Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Oh jeez. Not that.SpookySableye said:
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SpookySableye
Actually not that spooky
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Caravan of Courage was worse in my opinion.SpookySableye said:
SpookySableye
Actually not that spooky
I don't think there are many films that can possibly be worse than We Wish You a Turtle Christmas.Kayzo said:
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Watch caravan of courage. You will be changed.SpookySableye said:
SpookySableye
Actually not that spooky
Challenge accepted.Kayzo said:
By the way, I just looked it up. Seems like I'm in for a treat xD
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
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SirBlazeALot
Seven Thousand Club
Guys I lied im sry. No post tonight but yes for tomorrow.
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
I'll post tonight/tomorrow
mikko
hippie in training
posted.
i'm dyin a little on the inside bc i wanted to color but.
that just wasn't working at all.
i'll go back and pretty it up later but take that for now pls
xoxo
i'm dyin a little on the inside bc i wanted to color but.
that just wasn't working at all.
i'll go back and pretty it up later but take that for now pls
xoxo
spacepossum
✧ goth prince ✧
Okay, first people take my characters, and then they CHANGE them? They CHANGED what I worked on, what I created? Really?
And they're even moved in the Character Sign-Up to literally be someone else's? It's honestly as if I didn't even create them at all at this point.
And they're even moved in the Character Sign-Up to literally be someone else's? It's honestly as if I didn't even create them at all at this point.
RubyRose
Ace Character - Final 4
Dude, what changes were made?PlaguedWithInsanity said:
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Oh boy.RubyRose said:
spacepossum
✧ goth prince ✧
Songs, biographies. I just looked over them because I was trying to decide what characters I want to keep...RubyRose said:
And literally stating them as that certain user's own characters.
spacepossum
✧ goth prince ✧
RubyRose said:
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Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Yep, that's what i thought.PlaguedWithInsanity said:
RubyRose
Ace Character - Final 4
I already looked it up, Plagued. I'm asking Mikko just what he was thinking so shush, please.PlaguedWithInsanity said:
And yes, the characters were moved. Blaze wanted things to be cleaned up in the character pages a bit and well... angel and Corgi are writing the characters now, but they aren't claiming the characters as their own. I don't see any 'look here, I made this character myself' and all the people who matter will know you're the one who made the character originally. But yeah, just a cleanup/organization thing Blaze has been doing on all the rps.
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
Hehe. Looks like Millie isn't the only one who wants to get in her pants.
spacepossum
✧ goth prince ✧
I'm sorry, I thought you wanted a definition or something, so I was being nice and sending you one, so you don't have to be rude about me trying to help you.RubyRose said:
I was fine with them writing them (for the most part, I guess), but my characters being put under someone else's username AND being changed from what I originally wrote is taking it too far.
Maki
Ten Thousand Club
I can see why you're mad about that. You wrote those characters very well, and I'm sure if I did a good job I'd be equally as mad.PlaguedWithInsanity said:
RubyRose
Ace Character - Final 4
Excuse me? Rude?PlaguedWithInsanity said:
Dude, Plagued... If I recall right I wasn't asking you for help. Thanks anyway, but I have this great thing called Google. I just wanted a bit more of an elaboration on just how true to the definition mikko is being.
But dude, seriously, you can take your issues out of chat. Because it's seriously not needed here anymore.
I have nothing more to say on the characters.
spacepossum
✧ goth prince ✧
But of course... Everyone just hates me... That's how everything with me works. Everyone likes me and finds me to be fun to be around, but eventually, everyone just wants me gone. Happens in school (ever since grade school), happens in girl scouts, happened in my youth group, and now it's happening even here.
I thought this was the place where you would be accepted, no matter what. And if you were having problems, someone would help you and not belittle you and make you hate yourself even more.
But I guess... That was back then, when I was new to this site and everyone wanted to help me and be supportive. I wanted to be on this site because I finally felt loved for once in my fucked up life, where I was rejected and hated ever since the day I was born.
But I guess the site's changed. This just keeps happening to me, especially in the past month. I've been rejected from two roleplays, and in another I just give a suggestion and everything goes to shit and everyone is immediately against me.
I used to have friends on here too; friends, finally, but none of them want me anymore either. All I am is someone that everyone hates, someone that is only used for other's venting and aggression. Someone who doesn't even deserve to be loved. No matter how hard I try to even do so.
But now, even in roleplays I'm not even accepted/wanted anywhere. Roleplaying was what I did to actually feel loved, to actually feel like I had an honest purpose. But, that's all gone now.
There's no point in anything if no one even wants you. You lose your drive in everything, from going to school, to doing things around the house, to even failing to believe you even have a purpose anymore in anything.
