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[IXI]

Erik continued looking down, trying to hold back his tears. "Why do you care? Nobody cares." He said, clenching his fists. He finally looks up and into Jess' eyes. He heart began pounding as tears ran down his cheeks. He then pulled Jess in and gently kissed him on the lips.


Realizing what he had just done, he stopped and pulled himself away. "No. What's wrong with me? I'm so sorry.." His eyes widened as he backed away

 

[weewoo]

Jess looked at him and took a deep breath "i care!, i wouldn't be out here talking to you if i didn't care about you, even if i personally asked" he said just as he felt Erik's lips press against his which made his eyes widen and his face turned bright red.


Jess grabbed Erik's arm "no it's fine, dont be sorry i liked it" he said wiping the tears off of Erik's face "its going to be okay i promise" he said looking into his eyes. Noticing one of the kids that he bullies walks by the other boys ice widen with fear and he runs inside. Jess shrugged and looked down at Erik then pulled him into a tight warm hug.

 

[IXI]

"B-But I can't... I can't like guys, I can't like you. I'm not supposed to get butterflies, my hearts not supposed to pound so fast.." Erik hated what he did, but he wanted to keep doing it. He loved the feeling it gave him, he wanted that feeling again.

 

[weewoo]

Jess looked into his eyes "it's not a bad thing to like the same gender" he said realizing Erik was talking a mile a minute "calm down" he said softly "i like guys...only guys, its my deepest secret and its fine to like the same gender im not going to judge you". He took a deep breath looking around.

 

[IXI]

Erik's heart kept pounding, he couldn't help himself. "I'm sorry," He said as he began kissing Jess once again. He loved that feeling it gave him. He just hated that he loved it. He finally stopped himself and quickly walked back into the building and to his first class.

 

[weewoo]

Jess's eyes widen and he kissed him back feeling how Erik was feeling making his heart beat faster and faster "dont be sorry" he spoke softly pulling away noticing him run into the building. He was left alone. He took a deep breath looking at the ground then heard feet tapping across the pavement. He glanced up noticing the kid he saw earlier with a camera.


"oh you son of a b****!" he yells running after him grabbing him by the shirt throwing him up against the brick wall. "what the hell do you think your doing with that camera" he grit his teeth slamming the kids head on the wall making the kid start to cry.


"i-i -i was going to take picture's of you and that boy" he said as tears streamed down his face. Jess eyes grew in anger "if you did i might would just have ya, that kid already suffers enough so dont you think you will ever post that, or i will be your worst f**king nightmare" he mutters punching him the kid in the stomach throwing him on the ground "get your ass to class" he spoke kicking him forward. As the boy ran inside crying like a baby. He didn't want Erik to get hurt.


Jess walked inside as eyes were glaring at him as he made his way to class plopping down next to Erik as the same boy he punched was sitting directly in front of them.


"are you okay?" he asks Erik trying not look at the kid that was bursting into tears clutching his stomach.

 

[IXI]

Erik stared down at his desk. He hated himself. He knew more bad things were going to happen, and he was the reason. He didn't blame Jess, he kissed Jess, it was his fault, not Jess'.


Erik heard Jess, but didn't want to reply. Horrible thoughts were running through his mind. He despised how he felt when he kissed Jess. He hated how hard his heart pounded when he was around him. Why did he feel this way? Why did he love this feeling? Was something wrong with him.

 

[weewoo]

Jess scanned Erik's sad face he wanted to give him a hug and tell him that everything was okay and take care of protecting him from people...he would do that if he only asked.


Jess took a deep breath looking at him putting an arm around his shoulder "what's wrong, please tell me?" He asked knowing that he probably wasn't int the talking mood. The kid at he punched earlier turned around crying "why did you do that" he said clutching his stomach tears streaming down his cheeks. Jess glared at him "shut up nobody cares" he said turning his gaze back to Erik only wanting to know how he felt.

 

[IXI]

Erik looked up at the kid who had turned. He noticed tears streaming down the kid's face and how he was clutching his stomach. He then looked over at Jess. He then put it all together. His eyes filled with tears and he grinned. "I can't believe you," He exclaimed as he stood up and looked at Jess. At this point, everyone was staring. "Young man, can you please take your seat." The teacher said, glaring at Erik.


