Greenbriar
Exile
Alderaan
@folclor @TommyGun15
She never knew how her Master could just know things like that, Avutka reflected idly in her addled mind. The flow of events was coming at her faster than she'd ever expected, and the next thing she knew she was being helped up off the floor and away from - hey! As she was led out of of sign from Atali, she pulled back at Eryal's hand and briefly stuck her head back around the door to glimpse the other padawan's devastated expression. Then she realized what she was doing and was shocked at her own temerity. Master Itak had never led her wrong before - who was she to defy her like this? Cowed and chastened, she allowed the Mirialan woman to lead her away and received her instructions. "Yes Master Itak," she murmured in a quiet and husky voice. "I understand."
That was only half a truth. She understood what she'd been told. She understood what she was expected to do, but how she felt, why she felt that way, what was going on - she understood nothing of that! But she didn't want to say that. She didn't want to get into an extended conversation right now that would keep her Master from finding the evil Sith she desperately hoped was lurking somewhere around the hospital. Most of all, she wanted her Master to leave and she willed it as hard as she could until at last she did and the door closed behind her. Avutka sank to the floor and leaned her head against the door and at last stopped fighting the tears, the Mirialan teenager weeping silently in her little room as the chemicals percolated through her brain.
@folclor @TommyGun15
She never knew how her Master could just know things like that, Avutka reflected idly in her addled mind. The flow of events was coming at her faster than she'd ever expected, and the next thing she knew she was being helped up off the floor and away from - hey! As she was led out of of sign from Atali, she pulled back at Eryal's hand and briefly stuck her head back around the door to glimpse the other padawan's devastated expression. Then she realized what she was doing and was shocked at her own temerity. Master Itak had never led her wrong before - who was she to defy her like this? Cowed and chastened, she allowed the Mirialan woman to lead her away and received her instructions. "Yes Master Itak," she murmured in a quiet and husky voice. "I understand."
That was only half a truth. She understood what she'd been told. She understood what she was expected to do, but how she felt, why she felt that way, what was going on - she understood nothing of that! But she didn't want to say that. She didn't want to get into an extended conversation right now that would keep her Master from finding the evil Sith she desperately hoped was lurking somewhere around the hospital. Most of all, she wanted her Master to leave and she willed it as hard as she could until at last she did and the door closed behind her. Avutka sank to the floor and leaned her head against the door and at last stopped fighting the tears, the Mirialan teenager weeping silently in her little room as the chemicals percolated through her brain.