Why am I even writing this anyways? No one cares. I'll probably just get lectured again by Blaze and be finally kicked from this roleplay. No one will mourn like they did a month ago when I was first kicked from this. I felt so accepted here, but, like said above, everyone eventually all just hates me and wants me gone. I'm past broken by now, and all of this repeated hatred towards me just gives me more of a reason to just... go away.
But oh well. There's no point in anything anymore. I've been thinking and contemplating for hours on end for five straight years of finally what to do, and everything has to all come to an end; sometimes sooner than it's even supposed to be.
I thought this was the place where you would be accepted, no matter what. And if you were having problems, someone would help you and not belittle you and make you hate yourself even more.
But I guess... That was back then, when I was new to this site and everyone wanted to help me and be supportive. I wanted to be on this site because I finally felt loved for once in my fucked up life, where I was rejected and hated ever since the day I was born.
But I guess the site's changed. This just keeps happening to me, especially in the past month. I've been rejected from two roleplays, and in another I just give a suggestion and everything goes to shit and everyone is immediately against me.
I used to have friends on here too; friends, finally, but none of them want me anymore either. All I am is someone that everyone hates, someone that is only used for other's venting and aggression. Someone who doesn't even deserve to be loved. No matter how hard I try to even do so.
But now, even in roleplays I'm not even accepted/wanted anywhere. Roleplaying was what I did to actually feel loved, to actually feel like I had an honest purpose. But, that's all gone now.
There's no point in anything if no one even wants you. You lose your drive in everything, from going to school, to doing things around the house, to even failing to believe you even have a purpose anymore in anything.
Why am I even writing this anyways? No one cares. I'll probably just get lectured again by Blaze and be finally kicked from this roleplay. No one will mourn like they did a month ago when I was first kicked from this. I felt so accepted here, but, like said above, everyone eventually all just hates me and wants me gone. I'm past broken by now, and all of this repeated hatred towards me just gives me more of a reason to just... go away.
But oh well. There's no point in anything anymore. I've been thinking and contemplating for hours on end for five straight years of finally what to do, and everything has to all come to an end; sometimes sooner than it's even supposed to be.
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RubyRose
Ace Character - Final 4
Looking forward to your next post, Blaze.
This rp really has picked up speed... kind of amazing, though it's a great deal more to keep up with
This rp really has picked up speed... kind of amazing, though it's a great deal more to keep up with
SirBlazeALot
Seven Thousand Club
Plagued, you and I talk about these things a lot. I try to tell you what I think would help, and I'm always honest. You are a wonderful person, and a wonderful writer, but you're also a walking self fulfilling prophecy. You're under the illusion that everyone hates you. Plagued, are you aware of how much energy it takes to actively hate someone? Now I don't know about you, but I personally get real miffed when someone accuses me of something that isn't true. And every time you say that we hate you, and everyone hates you, it puts me off to talking to you. To imply that I, with all the things going on in my life, am exerting mental energy into hating you, is very insulting. And it hurts too, because I totally don't hate you. And you thinking that I'm the type of person to do so? It shows me what kind of person you really think I am, or I'm forced to assume that you're narcissistic enough to believe that I'm taking time out of my life to actively project my hatred on you. I'm not telling you this to get you down, I'm telling you because your self imposing hatred on yourself from other people is what makes people want to stop interacting with you. This is the problem. Sometimes, people have to look at themselves hard in the mirror and realize that they're not perfect, and they have things to work on. You need to work on not projecting your insecurities onto other people. People don't like that, and it will make them avoid you. You're doing this to yourself. Look how empty this chat got when you started acting like this. It's not fair to accuse people that like you of hating you. That's annoying. I don't hate you Plagued, I find you annoying when you start going on about this in OOC. I have no problem with you PMing me, and I'm more than willing to talk about what you're feeling in PMs. But when you actively come in here and start making a fuss and making people uncomfortable, I get annoyed, and I find it jarring for my players, and you know how protective I am of my players. The fact is, we all come on here to have fun. That's what we do. And we've had fun with you and we all like you. But when you start acting like this, it makes us all very uncomfortable, and I'm sure it makes a lot of people sad and it makes them feel bad about themselves, and they don't deserve that. None of you do. And as much as I wish you'd allow yourself to let go of this insecurity thing, I know it's just something you have to grow out of, and I have faith that you will. I was once a teenager too. Believe me, you're going to be fine. You're not even a fraction of the person you'll be yet by the time you're my age, and I'm still a kid in the eyes of many. We're all growing and changing, and developing, and learning how to be comfortable with who we are. And you'll be on your way as soon as you learn to respect yourself. Now if you want to talk about the character thing, just PM me. As I asked you before in PMs, I'd like you to stop doing this in the OOC please. It's not the place for this.PlaguedWithInsanity said: