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Horse Doctor
"Ghosts with Heartbeats" by Plastic Patina
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Dreams
01
In the kitchen.
Leaning against the L-shaped counter, looking at Reese.
Speaking to
REESE
"Mind getting me the bread from the box over there, Reese? I'd rather not touch it without any gloves."
"Of course."
Watching closely as the man complied with his request without a moment of hesitation, Boryan felt a sense of satisfaction, devoid of conceitedness.
Ask them of a physical favour. Say their name out loud. Give your own inaptitude as a reason for asking.
It was a tried and tested method for mitigating the tension of unfamiliarity and gaining access to a person's circle of thrust. Not to be confused with manipulation which was an ill-intentioned variant, this 'white magic' was a means for building a bridge between individuals wherein the initiator was simply aware of its execution and effects. It also made him indebted to the other person and by doing a little bit more than expected each time, the two could form a partnership beneficial for both parties. Whether or not this would have a positive outcome largely depended on the extent of interest Reese had in him and his notion of teamwork in general. Considering his behaviour thus far, it would certainly not be an effortless undertaking, yet with just the right amount of coaxing and space, it looked as though the touch-me-not had unfurled its leaves.
With the bread now safely on the chopping board, Boryan proceeded to cut its width in half, separating the top from the bottom. He then retrieved a block of parmesan from the fridge and began quickly grating some of it into the bowl with the paste of butter, garlic and parsley.
"Well, since you seem to know so much." Reese spoke just as the feline had finished adding the final ingredient and was mixing one last time. "Do you know why they made you like this?" he asked, yet received no immediate answer. As his intonation hinted that there was more to be said, Boryan chose to politely wait without halt in his work. "I've been here a long time, but time is hard to judge without windows or clocks." The chef grabbed a knife and evenly spread the paste on the soft side of the bread pieces as the man continued. "Anytime I’ve been given a hint at how long it’s been, I'm never sure if it’s true. Between experiments, tests, whatever mind games they play, I’ve just accepted how things are." He found the tin foil intuitively in the drawer beside the one with utensils and used it to cover a baking sheet he had discovered in the inbuilt storage of one of the ovens. Then, he placed the garlic bread on top and sent the arrangement into said oven at 200 degrees Celsius, setting the timer for 10 minutes. "It seems you have, too. Or do you actually like working for them?"
The final question was exhaled from the man's tired lungs in tandem with the opening of one of the upper wall cabinets.
'Probably looks like I do. Not that it's a lie, in and of itself.' Boryan thought as he got out a big jar full of rice and set it on the counter. 'Whether we're up there or down here, we'd suffer either way. More importantly . . .'
He glanced at Reese as he went to look for a colander in the kitchen isle. The man bore a haggard expression, as though the brief act of sweeping the floor had drained what little energy he had had, the final drops drifting away with their conversation. One hand as an aid to lean against the counter whilst the other burrowed into his silky black hair, caressing his temple, his eyes, which had the glimmer of a sharp blade, were now half-lidded as he tried to arrange the strings of thought in the loom that was his mind.
'Why would he ask? If they tasked you with checking where our loyalties lie, you're doing a poor job. Hmm, it doesn't quite match you either. It's counterintuitive to pick an anxious introvert. Maybe they want to see how we'd react?' Boryan pondered as he looked around his close proximity and lifted the dirty kitchenware with his power. 'I don't have anything to hide. The current overseers will come to know that, just as the CaTS Division.'
“I thought maybe you were a cat they gave intelligence to. Like the… Ninja Turtles.” Reese cleared his throat at the end of that comparison, yet even this and the light bumping of the dishes as they were placed in the sink couldn't stop Boryan from hearing it.
'Can't remember his life for the life of him, but he knows about the Ninja Turtles.' the cat of 180 cm height thought as he walked towards the dish storage. The single audible brief exhale which he gave in response was the only way with which he could convey that he found the remark amusing.
“But it seems it’s the opposite." Reese clarified. "I thought this place just made people like me into monsters, I didn’t know they took kind people like you and changed your entire form."
'. . . Kind?' the word repeated within his mind as he reached the cabinet.
"I thought this place held criminals and used them as expendable guinea pigs."
Criminals.
A nameless something deep within him stung.
"But you’re nice to us and seem concerned with our health."
Nice.
And it was bitter.
"If you weren’t born here, then… Why do you do what they want you to do?”
By now, he had taken a bowl out and shut the door neatly. Staying in place whilst facing his new companion, one set of yellow flashlights shone against the brightness of two blue moons.
"Rather, why are you able to do it without concern? How long have they kept you here?"
Silence swept the seconds which followed, the ticking of the clock above the double door barely audible to the ear. Boryan gazed at this man who looked to be around his age, this reserved, wary man, who had taken one step after the other with his words, making him recall things he had assumed to have been accepted and dismissed. Indeed, Reese was correct in that this place held criminals for experimental purposes. The living proof was the one he had so easily described as 'kind' and 'nice'. Yet this former gangster couldn't even think of an insult in retort to a stranger's nosiness. Rather, his mind had become empty. As if he were following the subtle movements of the clouds that blanketed the sky in uniform grey, it was a serenity without comfort, but a keen awareness of being in the present. Only the dull ache in the centre of his chest served as a reminder that the past, though acknowledged, could still make one feel undeserving. That, he knew, was normal. He just had to bear with it until it passed, just like the cloudy days.
