Gus Gungus
One Thousand Club
Something that seemed to occur to more than just the two of them, as in the moment just before he went to snatch up his? The heel of a second, not crippled Raven Branwen stepped down on top of it, preventing it from being snatched up. That was a split second before a firm hand thrust out to push him back the way he came with enough force that he'd end up by the chair again. "I'd listen to her, if I were you." The other Raven advised, differentiated from her double not only by not being crippled but also in the changed outfit she wore.
"Don't do this. Be better than my brother." The not crippled non-maiden pleaded.
"...You two..."
There was an almost revelatory twinge to the words that came out of the grizzle huntsman's throat as he came to a halt following two full spiraling rotations from his other sister's push, a strange grace and coordination to the movements despite their sloppy nature only those who'd witnessed Qrow drink on the job could attest to seeing. Which to be fair was pretty much every single person he ever worked with. He leaned forward, eyes squinted and voice filled with mock wonder like he was a simple punter wandering by a street performance and wondering how the two identical women were doing that.
"...Should consider putting together some kinda magic act. You'd make a killing in Vacuo. Ooh, could even work in the birdy gimmick."
The dust of his outburst having settled, the tone he adopted was an almost disrespectful one when weighed next to the sincerity and gravity both incarnations of the female Branwen were blitzing him with on either side, and he didn't even bother speaking a word to counter any of it. It was a stubbornness that offset just how hunched his spine seemed to have gotten during the older of the two's renewed verbal lashing, how much of a dismal trudge his poised stride had become. But he hadn't wavered, and he hadn't slowed. All the hard truths and signs of growth in the world in someone he thought he'd never see those signs in again couldn't have changed the most important and irrefutable truth of them all right now, the one only he could truly understand. Nobody else had seen their own life go to hell in that many ways that many times just when things were starting to seem good; it was the kind of understanding that could only be born from being the one who lived through that again and again. It wasn't anything to do with character, wasn't anything to do with any of their past failures or mistakes. When it came to all that stuff, she was preaching to the choir.
It was him. It was the curse of Qrow Branwen. Not even two different flavors of somebody who shared a womb with him could ever really get their heads around that, and in his current state of mind to listen to either of them now would amount to little more than dangerous negligence.
His work was just one of the many walls Qrow had built around himself over the years to put others at a distance, to discourage them from following any road he chose to walk down. The booze. The sarcasm. The nomadic nature that made him a sporadic presence at best during Yang and Ruby's formative years... all of it was there for a very specific purpose. With the way things had been going on the Remnant they were actually born to, the strength and determination his nieces showed standing side by side with friends who'd been with them through thick and thin, the way it inspired him, the almost comfortable rhythm and routine they'd settled into once they reached Atlas... he'd almost lost sight of what could happen when he had the arrogance to forget why those walls were there in the first place. When he let himself get complacent.
People important to him got captured. They got their backs broken. And that was just the start. Even in the other, somewhat less screwed up Atlas, in retrospect it was like he could feel that old sixth sense of his start to tingle like static in the air before a storm. He didn't know where. He didn't know when. He didn't know how it was gonna happen. Yet it always did happen, and it happened in cycles. Maybe not the type of cycle he could learn to predict with any sort of real accuracy, but there was enough of a gut feeling there to know. Know that pretty soon...
...Somebody important to him was going to die. The timing was about right. It was due. Things were going from bad to worse with the sort of regularity and escalation that only the misfortune that dwelled in his spirit could really facilitate, and that only ever ended one way. And if he didn't nip it in the bud now, remove himself from the board ahead of time before his karma took things past the point of no return? It was gonna be his fault.
It only took a glance around at who the somewhat limited field of figures significant to Qrow Branwen roaming this world comprised to make him adamant that that wasn't an option. Because this time, that number was concentrated. It wasn't just gonna be a drinking buddy or colleague on a mission. This time the curse was coming for family. If he let it, it was going to take away one of his lifelong bonds, someone he made the mistake of getting close enough to that the sickness in his soul sensed it, reached out, and claimed them too.
Maybe it wasn't a sure thing. Maybe he couldn't prove it. But in his heart of hearts, he was pretty sure that had already happened once.
And that once had thrown enough lives into disarray forever for him to know that it could never happen again.
"You were right about... a hell of a lot of the things you just said, actually. I'll admit... I'm proud of you."
It wasn't entirely clear which of the Ravens he meant that last part for. He kept his back to his native twin, just as she'd shown him her back all those years, but the first half of his statement was obviously addressed to her, while his eyes stayed locked on her more overtly heroic self's with an undeniable sadness that shot up through the bristles he'd forced into his countenance.
"...But I'm not making a Raven bad decision. Or a Qrow who dresses like Raven bad decision. It's... it's not even a bad decision at all. I know you don't understand it, and it hurts, and it's gonna rub a lot of people the wrong way... but it's a right decision that only I can understand. That's just how it is. This is just how it goes. I'm not just being whiny; Neither of you have ever stuck it out with me long enough to know... you haven't seen how bad it can get. The lousier I feel, the more impossible to control it becomes. And the less I can control it, the lousier I feel. This entire mess has dragged me right back to the deep end of that. If I don't do something soon... the two of you... you just open doors. You don't get it. There's no way you can know what it's like to wonder if every single bad thing that happens around you is happening 'cause you were there... And to know deep down that it is."
His gaze fell down to the flask where the standing Raven had it pinned, expression flickering with momentary indecision before he seemed to come to one in his mind.
"Tell Ruby I'm sorry it had to be this way."
Then the man was gone in a flutter of charcoal feathers, and the bird left behind in his place beat its wings hard enough to propel itself through the room's exit like a bullet as he left the flask behind.
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