Indolent
STILL not over FFX's ending
Between all their efforts, he... actually didn't make it through the portal in time, stranding him here. Had it not been for one, particular factor, it wouldn't have been enough.
Emerald would have been more than exhilarated at her seeming success, only for working to make sure the way home for the thief was secured. Except for this one thing.
It wasn't quite the reaction Emerald was expecting, Carnelian skidding to a halt with an angered grunt as he clutched one side of his head in pain, the gyros in his eye whirring frantically while they tried to parse whatever havoc Emerald's semblance was wreaking.
Then all light, sensation and sound faded, and Emerald saw something in her mind's eye.
The room was black, his eyes cold and yet somehow burning with pure and utter contempt. They glowed red in the darkness, flaring in waves that intensified what little light there was to break the gloom, sent the shadows slithering and rolling in all kinds of shapes painting all sorts of grisly scenes, memories of victories and conquests past. Some of them were screaming. A faint tune from a music box was playing, albeit one that sounded warped and distorted, as did the cacophony of babies crying that all seemed to assail her ears at once. In the shadows behind the man something stirred, something beyond the endless shadow and suffering around her, something with a defined form, teeth that frothed and ground together, and a growl that shook the 'room'.
And then came the retaliation, the man flickering a few times like static on a television before he appeared suddenly before her, never having moved his legs or raised his arms. Until now, grip tight and crushing as it lashed out around her forehead, and the moment that contact was made Emerald felt a pain that set her nerves on fire as the general violently, telepathically ejected her from his mind, his own grasp of the subconscious deeper and more disturbing than hers could ever hope to be.
Things weren't any better on the outside, though less than a second had passed. The sight that awaited her when she came to her senses was Carnelian himself, in the flesh this time, and compared to his mind's avatar he looked furious. There was nothing psionic or metaphysical about the grip that seized her throat, nor the pain she felt slam into her back as the general used her as a battering ram to tear straight through the wall and out into the night.
Relic and all.
Emerald Sustrai had always thought she'd seen the worst the world had to offer from the very beginning. Abandoned by whatever passed for family, she lived day to day surviving off whatever scraps she found while under scrutiny of those who deemed themselves her betters, deemed her among the destitute. Naught but dregs to be ridiculed and stigmatized for circumstances beyond her control. So formed the core of her cynical, pragmatic outlook on life, up to the point where she unlocked her semblance and sought to carve out a better life for her own through thievery and scamming. Until she met Cinder, the light in her life that made her realize possibilities never before even thought of, a burgeoning sense of hope and duty. It was through this meeting of chance a commitment was born, to repay her awakening with seeing through whatever Cinder endeavored to.
Even if it meant a deal with the devil in the form of Salem, bearing witness to the horrors within the confines of Evernight Castle, nightmares that made her experience and trauma seem benign side by side. A very informing experience, subtly shifting her views to considering those people she encountered, suffered under, mild next to the vile atrocities birthed there in the Land of Darkness, that was she was fortunate to be with Cinder on the right side of all things. The side that was slowly but surely winning this secret war on Remnant. She would be spared these things to be unleashed, survive as a part of whatever plan Cinder had, while apathetic to the plights of those people that would surely perish. Her misanthropy was inset her personality wholly though there were moments here and there that tested her, her faith and loyalty in Cinder, and if she even so insomuch as faltered, that would have been the end of her. It'd have to be worth it in the end. So she thought, tried to convince herself.
But here, in this very moment. Within this dark mindscape she realized, or sparked the tiniest burgeoning of a realization in her very soul, that she was oh so very wrong. The evils that she witnessed was so very insidious, so pure that surely only it could stem from the antithesis of the light, within these demon Grimm and their maker. That people, human and faunus alike, were petty in comparison, even the likes of the prolific serial killer that was Tyrian Callows looked infinitesimal in comparison. This man held the reins over the darkness within his mind, honed it to a scapel edge and wielded it side by side the equally honed fury he displayed. The sceneries that formed within the roiling darkness fleetingly before dissipating, Emerald realized, were this man's memories, a testament to his storied history, compounded by the eerie music box and the wails of infants. Of what he'd done and what he would do in whatever time remained for him. All of it suffused into her mind, a gradual growth that threatened to break her asunder if she failed to hold herself together and it was the least that transpired. A flicker and he was in front of her, the room shuddering in a growl as she felt everything. Then he reached for her...
Everything turned a flaring brightness, a white-hot pain radiating through her neurons, the synapses feeling as if they immolated just from the transmissions alone. Her power was never truly that of manipulation over someone's mind, not to the same extent as he had his own. It was more an influence, injections of ideas, subtle or otherwise changes to their internal reflections... his transcended that with the total control of it. Of his own at the very least. Her mouth opened to scream but nothing came, all that remained was the glaring red of the man's eyes etched in her memory. A monster in a man's skin, no more or no less. A terror that lurked within the ranks of humanity on par, no, exceeding her previous ascertations. An experience that felt as if it lasted longer than it truly did, the relativity of time so skewed that long was short within reality and in the next instant, she awoke thinking she was free of that nightmare. Only to find it was beginning, the General's singular bionic eye eliciting a shocked gasp as he gripped her throat and barreled her through the wall.
Gone from her mind was her agenda of keeping the relic safe, instead it was the primal need to survive as she screeched, flailed within his grasp in a wild abandon as one half of Thieve's Respite retracted to their revolver form with the other's blade extended. Haphazard slashes of the man's flank and stomach was attempted with the awkward manipulation of the gun to fire for the center mass or thereabouts, all in tandem with heavy thrashing kicks and biting if she could even gain purchase with her teeth. She wanted nothing to do with him and she was not going to lay down to die at his behest. She didn't even so much think the others would help her, the cynic thought prompting her to redouble her efforts, her very intent for survival.