"You're just as bad as him," he said to Jess, before storming out of the classroom, slamming the door behind him. He felt suffocated, he felt emptiness. He stormed outside the building and walked back to the park. He then sat down on the benches, staring down at the ground, as warm tears streamed down his cold cheeks.

 

[weewoo]

Jess's eyes widen "I'm sorry I didn't..." He took a deep breath then noticed Erik stormed out of the room. Jess looked up at the kid gritting his teeth "you son of a f**king b***h!" He yelled grabbing him by the throat digging his finger tips in his skin punching him throwing him at the table. "Go burn in hell" he said kicking him several times before storming out of the room.


Teachers were yelling at him and running after him but he was already down the road and turned the corner before they knew where he went. "God I'm such an idiot!" Yelled running a hand through his dark brown hair as anger rushed through his veins. He needed to talk to Erik.


"Erik!" He called running down the street repeating his name several times before coming close to the park they had met yesterday. He saw Erik pouring his eyes out with tears. Jess walked towards him and bent down in front of him grabbing his hands away from his face "I'm so sorry" he said looking at him in the eyes "I was trying to protect you, that kid was video tapping us and I didn't want you to get hurt anymore then you already have" he says gulping chewing his lower lip with his eyes starting to water "I am a bully...." He explained looking down at the ground drowning in his own thoughts "but that doesn't keep me from liking you, I want to protect you" he said telling the truth. "It's fine, if you hate me cause everybody usually does" he adds.

 

[IXI]

"I don't hate you! I can't!" Erik exclaimed. "I love you, I love the feeling I get whenever I'm around you, I love your eyes and your hair and everything about you. I-I don't know why I'm like this but all I know is that the only thing running through my mind is kissing you." Erik pulled Jess closer and uncontrollably began kissing him.

 

[weewoo]

"Well all I know is I'm a f**king monster" he said as Erik began kissing him which made his eyes grow big in surprise. Jess began kissing him back running his hands through Erik's hair pulling him closer. All these thoughts ran through Jess's mind "I-I-I love you too" he stuttered nervously he never said those words before but it made him feel good.

 

[IXI]

Erik smiled as he slowly pulled his lips away. "God, your lips are soft," he said intertwining his fingers with Jess'. He suddenly heard his phone go off. He picked it up and said "Hey, who is this." They replied and Erik began blankly staring at the ground. His fingers then slipped out of Jess'. They just kept screaming through the phone. Erik hung up, not once replying.


"I-I have to go." He said quietly. "I'll see you tomorrow." He then got up and began walking to his house. His fists were clenched and he had an angry look in his eyes. He finally got home and stormed through the door, slamming it behind him.


"Where the hell have you been? Your teacher shouldn't be calling me!" Erik's dad exclaimed, shoving Erik into the wall. He smelled like strong alcohol.


"Like you care," Erik grinned looking the other way.


"You're a joke! A disgrace! Just like your mother!" His father said, punching Erik in the stomach until he fell.


"Is that all?" Erik said spitting out blood from his mouth "You're so weak!"


Erik's father continued punching and kicking Erik until he was near to unconscious.


(Wanna do another timeskip? The next day at school or the next day on the weekend? Sorry if it's too dramatic, I just wanna make it more interesting so it'll last longer c: )

 

[weewoo]

(Yeah how about school)


Jess walks into the school with his hood pulled over his head staring at the ground making his way over to his locker grabbing his things and made his way to class. He sat down in the far back. With eyes on him, something happened last night a girl that he pulled died in a car crash he felt like shit and he was also wondering why Erik left so early yesterday. He sunk in his seat feeling like crying his eyes out but he didn't want to seem like a baby especially in front of Erik if he were to show. Jess wanted to show him how strong he was but all that happened was him crying with tears soaking his shirt with his tears.


People knew Jess bullied the girl that died the night before he knew he was going to hell. He was waiting for Erik to show waiting and waiting for him to walk through that classroom door.

