Fall into Ashes

[Ricia]

"I don't eat wreckless... my food is a balanced diet of goodness..." Sage murmmered in a pout. She wasn't a monster either. Her grip tightened on Kat a bit, but she stopped arguing. She was afraid of becoming a monster, but she was never afraid that she'd snap like Kat and Kai thought.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"When you are with Kat his morals and ability to distance emotion is a counter." Kai said "I will not have you go out alone,"


Kat looked down "Sage... is capable," He saw her killing the zombies in the store. She was having fun.

 

[Ricia]

"Fine I get it." Sage said in a loud boast. "I'll stop asking and stay put."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Good," Kai said "because I need you here," Kai told her

 

[Ricia]

"Yea yea..." Sage said with a pout, "Lets get to the armory and then toss a grenade in that room with the horde.." Sage said.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Too riskey... for now.. but it is a later option," Kai told sage. "I don't want any booms for a bit,"


"But booms are fun," Kat said

 

[Ricia]

"I think having a horde is riskier... but i'm not the boss so I guess I'll just keep doing what I normally do..." Sage said with a soft huff. Eventually they did get to Kai's room.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Exactly let me do the thinking, the doors will hold I sealed the metal one as well so nothing s getting through short of a tank," Kai said "have you no faith Sage? I have never... steered you wrong." he felt hurt by her comment but istead acted like he was brushing it off

 

[Ricia]

"What?" Sage asked. He paused in his speech and he didn't sound like an ass with his come back, so she was sure she just offended him. Sage was still holding Kat as they got in the room, "Geez Kai, I was pointing out you know best. Just because I know you know best doesn't mean I'm a mindless drone and don't have ideas of my own." Sage told him. "Should I just not say anything?" She asked him, "Keep being the monster?" Sage sucked in a soft breath when she realized she might have gone a bit too far. At least they made it to his room.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Kai just glared at her "really?" he asked her "is that what you want to say to me?" he asked his voice dark. Kat felt the warning there Kai was stressed and thiking wrong anyway.


"She... didn't mean it like that, Sage Kai didn't mean that either... I.. never said you were a monster,"

 

[Ricia]

Sage crossed her arms and looked away, she tried really hard to bite her tongue, "You guys are always afraid i'm turning into a monster and i'm not. I'm fine. Sure I do like killing.. but it's not like I go out of my way to kill people. And i'm not going to snap either. I'm not getting worse. And I think you're a great leader Kai.. that's why I follow you... but it would be dumb of me to not be worried about it... you damn well can't tell me you're not worried about it too. You're worried about everything." Sage said glaring at the bathroom door.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"of course I am worried! I'm taking on more then I can handle in the middle of a mass killing possibly viral infection that is killing everyone and endangering those I care about!" Kai looked at her "have you ever thought I would need you and Kat to fucking chill out so I could have something constant in all this shit?!"


KAt was gonna regret this but he twsted his leg and gasped in sharp pain and Sage felt him buckle the only thing keeping him up was her. "Kat!" Kai went to suport Kats other side.


"Sorry... sorrry, I'm ok," Kat said in a sadly pathetic pained voice.

 

[Ricia]

"Kat!" Sage said gripping tighter, "Geez... lay down." Sage told him trying to help get him into the bed. She tried and put him in their bed gently.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Kai helpped her get him there and lay him on the bed. "Sorry," Kat said "I guess... I get more ouchies then either of you huh?" he tried a small smile.


"Damn right you do... it baffles me..." Kai said running a had through his hair "Stupid..."

 

[Ricia]

Sage let out a long sigh and then knelled on the bed and placed her head on the bed next to Kat, thinking about what Kai had to say. They were the best of what Kai had.. they couldn't really just chill out. But Sage should proububly stop being so eager to jump. She just wanted to be helpful to Kai most of all.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Kai brushed Kats hair from his face "look how pale you are... I'll get you something for the pain," Kai said and in a rare show of affection he kissed Kat's head "Please make sure this mule doesn't hurt himself more Sage,"

 

[Ricia]

"Ok." Sage said softly. She would go get food for them soon as well when Kai got back. They needed to eat breakfast. She had a feeling resting was kicked out the window since they had a fight.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Sage..." KAt took her hand "worry and thinking you will snap are different youknow?" he asked her softly "I worry for Kai too... and he is much more prone to snapping..."

 

[Ricia]

Sage just sighed softly, "Just drop it ok.. I don't want to talk about it." She told him, though she did squeeze his hand.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"why do you and Kai have to be so thick skulled," Kat sighed he wanted to talk about it. However he would drop it and just let his own feelings go away after some time. He looked at the ceiling silently as they waited for Kai.

 

[Ricia]

Sage shook her head a bit before squeezing Kat's hand a bit tighter. She could hear him being upset but she felt so sick thinking about this subject.. she knew she would cry if she continued. But Kat being upset was sometimes scarier then Kai. She took a shark breath of air and did cry, "I'm sorry. I don't know why. I don't know what is wrong with me. I know I'm a monster.. I didn't want to be one. I don't know how to make it stop sometimes."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I never said you were a monster Sage, and Kai was just making a point, you sort of... black out and go into a mode, thats what worries me... I will take a thousand zombie bites before I let you go down, because I can't live without you and Kai," KAt told her "crazy killer you is still you and is still a person I love and will try to hold and protect,"

 

[Ricia]

"You're dumb if you think for one second that Kai can live with either of us gone.. or me with either of you gone... this isn't just a one way feeling..." Sage told Kat with a sniff. She felt reassured. That he was ok with her. "And.. I don't black out.. I always know what i'm doing." At least she thought she always knew what she was doing. Should Kai be alone right then?

 

[InsaneTruth]

Kat looked at her "I just want you to be happy, and I'll do anything for you,"" he assured her hell he just reopend a very painful bit wound to get her and Kai to stop fighting.


"I found some that has an antibiotic in it... incase of infection," Kai said walking in reading the bottle.

 

[Ricia]

Sage pulled the blanket over her head and tried to get her sniffling under control from crying. "Thats good."