"Before asking questions," Boryan spoke as calmly as before whilst walking back to the counter between the oven and the storage door. "you should eat. You look like you'll bend over any moment now."
Having arrived at his destination, he placed the colander inside the bowl and proceeded to pour rice inside it.
"I have been here for about 5 years. I know, because my work is arranged in a daily schedule using a real calendar."
Once it was full enough to match his estimation of the necessary quantity, he stopped and moved to the sink where he washed the rice.
"That is, unless the scientists messed with my sleep, but I highly doubt it." As he waited for the water to pass through the colander and occasionally emptied the bowl underneath, he looked up at Reese. "As I said in the first room, I'm from the Help Project. It's run by the Children and Teenager Safety Division, whose aim is to create household units that can take care of the home and children of high-profile figures. Not knowing how to manage my time accurately would be a huge mistake on their part and mine. Guess that's why I'm one of their 'more experienced helpers'. As for why I look like a cat, apparently, kids will find it easier to trust a pet than a human. There are other advantages ,too. Like the claws."
The rinsing water became clear, which signalled him to stop emptying the bowl. He filled it to the point of covering the rice inside the colander and set it on the counter. Since it was necessary to wait for the rice to sit in water, although he could have gone to fetch the vegetables from the storage, Boryan opted to devote his attention entirely to Reese, at least until the oven's timer beckoned him.
'Somehow, I still don't want to believe you're playing me.' he thought as he leaned his back on the inner side of the L-shaped counter, facing Reese directly. 'Either way, it doesn't matter, though, does it?'
"You're right about it being a matter of acceptance. Above, they have their own reality. This is ours. I'm told that what they do to us here can help those above, one way or another. Whether or not that's the case," he smirked. "I have no way of knowing. Still, I'd rather hold on to that and keep walking forward than wallow in despair. And," he held up his paw so that he may look at the inhibitor on his wrist. It felt looser than before. "we both saw what happens when you cause trouble. These are the unavoidable events in life. At least now, we can be there for each other." he allowed his arm to drop back down and rest his elbow on the counter. "In the end though, it's your choice. Although the current mission is vague, I've made mine."
Boryan paused shortly and followed with:
"I'm thinking of making soup tonight, though it'll be thick instead of watery. That Cetus brat already requested no pepper, so everyone will have to add it themselves. Is there anything you don't like to eat? I've been trained to cook for most tastes, so don't hold back."
"Of course."
Watching closely as the man complied with his request without a moment of hesitation, Boryan felt a sense of satisfaction, devoid of conceitedness.
Ask them of a physical favour. Say their name out loud. Give your own inaptitude as a reason for asking.
It was a tried and tested method for mitigating the tension of unfamiliarity and gaining access to a person's circle of thrust. Not to be confused with manipulation which was an ill-intentioned variant, this 'white magic' was a means for building a bridge between individuals wherein the initiator was simply aware of its execution and effects. It also made him indebted to the other person and by doing a little bit more than expected each time, the two could form a partnership beneficial for both parties. Whether or not this would have a positive outcome largely depended on the extent of interest Reese had in him and his notion of teamwork in general. Considering his behaviour thus far, it would certainly not be an effortless undertaking, yet with just the right amount of coaxing and space, it looked as though the touch-me-not had unfurled its leaves.
With the bread now safely on the chopping board, Boryan proceeded to cut its width in half, separating the top from the bottom. He then retrieved a block of parmesan from the fridge and began quickly grating some of it into the bowl with the paste of butter, garlic and parsley.
"Well, since you seem to know so much." Reese spoke just as the feline had finished adding the final ingredient and was mixing one last time. "Do you know why they made you like this?" he asked, yet received no immediate answer. As his intonation hinted that there was more to be said, Boryan chose to politely wait without halt in his work. "I've been here a long time, but time is hard to judge without windows or clocks." The chef grabbed a knife and evenly spread the paste on the soft side of the bread pieces as the man continued. "Anytime I’ve been given a hint at how long it’s been, I'm never sure if it’s true. Between experiments, tests, whatever mind games they play, I’ve just accepted how things are." He found the tin foil intuitively in the drawer beside the one with utensils and used it to cover a baking sheet he had discovered in the inbuilt storage of one of the ovens. Then, he placed the garlic bread on top and sent the arrangement into said oven at 200 degrees Celsius, setting the timer for 10 minutes. "It seems you have, too. Or do you actually like working for them?"
The final question was exhaled from the man's tired lungs in tandem with the opening of one of the upper wall cabinets.
'Probably looks like I do. Not that it's a lie, in and of itself.' Boryan thought as he got out a big jar full of rice and set it on the counter. 'Whether we're up there or down here, we'd suffer either way. More importantly . . .'