 

[IXI]

Erik woke up to the loud noise of his father slamming the door. Stuggling, he got up groaning in pain. He had bruises all over his body, he even had a black eye and a busted lip. He didn't want anyone to see or worry so he decided to put on sunglasses and a long sleeved, black sweater. Afterwards, he left the house and headed for the school. He was worried that Jess would see and freak out. He finally got to the school and walked into class. He looked down at the desk, not wanting anyone to ask why he was wearing a sweater and sunglasses.

 

[weewoo]

Jess looked over at Erik and sniffles wiping his eyes then shifted his body to face him "are you okay?" He asks raising an eyebrow noticing he looked like he was wearing a lot of clothes. "You know it's not winter" he said quietly scanning Erik up and down taking a deep breath running a hand through his brown hair. "Please tell me I'm worried about you" he says wrapping his arms around him and hugged him tightly.

 

[IXI]

Cringed in pain as soon as Jess hugged him. Jess barely touched Erik and it already hurt. "I'm fine," he groaned, removing Jess' hands from around him. He then fixed his sunglasses noticing that they almost came off. "J-Just, please don't hug me."

 

[weewoo]

Jess nodded his head "okay whatever" he spoke kinda short pulling his hood more over his head. "How did that hurt?" He asks raising an eyebrow biting his lower lip nervously. "Your lying your not fine" he said as anger flushed his face "your wearing clothes that you would wear in the winter time?! Please tell me" he mutters kinda a demanding he didn't mean to he was just stressed.

 

[IXI]

"Ahem," The teacher looked over at Erik "Would you mind taking those sunglasses off? Class is starting." Erik looked down at his desk for a few minutes. He finally took his glasses off, making sure to cover his right eye with his hair so no one would notice the black eye.

 

[weewoo]

Jess turned his gaze at Erik noticing his black eye and rose an eyebrow and that he was trying to cover it with his hair "Erik?" he mutters biting his lower lip nervously "your eye" he said turning his head slightly to look at his face not caring what anyone in the room was thinking "who did this?" he asked as anger built up inside him touching his face softly so soft he might have not felt it.

 

[IXI]

"It doesn't matter," Erik began "Just leave it alone, I'm fine." He knew Jess would be like this, which is why he didn't want to say anything. The bell finally rang and he stormed out of the classroom and down to his locker, putting his sunglasses back on.

 

[weewoo]

"yeah it does, and fine" he said raising his arms standing up just as Erik stormed out of the room putting his sunglasses back on. Jess walked out of the classroom noticing a girl crying which was right next to Erik's locker it was the girl that had died yesterday night. His heart sunk and his eyes widen as he tried passing by until he gets grabbed by the arm it was the girl.


"how could you!" she cried as tears streamed down her face Jess felt his heart pounding against my chest "what?!" he exclaimed scanning the girls face.


"Its all your fault!" she screams shoving him back, Jess felt his eyes began to water knowing that he bullied her everyday "I DID NOT KILL HER!" He yelled running down the hallway as eyes were on him pulling his hood over his head as tears streamed down his face as he came to a stop behind the school plopping down wrapping his arms around his knees and crying hardly. He knew that Erik was struggling which made the situation worse.

 

[IXI]

Erik froze. He didn't understand what happened with Jess. Did something happen? Why was he talking to himself? He decided to chase after him and saw him crying behind the school. He made sure his sunglasses were secure and his sweater was still on. He then walked over to Jess and knelt down in front of him.


"Are you okay? What happened?" Erik asked as he wiped Jess' tears away.

 

[weewoo]

Jess looked at him and bite his tongue taking off his hood looking down at the ground as more tears streamed down his face "a girl died last night" he cried licking his lower lip shaking his head "its my fucking fault, i used to bully her everyday and now i feel responsible the last thing i said to her was to go fucking kill yourself...so she got in a car crash" he said nodding his head trying to breath from all the tears "i can't take it anymore" he cried hugging Erik tightly crying into his chest. He felt like a baby but he couldn't control it.

 

[IXI]

Erik felt the pain when Jess hugged him, but paid no mind. He hugged Jess back. "It's not your fault. I promise. Please don't blame yourself." He then gave Jess a kiss and smiled. "You might hate yourself right now, but I promise you it'll get better. You didn't end her life, she did. She made that choice. I've been bullied all my life and I've never once even thought of hurting myself." He wipes a few more of Jess' tears away and kissed him once more.