ashwynne
🌧 pluviophile 🌧 art: peritwinkle
Fable
“A—A reputation for…” Thane stared at her with wide eyes, body frozen in disbelief. If there was one positive that came from this revelation, it was that all feelings of awkwardness and uncertainty vanished in the face of his blank shock. A flush rose to his cheeks and tips of his ears as the implication of what she was saying began to sink in. “Then… you thought that I might… And that offer in the carriage…” he groaned and tented his fingers over his nose, cheeks reddening in a mixture of mortification and shock as various pieces began to click into place. “Why? Why would anyone think that?! I never…” he shook his head mutely, running over every conceivable situation in his life that might have given off that impression and coming up with nothing.
Dahlia attempted to smooth things over by saying she knew better now, and Thane could only groan more loudly, dropping his head fully into his hands and silently shaking his head. “I don’t think that makes me feel better, Dahlia,” he said in a muffled voice through his fingers. He had a mate now, so theoretically the rumours would stop… though, then again, perhaps they’d simply assume he kept her only for procreation purposes while he amused himself with other dalliances. It didn’t really matter that much, it wasn’t exactly an uncommon proclivity to have, but the fact that he had been completely unaware of such rumours was the truly abysmal part.
He straightened up and leaned back in the chair, face still somewhat flushed as he stared up at the ceiling. “Maybe I can find some way to put that false belief to use…” turning the situation to his advantage was really the only thing he could think of to make this more bearable, though for now his mind came up blank as he searched for an idea.
Wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn’t even realize that Dahlia had come behind him until she spoke near his ear and her fingers brushed through his hair. The Warlord flinched, as though expecting a blow, before what she said registered and he forced himself to relax, releasing a harsh breath. “Can you tell I’m tense?” it was rhetorical, made obvious by the grumbling way he said it. Still, Dahlia’s nearness and her hands in his hair were both soothing to him, and some of the roiling in his gut eased as she worked. She finished quicker than he would have liked and began to move away, earning a soft, regretful, sigh from Thane.
They were saved from further awkward conversation by a knock on the door and their dinner being served. He followed Dahlia to the table they normally ate at, but his relief at the thought of a meal was visibly dampened when he saw what had been prepared for them; more rabbit food with just a bit of meat. Childishly, Thane grumbled at his plate and prodded the risotto unhappily with a fork. With his lip still curled peevishly at the food, he answered Dahlia distractedly. “Greta now and then. Mostly alone here if I was home. Ordinarily I’d spend most of my time among my vassals and army… which necessitates eating alone in my tent. My presence tends to make the soldiers nervous otherwise.” It was simply how it had to be. He had struggled at first, after his family had perished, with the silence of an empty table. Sitting in the dining hall that had once been full of lively banter was too unbearable—which was why he had begun eating in his room instead.
“And, for the record,” he lifted his gaze from the plate to look grimly into Dahlia’s eyes, “It took everything in me not to throttle Raskar at our mateship ceremony. If he were not such an important ally, I would have. Because you’re right, I don’t share.”
“A—A reputation for…” Thane stared at her with wide eyes, body frozen in disbelief. If there was one positive that came from this revelation, it was that all feelings of awkwardness and uncertainty vanished in the face of his blank shock. A flush rose to his cheeks and tips of his ears as the implication of what she was saying began to sink in. “Then… you thought that I might… And that offer in the carriage…” he groaned and tented his fingers over his nose, cheeks reddening in a mixture of mortification and shock as various pieces began to click into place. “Why? Why would anyone think that?! I never…” he shook his head mutely, running over every conceivable situation in his life that might have given off that impression and coming up with nothing.
Dahlia attempted to smooth things over by saying she knew better now, and Thane could only groan more loudly, dropping his head fully into his hands and silently shaking his head. “I don’t think that makes me feel better, Dahlia,” he said in a muffled voice through his fingers. He had a mate now, so theoretically the rumours would stop… though, then again, perhaps they’d simply assume he kept her only for procreation purposes while he amused himself with other dalliances. It didn’t really matter that much, it wasn’t exactly an uncommon proclivity to have, but the fact that he had been completely unaware of such rumours was the truly abysmal part.
He straightened up and leaned back in the chair, face still somewhat flushed as he stared up at the ceiling. “Maybe I can find some way to put that false belief to use…” turning the situation to his advantage was really the only thing he could think of to make this more bearable, though for now his mind came up blank as he searched for an idea.
Wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn’t even realize that Dahlia had come behind him until she spoke near his ear and her fingers brushed through his hair. The Warlord flinched, as though expecting a blow, before what she said registered and he forced himself to relax, releasing a harsh breath. “Can you tell I’m tense?” it was rhetorical, made obvious by the grumbling way he said it. Still, Dahlia’s nearness and her hands in his hair were both soothing to him, and some of the roiling in his gut eased as she worked. She finished quicker than he would have liked and began to move away, earning a soft, regretful, sigh from Thane.
They were saved from further awkward conversation by a knock on the door and their dinner being served. He followed Dahlia to the table they normally ate at, but his relief at the thought of a meal was visibly dampened when he saw what had been prepared for them; more rabbit food with just a bit of meat. Childishly, Thane grumbled at his plate and prodded the risotto unhappily with a fork. With his lip still curled peevishly at the food, he answered Dahlia distractedly. “Greta now and then. Mostly alone here if I was home. Ordinarily I’d spend most of my time among my vassals and army… which necessitates eating alone in my tent. My presence tends to make the soldiers nervous otherwise.” It was simply how it had to be. He had struggled at first, after his family had perished, with the silence of an empty table. Sitting in the dining hall that had once been full of lively banter was too unbearable—which was why he had begun eating in his room instead.
“And, for the record,” he lifted his gaze from the plate to look grimly into Dahlia’s eyes, “It took everything in me not to throttle Raskar at our mateship ceremony. If he were not such an important ally, I would have. Because you’re right, I don’t share.”