chellemrys
Gay for Natalie Dormer
Cassidy felt the desire to strangle Adrian at the moment; it was good that Adrian had that gun pointed at him, in a way, otherwise Cas would have probably actually killed him. "You shouldn't be worried, I'll make it quick." Cas remarked, sarcastically. He glared at Adrian, never tearing his eyes away from his love's for a second.
The Lieutenant did not relax after the gun was slowly removed, instead tensing even more. He snatched the gun, holstering it and glaring daggers into Adrian, "I don't understand, dumb fuck." He seemed livid, for the first time ever towards Adrian, "Because you haven't emotionally scarred me. I've been shot at by people that actually want to kill me. So I actually know what trust it." He rolled over onto Adrian, entangling them messily in the sheets. He clawed at Adrian's hands, tearing them off his face. Once he was holding Adrian's hands, he pinned them to either side of his torso. The Lieutenant's breathing was intensifying, and became quick and uneven- on the verge of gasping for air. He was having an attack, and Ade wasn't actually his enemy, so this position was getting dangerous.
Cas seemed to be remembering some encounter from years past, one he never thought much of before. It was as simple as wrestling an enemy, in a fight for survival. Cas' trick for getting through fights was to stay relaxed and calm, but he was past that point now. He began gasping for air, but was so enraged this time that he did not start asking for a voffy or cigarette. He had several in his pocket, all forgotten about. The olive-skinned man felt the desire to claw Adrian's eyes out, and scream wildly, but it was all in his mind, and he just held Adrian's arms down, before squeezing his wrists tighter, and clenching his eyes tight too. "Know about it how; what are you gonna possi-bi-" Cas' words lost shape, and his grip tightened on Adrian, as he shook his head, tears beginning to squeeze out from his shut eyes, "Pos-Possi-Pos-Pos.. Possib- Pos-P-P.." He couldn't get the rest of the phase out, and began choppily repeating that syllable, like a broken record.
The Lieutenant did not relax after the gun was slowly removed, instead tensing even more. He snatched the gun, holstering it and glaring daggers into Adrian, "I don't understand, dumb fuck." He seemed livid, for the first time ever towards Adrian, "Because you haven't emotionally scarred me. I've been shot at by people that actually want to kill me. So I actually know what trust it." He rolled over onto Adrian, entangling them messily in the sheets. He clawed at Adrian's hands, tearing them off his face. Once he was holding Adrian's hands, he pinned them to either side of his torso. The Lieutenant's breathing was intensifying, and became quick and uneven- on the verge of gasping for air. He was having an attack, and Ade wasn't actually his enemy, so this position was getting dangerous.
Cas seemed to be remembering some encounter from years past, one he never thought much of before. It was as simple as wrestling an enemy, in a fight for survival. Cas' trick for getting through fights was to stay relaxed and calm, but he was past that point now. He began gasping for air, but was so enraged this time that he did not start asking for a voffy or cigarette. He had several in his pocket, all forgotten about. The olive-skinned man felt the desire to claw Adrian's eyes out, and scream wildly, but it was all in his mind, and he just held Adrian's arms down, before squeezing his wrists tighter, and clenching his eyes tight too. "Know about it how; what are you gonna possi-bi-" Cas' words lost shape, and his grip tightened on Adrian, as he shook his head, tears beginning to squeeze out from his shut eyes, "Pos-Possi-Pos-Pos.. Possib- Pos-P-P.." He couldn't get the rest of the phase out, and began choppily repeating that syllable, like a broken record.