HK Fifty
Jedi Historian
HK-50-01 wasn't sure he survived the 11 and a half hours of torture. If he had survived them , he would've not given up Delrick. Asides... I survived because I'm made to survive. Not because I had any willpower or courage. No no no , I would not have given him up had I survived it. And again , everyone hated him except Why'nn and Perhaps Connor. Why wouldn't Delrick hate him too? He noticed she kept tracing the symbol , probably because it comforted her. He was happy to oblige there - at least it was of some use other than a sign that he was someone else's property. And that was always a good thing..
The revelation that Why'nn hurt a corpse didn't bother him , either. He had done many things in anger in his younger days , before he became the broken and fearful droid he was now. He had beaten corpses unrecognizable on order before. Carved all sorts of symbols into them. Once he had even , on his own will , ripped fingers out of a corpse and stuck them in the being's dead mouth. When he beat Ja'Has to death he went above and beyond what he had to do , because he was angry. Besides... Scorching his face? Malak had a disfigured face. Stabbing him in the chest? It was a corpse. Better she got her anger on the corpse than hurt Mistress or herself. You can't betray dead men.. That's simply not how the Galaxy works. If you remain haunted by things like that... You'll end up a complete wreck of a being like I am. Apparently this disturbed her greatly - when her voice was soft and low volume it meant she was upset.
So he soothed her. He heated his plating to a greater degree and.. Since she was behind him , he just started intoning music to his voice. His voice was soft as well. "Pr- override. Why'nn , you desecrated a corpse. It's not an act of betrayal. Malak himself had a Disfigurement. And he was lord of everything in his time.. And as for stabbing him in the chest? I once ripped a being's fingers out and shoved them in the bodies mouth. In anger. Anger isn't a bad thing - it powers you. Better you take that anger out on the target of the anger than someone that just happened to be around, right? Listen to me. If you remain emotionally crippled by things that happened long ago , you'll end up broken like me. Remember that soldier I told you about once? The one that treated me nice , but was using me? I beat him to death. I beat him until you couldn't recognize him in any way except 'human'. I was ordered to merely cave his face in - but I felt he had betrayed me by bragging around that he was convincing 'the droid' - that would be myself - he was his master. So I beat him.. Beat him for an entire hour. Long past when I was told I can stop. I hated him. I felt betrayed and angry. It doesn't make you evil , or means you betrayed the person. Anger happens , Why'nn. I admire that you kept it to the being it was targeted at. And again... I love you too much and you are too wonderful - who would love a broken down , old droid like myself but you?- a person to do this to yourself. I love you - more than you ever will know.. I have only you- so does your mother , and so does Delrick , in the Unifying or whatever other kind of force he went off and joined."
The revelation that Why'nn hurt a corpse didn't bother him , either. He had done many things in anger in his younger days , before he became the broken and fearful droid he was now. He had beaten corpses unrecognizable on order before. Carved all sorts of symbols into them. Once he had even , on his own will , ripped fingers out of a corpse and stuck them in the being's dead mouth. When he beat Ja'Has to death he went above and beyond what he had to do , because he was angry. Besides... Scorching his face? Malak had a disfigured face. Stabbing him in the chest? It was a corpse. Better she got her anger on the corpse than hurt Mistress or herself. You can't betray dead men.. That's simply not how the Galaxy works. If you remain haunted by things like that... You'll end up a complete wreck of a being like I am. Apparently this disturbed her greatly - when her voice was soft and low volume it meant she was upset.
So he soothed her. He heated his plating to a greater degree and.. Since she was behind him , he just started intoning music to his voice. His voice was soft as well. "Pr- override. Why'nn , you desecrated a corpse. It's not an act of betrayal. Malak himself had a Disfigurement. And he was lord of everything in his time.. And as for stabbing him in the chest? I once ripped a being's fingers out and shoved them in the bodies mouth. In anger. Anger isn't a bad thing - it powers you. Better you take that anger out on the target of the anger than someone that just happened to be around, right? Listen to me. If you remain emotionally crippled by things that happened long ago , you'll end up broken like me. Remember that soldier I told you about once? The one that treated me nice , but was using me? I beat him to death. I beat him until you couldn't recognize him in any way except 'human'. I was ordered to merely cave his face in - but I felt he had betrayed me by bragging around that he was convincing 'the droid' - that would be myself - he was his master. So I beat him.. Beat him for an entire hour. Long past when I was told I can stop. I hated him. I felt betrayed and angry. It doesn't make you evil , or means you betrayed the person. Anger happens , Why'nn. I admire that you kept it to the being it was targeted at. And again... I love you too much and you are too wonderful - who would love a broken down , old droid like myself but you?- a person to do this to yourself. I love you - more than you ever will know.. I have only you- so does your mother , and so does Delrick , in the Unifying or whatever other kind of force he went off and joined."