Schnee Corp Lawyer
STILL not over Birthright's ending
The look of soft surprise, the quiet realization of what exactly the dragon had done, or at least was trying to do, was an expression that belonged to a different Blake entirely. One who still had the memory of the hate, but no longer carried it like the shield and security it was, a comforting embrace of its own right abandoned in favor of something else. So too was what followed, a flash of concern, a newborn fear, entirely different than what had come before it, born out of this loss and gain that had be foisted upon her soul, before a wry, bordering on dry smile that never carried the edge it was supposed to came to fruition as she placed a hand on the side of the Dragon's head, softly brushing her bangs to the side.
Even with Blake's palm glowing and Spring's rejuvenating energies filling Yang with a reassuring warmth, mending broken flesh and bone, the Hand could feel her patient's prodigious strength ebb further and further even as she gripped the faunus tighter and tighter. The desperate grunts and gasps leaving her lips, along with the occasional soft, sinister growl rumbling up from the back of her throat, formed a majority of what little returned communication Blake received throughout the process; yet there were more positive exclamations sprinkled in, too, mostly babbles of approval drawn by the other woman's touch or words, little more than vague, incoherent affirmation that she was still awake, still listening, still here. By the end it was clear the strong arms around her were squeezing as tight as they were physically capable of, and yet the form trembling against her felt frailer than it ever had, Dragon's every breath a labor under the strain of trying to stay up under her own power, to not slump against Blake so they could continue mutually holding each other upright.
When the Hand looked up, the source of that miscast frailty was immediately and glaringly apparent.
Whatever roundabout method of draining Blake Dragon was taking had demanded she synthesize with the Grimm almost fully, and the dangers of such were readily evident. All color in her skin had faded to a pale, lifeless white, a kind of bleached purity comparable to marble or ivory. That sight would've been troubling enough in its own right, even if the total lack of complexion hadn't been spreading through her tangled head of hair as well, its standard brilliant gold washed out to a sickly straw color that tapered into that same stark platinum near the roots. The sudden contrast only served to highlight the black, engorged veins running along her cheeks, squirming like insects trapped under her top layer of skin, converging on whites of the eyes that had likewise been dyed an inky black and now framed pupils that glowed a deeper and more malevolent shade of red than anything Blake had seen in those eyes outside this state.
For a fleeting instant, even with her ability to process and respond to danger being so effectively pacified, the faunus's instincts didn't miss the twinkle of hungry menace buried deep in those eyes. Instincts not unlike those one might feel from inside the serpent's jaw. It was a patient, restrained hunger, born of one who had no need for nourishment, no fear of the passage of time; not a predator who hunted in the name of survival or the defense of its kin, but for pure pleasure and sport. Who claimed its prey only at the time of its choosing, not a second before, but whose proximity to such a luxurious meal had it genuinely questioning whether that time should be now.
Then those eyes registered how serene Blake's were, how content and at-ease and warming like the sun cresting over the leaves in fall the smile her lips traced was, and the only thing hidden in Yang's gaze was the camera she was using to take a mental snapshot of what that looked like so she could come back to it at any time she wanted for the rest of her life.
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"Pahahaha, awwww! How fucked up is it that that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me?"
She threw her head back with a goofy, wholehearted laugh, and in spite of her throat's parched and raspy qualities no one could question the sincerity of it. Least of all, it appeared, her Grimm arm, which gave a contentious shudder and seemed to shrivel somewhat in mass in time with the raucous outburst. Coincidentally or otherwise, some of Yang's more usual vigor seemed to return, her strength sufficient to take Blake properly in her arms again as the deathly pale and corrupted ichor receded from her personage. Her voice dropped to a more modest pitch, Dragon's movements growing weak and sluggish again as she recovered from the tiny jolt of electricity and goosebumps such ardent (if terrifying???) words had given her.
"...B-but... gotta keep it straight with ya, kitty. Wasn't really... in the market... for a new way to kill shit." Her gasps between words were becoming denser at an exponential rate, shortness of breath growing more and more pronounced as the avalanche of negativity she'd sponged from Blake all came surging back. In terrifying amounts, honestly. Her arm's constant gnawing on the wild vortex of emotions inside her was the only thing keeping it from reducing Yang to a gibbering, crying, mindbroken wreck, and the physical toll such a delicate tightrope act must've been enacting was severe if sight was anything to judge by. Dragon was obviously trying to play it off, leaning in a little closer to mask the violent shudder originating in her core and winking. "E-even if she's kinda cute, haha, ha... nah... I just... just—nnnnnnnnnnnnhg!—"
She couldn't quite stop the spike of pain from leaving her doubled over with arms at her gut this time, exiting her lungs as a tiny, muted squeal she made every effort to bite down on and eviscerate before it could pass her teeth. Still, she stayed upright, forcing a measure of composure back into her gaze as she lifted it with a pant.
