AlabamaMENTIONS
Darnell (




“So many people I could collab with!
Such a bad place to collab in.”
Such a bad place to collab in.”
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Cheryl sad because El thinks she stupid. She is. Drag over to gang. Darnell smart. Newton big smart, mind blown, explosion pew. Hobo Greek philosopher. Wowow many shiny sparkly people. Bad to frog? No worry, cool.
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Cheryl could feel the grip on her shoulder, neither tight nor forceful. An onlooker might think El was holding her for reassurance, but onlookers didn’t know her habit of failure. It was detainment, a gentle act of restraint to make sure she didn’t fuck them over again. The comforting touch of her best friend’s hand through her hair was barely a consolation to the resignation on her face. El was disappointed in her. She wanted to run away. Away from the ugly emotions stirring the pit in her stomach, away from her stupid, half-baked proposal, away from the expression of long-suffering defeat she was the cause of.
Her petulant voice sounded distant, separate from herself, a drawn-out reverberation of the impassioned Cheryl from moments ago.
“I didn’t want to attack him!”she said, pushing her lips into a pout, her intended melodramatic gesture of throwing her hands up hindered by the articles her fingers had wrapped around. Her statement was only partially a lie.
Her line of sight drifted down to her left hand as the lemon toad was pulled out of her slackening grasp, El muttering something about heaven. The part of her not in a dejected stupor wanted to grin wryly and poke fun at her. El, do you really think Slenderman and unholy-looking citrus demons have anything to do with heaven? The other part of her had progressed from wanting to run away to wanting to fizzle away under the blinding bulbs, vampire-in-the-sun–style—and not the sparkly Hollywood kind. As both sides fought for dominance, her cheeks tried to rise into a smile only to fall and crumble the next moment. Eventually the overwhelming vacillation drowned her peppy facade in decision paralysis, so her thoughts stayed just that: thoughts.
She didn’t manage to stay in her daze though, as El had moved on from obstructing her to towing her towards the subject of their previous discussion. Instinctively, her head turned and traced the spindly figure extending outwards from the counter like a misshapen web as the main body neared, heels raking unenthusiastically across the floor. She watched vacantly as it squeezed itself back into the median human shape, allowing the vertigo and unease to wash over her. Better that than whatever fervour had triggered her to overcome her fear, right?
As El planted them beside the counter, she only caught the tail end of what the man scooting near the Boy was saying, her mind starting to spin its cogs again. What he was advocating did sound reasonable. He was sporting a wrinkled dress shirt and dark-coloured tie, a model businessman after a late night out, which meant he was probably competent. This impression of reliability didn’t pass on to the next speaker, who was a familiar ungroomed face—or so she thought until he opened his mouth. His declaration was surprisingly insightful and perceptive, and she mentally smacked herself for her bias. As another office worker out of the office—puffing on a cigar in a mob boss way—corroborated the fact and El added their circumstances, it only cemented her growing opinion. Yes, he was actually a brilliant thinker, accurately grasping what everyone hadn’t yet realized, only impeded by the fact that he couldn’t put more care into his hygiene.
“It seems all the great minds and philosophers of the universe decided to gather here today. We're saved.”
It was like a lightbulb flicked on in her brain. Of course, he was one of those philosophers who thought the hobo-chic aesthetic was a way of life! What was the school of thought called again, pessimism? She’d taken an intro philosophy course, but her memories of the lectures ended at “people die if they are killed”.
“You’re right; he’s so definitely a philosopher. Even his clothing gives that philosophical vibe, don’t you think? And he’s being smart, just like”—she waved her long stilettos in the direction of Businessman—“he said we should be. Together, we’re sure to make it out of here!”
She shifted her gaze towards the direction of her enlightener, who had been overshadowed by the glitching fellow pink-haired fashion enthusiast thus far. Honestly, she thought the digital filter suited his 70s-inspired dressing and tipped it into the category of vaporwave, but she found it hard to actually compliment him on it. What if he was terribly self-conscious and extremely troubled about his state of being? (He did not look terribly self-conscious and extremely troubled about his state of being.)
Distracted by the flickering lines representative to raster, she saw the smoke before the person. Then she heard the cursed squeaking coming from his hands. Her brows rose a fraction before they dropped. She didn’t care for the lemon toads, yes, but maybe she wasn’t ready to talk to someone who—her sight landed on his fit—must have a good reason for stretching the pestilential little creatures! Maybe he was testing the elasticity for… future… plans.
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