He glanced at Reese as he went to look for a colander in the kitchen isle. The man bore a haggard expression, as though the brief act of sweeping the floor had drained what little energy he had had, the final drops drifting away with their conversation. One hand as an aid to lean against the counter whilst the other burrowed into his silky black hair, caressing his temple, his eyes, which had the glimmer of a sharp blade, were now half-lidded as he tried to arrange the strings of thought in the loom that was his mind.
'Why would he ask? If they tasked you with checking where our loyalties lie, you're doing a poor job. Hmm, it doesn't quite match you either. It's counterintuitive to pick an anxious introvert. Maybe they want to see how we'd react?' Boryan pondered as he looked around his close proximity and lifted the dirty kitchenware with his power. 'I don't have anything to hide. The current overseers will come to know that, just as the CaTS Division.'
“I thought maybe you were a cat they gave intelligence to. Like the… Ninja Turtles.” Reese cleared his throat at the end of that comparison, yet even this and the light bumping of the dishes as they were placed in the sink couldn't stop Boryan from hearing it.
'Can't remember his life for the life of him, but he knows about the Ninja Turtles.' the cat of 180 cm height thought as he walked towards the dish storage. The single audible brief exhale which he gave in response was the only way with which he could convey that he found the remark amusing.
“But it seems it’s the opposite." Reese clarified. "I thought this place just made people like me into monsters, I didn’t know they took kind people like you and changed your entire form."
'. . . Kind?' the word repeated within his mind as he reached the cabinet.
"I thought this place held criminals and used them as expendable guinea pigs."
Criminals.
A nameless something deep within him stung.
"But you’re nice to us and seem concerned with our health."
Nice.
And it was bitter.
"If you weren’t born here, then… Why do you do what they want you to do?”
By now, he had taken a bowl out and shut the door neatly. Staying in place whilst facing his new companion, one set of yellow flashlights shone against the brightness of two blue moons.
"Rather, why are you able to do it without concern? How long have they kept you here?"
Silence swept the seconds which followed, the ticking of the clock above the double door barely audible to the ear. Boryan gazed at this man who looked to be around his age, this reserved, wary man, who had taken one step after the other with his words, making him recall things he had assumed to have been accepted and dismissed. Indeed, Reese was correct in that this place held criminals for experimental purposes. The living proof was the one he had so easily described as 'kind' and 'nice'. Yet this former gangster couldn't even think of an insult in retort to a stranger's nosiness. Rather, his mind had become empty. As if he were following the subtle movements of the clouds that blanketed the sky in uniform grey, it was a serenity without comfort, but a keen awareness of being in the present. Only the dull ache in the centre of his chest served as a reminder that the past, though acknowledged, could still make one feel undeserving. That, he knew, was normal. He just had to bear with it until it passed, just like the cloudy days.
"Before asking questions," Boryan spoke as calmly as before whilst walking back to the counter between the oven and the storage door. "you should eat. You look like you'll bend over any moment now."
Having arrived at his destination, he placed the colander inside the bowl and proceeded to pour rice inside it.
"I have been here for about 5 years. I know, because my work is arranged in a daily schedule using a real calendar."
Once it was full enough to match his estimation of the necessary quantity, he stopped and moved to the sink where he washed the rice.
"That is, unless the scientists messed with my sleep, but I highly doubt it." As he waited for the water to pass through the colander and occasionally emptied the bowl underneath, he looked up at Reese. "As I said in the first room, I'm from the Help Project. It's run by the Children and Teenager Safety Division, whose aim is to create household units that can take care of the home and children of high-profile figures. Not knowing how to manage my time accurately would be a huge mistake on their part and mine. Guess that's why I'm one of their 'more experienced helpers'. As for why I look like a cat, apparently, kids will find it easier to trust a pet than a human. There are other advantages ,too. Like the claws."
The rinsing water became clear, which signalled him to stop emptying the bowl. He filled it to the point of covering the rice inside the colander and set it on the counter. Since it was necessary to wait for the rice to sit in water, although he could have gone to fetch the vegetables from the storage, Boryan opted to devote his attention entirely to Reese, at least until the oven's timer beckoned him.
'Somehow, I still don't want to believe you're playing me.' he thought as he leaned his back on the inner side of the L-shaped counter, facing Reese directly. 'Either way, it doesn't matter, though, does it?'
"You're right about it being a matter of acceptance. Above, they have their own reality. This is ours. I'm told that what they do to us here can help those above, one way or another. Whether or not that's the case," he smirked. "I have no way of knowing. Still, I'd rather hold on to that and keep walking forward than wallow in despair. And," he held up his paw so that he may look at the inhibitor on his wrist. It felt looser than before. "we both saw what happens when you cause trouble. These are the unavoidable events in life. At least now, we can be there for each other." he allowed his arm to drop back down and rest his elbow on the counter. "In the end though, it's your choice. Although the current mission is vague, I've made mine."
Boryan paused shortly and followed with:
"I'm thinking of making soup tonight, though it'll be thick instead of watery. That Cetus brat already requested no pepper, so everyone will have to add it themselves. Is there anything you don't like to eat? I've been trained to cook for most tastes, so don't hold back."
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