"...This isn't some fuzzy little circlejerk or like a you-scratch-my-back, I'll-scratch-yours type thing, okay. Not to be a huge dyke, but I just think you deserve a few more chances to smile the way you just smiled at me is all. Actually, you know what? I know the universe owes you that. So... y'know..."
Around the point she met Blake's eyes again to reveal two trails of black tears already rolling down her cheeks was when everything clicked into place; First, the Dragon had managed to use her more emotionally vampiric qualities to gently but surely extract huge swathes of Blake's negative energy without actively letting the beast devour it. Second, using her own body and soul to harbor such potent negativity in such vast amounts on top of her own after conducting it through a Grimm was incurring some intense physiological changes, very few of which appeared to be for the better.
And third, judging from how it occurred to Blake the Grimm hand was no longer touching her and the violent tidal wave of hate, anger and fear had yet to come surging back in with a vengeance, she had no apparent intention of giving a single drop of what she'd just drained back.
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"...Don't be mad?"
"...I'm not. I get it. Maybe not why me, specifically, but I get it. So I'm not mad. But you can't."
She shook her head, what remained of her other hand gesturing towards Yang's skin, the other drifting down to brush the violently dark tears off the side of one cheek.
"You weren't built for this, Xiao long. This would kill you. It is killing you."
Someone like her should've been her biggest threat, the worst opponent for Blake Belladonna of Remnant 2; The sort of heart that would have been the biggest threat to the dream she was striving for, a hole in the world she wanted to build that she would've realized she couldn't replace if it all came to a head the way she wanted so badly. The world denied that; the way was clear, and some dark, shadowy place that still loomed in her heart, the tactician of her own soul that so carefully judged and weighed her own weaknesses, the phantom of Sienna's will that was ingrained all the way into her heart, knew this was a good thing. That someone else broke this one before Blake ever had to cross her on the field of blood and tears.
But that was enough. It was more than enough, far too much, a crime that humanity had levied upon itself, another bloody stone on the scale.
What was left already carried enough; Blake's burden on top of that would shatter what was already cracked.
"It's not that I want it; its that its mine. This is my fight, Yang. Someone has to carry it, and I can do it. Its okay. I was built for it. What you saw didn't break me, it only made sure I would always be able to do what I had to."
There were people who deserved this; to have a champion on the field, the bloody spectre of vengeance the Hand had been forged into. Ilia. Eve. And so many others like them.
"So thank you, really" She said as she leaned forward and brushed a breath of a kiss on Yang's forehead. "But I won't let you kill yourself carrying this."
Then she lunged forward, tackling the Dragon to the ground as her arm wound itself around the Dragons grimm arm and forced the connection once more, the fervent words that followed far more terrible than anything else she'd said this night, solely because it was still born entirely of all the good that was left in Belladonna's heart.
"And I need it to do what I have to."
It was easier than she expected, in some ways. She'd carried it with her so long, she could feel the shape of it, the blazing heat of fury and the freezing depths of despair, spinning around each other while never leveling the other out. But more than that, she could feel it was hers. Whatever Yang carried in her heart was hers and hers alone; Blake didn't think she could grasp it if she tried. But while it may not have been a sentient beast, an ancient curse forcibly grafted onto her body and soul, the dark in Blake's heart was a much a parasite and a symbiosis with her as Yang's arm was. It fueled it, it would kill her, and she accepted that far more readily than she should've.
....
There was a deep, shuddering breath that escaped her as she felt it done her eyes drifting closed as she felt everything settle back into place within her.
When they opened, It was eerie how quick the armor had settled back across everything Blake was; How her eyes flickered across Yang's form, checking for wounds, anger, aggression, any sign that she would have to strike back if the beast underneath her took umbrage with what had just happened, and how clear it was that Blake would fight back with the same vicious practicality she did against any foe.
Yet it drifted away just as quick as it came, and Yang saw something that only a few others had; Still the Hand, the fire and calm together in her voice, but the eyes softer behind it. The only person on this Whale that she'd looked at like an ally, and not another knife in Ozpin's holster.
"...Are you okay?"