Suffocated
Panophobia
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Helena Demshar
- Basics
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NAME:
Helena Alexandra Demshar
GENDER:
Female
AGE:
Birthdate: January 7th, 1994; 21 years old
SEXUALITY:
Pansexual
ETHNICITY:
American with Slovenian roots
- Appearance
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HAIR:
Helena has long dark burgundy hair which is naturally curly
EYES:
Helena's eyes are a smooth verdant color.
HEIGHT:
5"7
WEIGHT:
145 lbs.
BUILD:
Helena is a slim girl that enjoys to rock climb frequently, giving her great arm strength.
OTHER FEATURES:
Helena hopes to be a walking canvas. She is decorated with tattoos. Pictures are available below. She also has a small scar on the back of her neck from an accident.
- In Depth
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BIOGRAPHY:
Helena Demshar is the only child of Charles and Erika Demshar. She was born in Seattle, Washington but that was of no special significance. Her father was a member of the military; therefore, they were constantly moving. Helena was fortunate to have a healthy relationship with her mother. Though most of her childhood she was a bit bitter towards her father for having them move so much. Making it difficult for her to form relationships with others. Therefore, she was a quiet child growing up and she turned to books and found herself intrigued by knowledge and the unknown. Her father tried to teach her about military tactics, first aid, self-defense and more but she never fully listened to him. It wasn't until she was eighteen that her family decided to settle in Salt Lake City, Utah. Evidently, a choice her parents now regret.
Finally able to create connections and build on herself, Helena began making friends at her university. She found herself engulfed by the life of art. She found her passion for photography and tattoos. Helena did not see the point in attending school for her passions so she stopped going. Her parents were enraged by her decision and did not think it was smart of her at all. She was tired of paying thousands of dollars to learn what she had already learned with her books. The argument got so intense that her father accidentally hit her. This caused Helena's body to hit the corner of a bookshelf, causing the scar behind her neck. A scar that will forever haunt her on an emotional level. She was speechless and incredibly hurt. Nothing but horror could be seen on her parents face.
She left. Helena couldn't take anymore. She loved her parents but she felt like they would never be open to the idea that she might be making the right choices for herself. The following years were the hardest on Helena. She moved from friend's houses and worked multiple jobs. It took her two years to get back on her feet and be able to afford a small apartment. She never talked to her parents again and instead devoted her life to her hobbies.
Now, she is a photographer part time and a rock climbing instructor. On her free time, she will practice yoga, drink coffee, get another tattoo or read. She finds herself with a small group of friends, mostly from the punk scene. Yet, she doesn't connect with them easily. Helena tried to have a relationship at the age of twenty but small differences broke them apart. She feels an empty spot in her heart where her parents were. Often, she thinks about contacting them again...but it is not that simple. Nothing ever is.
PERSONALITY:
Helena is a perceptive girl, often confused for being shy at first. She is anything but that. She listens to what others say before responding with a strong sense of confidence. She is generally neutral towards people until she gets to know them yet she has not been able to break through her barrier to truly connect with someone. The few times that she is angry she is incredibly brutal, sometimes even heartless. Her normal thought process is muddled when her emotions are high which is why she generally tries to hide them by separating herself from others.
While Helena is not willing to talk about herself so easily, it is the opposite when it comes to others. She will listen to the problem of others with an open heart. For some reason, that is easier for her to do. She is very organized and precise with her work and her life. Unfortunately, this means that she does not take well when things don't go as she had planned them. She believes that there is always something new to learn every day. Therefore, she makes a point to do so no matter what it is.
SKILLS:
Great arm strength; Rock Climber.
Perceptive
Flexible
Knowledgeable in standard First Aid
STRENGTHS:
Intelligent
Fit
Adventurous
Willing to take risks
WEAKNESSES:
Emotionally closed off
Cruel when angry
Small figure
Can be stubborn
Low running stamina
FEARS:
Lightning/Thunder
Guns
Being betrayed
- Other
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CHARACTER'S FEELINGS FOR THEIR FUTURE:
Helena would probably spite herself for not listening to her father's advice when she was young. It probably would've come in handy...In all reality, she would be petrified in the situation. Though her stubborn and closed off nature would try its hardest to deny that. While her emotions might battle her out, she will be smart about her choices. She won't go down without a fight, let's just see how long she can hold her barrier before it breaks. There is no guarantee that anyone will catch her when she falls, possibly to her doom.
