Malikai
What's The Story Mother?
Jeremiah was really questioning whether or not it would be a good idea to go through with talking to Aaron. He had two horrible coughing fits just while Jeremiah was waiting for a response. It was just as he had all but made up his mind to leave that Aaron beckoned him forth, seemingly having gotten over the current one he was going through, The time for bailing is definitely over now. Alright then... I can do this. Jeremiah took a seat in the closest chair to Aaron's bed, having to slowly lower himself from his stance with his crutches until he dropped roughly onto the chair.
Jeremiah winced, though thankfully the very small fall had not been enough to hit either his knee nor his thigh. A sigh escaped Jeremiah's lips. A very shaky sigh that had somehow slipped past Jeremiah's defenses. Seconds passed as the blonde boy glanced around the room. His gaze focusing on various items, but also continuously moving from one to the next. After a while delaying speaking felt pointless, and so Jeremiah slowly spoke out his words, "I... I'm sorry to have to have brought this up... right now. I know that you're, um, busy," Jeremiah directly avoided that the 'busy' part was Aaron currently in hospital hacking his lungs out, "I just... I feel like..."
Jeremiah looked to the floor. His mind set about working the words he wanted to say in his head over and over again. Making sure he felt completely comfortable with saying them. Of course even when he had finally formed them in his head he still wasn't comfortable with how they sounded, "I'm not a hero. I know that's obvious, but... I failed at even trying to act like one. I couldn't muster anything up when the knights-a week ago with what happened. I'm just not sure that I'm cut out to be one. I feel like I'll just screw up again. I'll just let even more people down. I thought I'd be able to go through the training to become a blue card holder, but clearly I can't even function with my powers normally. I guess... I'm not sure why I decided to talk to you. I just felt like maybe... I don't know, you'd have an idea of controlling your powers."
The plan Jeremiah had come up with for speaking had all but been thrown out the window. He was completely unsure where he could go with what he had said. There wasn't even anything that he felt like Aaron could say back to him. What was he going to do? Say that it's okay to suck with your powers? Tell him that letting people down was okay? Jeremiah wanted to bolt, but unfortunately it would be much slower with the need to use his crutches to escape. Instead he just kept his eyes facing the floor, dreading what the man would say to him.
Jeremiah winced, though thankfully the very small fall had not been enough to hit either his knee nor his thigh. A sigh escaped Jeremiah's lips. A very shaky sigh that had somehow slipped past Jeremiah's defenses. Seconds passed as the blonde boy glanced around the room. His gaze focusing on various items, but also continuously moving from one to the next. After a while delaying speaking felt pointless, and so Jeremiah slowly spoke out his words, "I... I'm sorry to have to have brought this up... right now. I know that you're, um, busy," Jeremiah directly avoided that the 'busy' part was Aaron currently in hospital hacking his lungs out, "I just... I feel like..."
Jeremiah looked to the floor. His mind set about working the words he wanted to say in his head over and over again. Making sure he felt completely comfortable with saying them. Of course even when he had finally formed them in his head he still wasn't comfortable with how they sounded, "I'm not a hero. I know that's obvious, but... I failed at even trying to act like one. I couldn't muster anything up when the knights-a week ago with what happened. I'm just not sure that I'm cut out to be one. I feel like I'll just screw up again. I'll just let even more people down. I thought I'd be able to go through the training to become a blue card holder, but clearly I can't even function with my powers normally. I guess... I'm not sure why I decided to talk to you. I just felt like maybe... I don't know, you'd have an idea of controlling your powers."
The plan Jeremiah had come up with for speaking had all but been thrown out the window. He was completely unsure where he could go with what he had said. There wasn't even anything that he felt like Aaron could say back to him. What was he going to do? Say that it's okay to suck with your powers? Tell him that letting people down was okay? Jeremiah wanted to bolt, but unfortunately it would be much slower with the need to use his crutches to escape. Instead he just kept his eyes facing the floor, dreading what the man would say to him.