Tool
Rainbow Muppet Overdrive
Lincoln
Out and About
TW: barf
It felt like the beginning.Out and About
TW: barf
It felt like when the zombies first rose.
Her father had been dispatched quickly, along with Dottie and Bob Ballings in the house next door and Tanya Kinders in the house after that. Tanya's cats Madison let loose, once she heard the sounds of panic and not-so-distant gunfre. Not-so-distant screaming. There had been walking, then, just as there was now. The players changed, but Madison was still the one walking, careful and slow, riffle at the ready, looking around for hostiles, a little fuzzy on the particulars but still able to spot an enemy when she saw one, shambling or part of the Pulse Club, it didn't matter.
The pain was different. Back then, the pain had been all emotional, her stomach in her throat, tight and hard, whispering 'oh fuck' over and over into her amygdala. Now, the pain was physical. She felt hollowed out, emotionally, a girl with cold, lead bones and torn meat all over. Before trying to connect with a chapter of her old motorcycle club, Madison had made a difference. It had been slow going, with some very personal tragedies along the way, but the woman had made zombie hunting into a god damned art form.
Helping Northview survive a swarm had been the last time she'd made a lick of difference. Nothing she'd tried, from advise to actual help, had changed anything, and getting shot in the head had definitely hampered her ability to take matters into her own goddamn hands. She'd been at this god-forsaken prison for...... god...... how many months had it been? Had she reached a year, yet? Weston, Minnie Mouse, and Sneakers were still the only ones she'd befriended, and all of those bonds, tentative or cemented, had been made before she'd gotten here.
King and the associated gaggle of douchebags had been treated as though they were unkillable gods, impervious to such trifles as grenades, bullets, trip-mines, a cut brake line, hell, even a well-aimed moltov cocktail. Nobody, not a single person, seemed to understand that no king, no emperor, no gang-leader, nobody was impervious to someone who was willing to trade their lives for that of their target. Powerful men were filled with the same bones, gooey bits, and juice as every other human being on Earth.
Yeah, the Sarmaritans were dangerous, King and the other Head Honcho Big Bads in the prison had guards and guns...... but they weren't Secret Service Agents, trained to protect the President of these once United States. This was not a retinue of Seal-Team-Six-Kung-Fu-Expert-Marksmen. These were ex-gangers, ex-convicts, ex-prison guards, and anybody else who'd happened to weasel their way into positions of power. Ex-military was probably the best they had on hand, and that didn't account for every Samaritan. It just didn't.
Bah. It was pointless to ruminate, now.
No one had listened to her, people had died, and she'd been laid up like a chump, about as useful as a one-legged man in an ass-kicking contest.
Nothing, not one goddamned thing she'd done since getting shot in the head had mattered, even a little. But then, Madison supposed getting shot in the head precluded most people from mattering, any more. She'd just been alive for the experience, that was all. If anything, her involvement at the Prison had only made things worse. A rough shake of her head shifted her mental focus. She'd been a rube in various shades and degrees since the rise of the dead.
What else was new.
The revelation that Cabrera, loyal servant and executor of King's will, was apparently a secret marine on a covert mission...... well, that was somehow worse than his believing in the totalitarian slave-state that King had set up. It meant either Cabrera thought all the lives and settlements that had gone up in flames were acceptable collateral damage to keep up his cover (they were not), or he'd fallen under the same collective delusion that powerful men were immune to a decent Glock.
Either way, getting those people out of the gas chamber was the first contribution she'd make to this stupid old world in many, many, many months.
It felt like the beginning.
Fewer zombies (though still the occasional shuffler). More random assholes, shooting at her..... but overall..... this was some serious deja vu.
She had to stop at one point to retch in the grass, blood and bile sinking into the frigid, uncaring earth. Nobody shot her while she heaved, so.... hooray for that, but the the pain in her head made her sway for a long moment, the screaming and the gunfire seeming very far away.... until she forced herself back to her feet.... fell back to her knees with a pained grunt, and tried and succeeded on the second go.
Verticality. What a concept.
When she got there, the gas chambers were decidedly anticlimactic. A mediumish building, guarded by a couple of people who might as well have had 'I Am A Douchebag And Would Very Much Like The Opportunity To Prove It' tattooed on their foreheads. Then again, for all Madison knew, they could be secret military agents, especially committed to keeping up their ruse at the cost of a few dozen lives. It would not have been the first time. Whatever. Fuck 'em. They went down with perfunctory ease on Madison's part, and it was only the blood trickling down around her collarbone that made the woman realize she'd been shot at some point.
What else was new.
Thank the good lord for his blessed drugs.
Inside, Madison found a notable absence of anybody manning the controls, but there was a hatch with a wheel, smack dab in the middle. At least they made the important door easy to identify.
Turn the wheel, set people free.
Easy.
When one hand proved insufficient, Madison tried both hands. Then, she put her back into it. The carbine clattered to the floor, and she wrapped her whole body around the wheel and pulled.
Nothing.
Okay, great.
Madison stood there for a moment, trying to gather her shattered wits and figure out why the nice door wasn't opening when that was the entire goddamned point of doors.
The words on the walls were a pixilated blur, but after a moment, she did notice a series of unnecessary looking tubes that attached to the door. Hydraulics, maybe? Hydraulics needed fluid of some kind to work, right? Chestnut eyes couldn't make out the writing above the fire axe, but damned if she didn't pick up the axe and swing straight into everything that connected to that goddamned door out of sheer, rage-filled indignance that a stupid door was standing in her way. It was by luck rather than careful, intellectual planning that liquid rather than impressive voltage spurted into her face and chest, but a brief, sighing hiss from somewhere sounded promising.
Okay, great.
Madison v. Door, round two.
The second battle between the ex-detective and the inanimate object proved far more fruitful than the first, once she twisted hard enough to make black stars spark in her vision and pull for everything she was worth.
The suction of air rushing past might have pushed her off her feet, if she hadn't been leaning on the rather impressive doorframe.
People.... people were in there, and some of them gasped. So.... living people, then. If she'd been quicker on the draw, or more witty, or really anything beyond having had enough of this nonsense, Madison might have said something meaningful, something memorable...... but all she managed was a tired nod and a decisive:
"There."