THEMESONG:
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A photograph can never capture what is truly felt inside. Helena Demshar |
Julian Thompson
Name: Julian Thompson
D.O.B: 08/01/1993
Gender: Male
Zodiac: Leo
Age: 22
Role: The Rockstar
Eye Color: Green
Hair: Brown dreads
Height: 6"2
Weight: 165lbs.
Relationships:
The Georgia Peach
A fiery lady, Julian likes seeing this seemingly innocent looking girl get down and dirty with the boys. He likes a woman that isn't afraid to indulge in manly activities. Yet Julian doesn't think her fire is a match to The Spit Fire. But the Georgia Peach seems like a fun ride to tag along with for a possible reward.
The Spit Fire
His first taste of falling in love and being heart broken. He wants to get back at her for what she did to him but at times he still remembers how sweet their love was. He just can't get past this anger and hatred to get there nor does he know if he wants to.
The Flower Child
Julian always has a blast pulling her leg. One small sarcastic comment and she looks at you like a deer in headlights. It always makes Julian crack up. Julian isn't incredibly close to her but he knows he can always have a drink with this chick and just live on.
The Introvert
"One word. Wuss." Julian laughs as that is what he normally thinks of his introvert friend. Yet normally it is just in teasing. He doesn't understand the whole point of being shy and missing out on the adrenaline life has to offer. But hey, to each their own. If he could he would give that man a push to just do one exciting thing in his life!
The Matchmaker
Julian finds himself liking and hating the matchmaker for introducing him to The Spit Fire. He mostly keeps to himself about these feelings and is sometimes doubtful about the relationship between the Matchmaker and The Spit Fire.
The Pretty Boy
Julian finds this man to be everything he is not. It used to bother him in a far past but now he just feels bad for the boy. The fact that he has to live up to this ideal image of himself. Julian would not be able to handle that at all. Julian is just waiting to see whether he will crack one day under the pressure.
Favorites:
Color: Black
Movie: Pandorum
Season: Winter
Alcoholic Drink: Jack and Coke
Animal: Black Panther
Food: Tacos
Hobby: Writing music on a rainy day
Ice Cream: Chocolate chip mint
Villain: Claude Frollo
Song: Jolene covered by yours truly
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Habits/Quirks/Pet Peeves:
*Julian finds himself cracking his knuckles, one by one when he is nervous or is starting to get upset.
*Smokes and drinks regardless what time of the day it is.
*Hates when people talk crap.
Beliefs:
*People build their own demise.
*You can't just sit around and wait for the world to happen.
*Music is a core part of living.
Favorite item on Bucket list:
*Smoke hookah with Van Halen.
History: Julian was a trouble maker since he popped out of his dear mama. I mean, how could he disappoint his father by being anything else but that? While his father spend most of his time sipping whisky, it wasn't all hell. When his father wasn't drunk they were an average family. Julian spent a lot of time with his mother, finding a calm undertone to his time with her. As a boy, he was very adventurous and loved exploring. This often lead to him making a small wrong move or two that lead to a young boy being scolded by his mother. Yet all Julian could think about is the reward of the thrill. Even something as silly as climbing a tall tree all alone in the woods while at risk of falling and breaking a bone, how exhilarating! He doubted anyone that said otherwise.
As a teenager things got rougher. He found himself being bullied by other kids because his family wasn't the richest in the block. This started a fire that has now grown to unimaginable proportions. To top this arc in his life, his mother became very ill due to age. Julian had to watch his mother pass away at the tender age of seventeen. He felt himself change into this lonely creature that suddenly feared death itself. Inside he was suffering greatly yet he refused to show others how his mother's death changed him. So he became a more vibrant character. Constantly spitting out profanities and sarcasm to validate it all. He blew his ego up as much as possible to create a barrier against the pain.
This is when he met the Spit Fire. He was no match for such a dragon. She was full of so much fire and passion and Julian found himself swooped off his feet. She gave him a real challenge when it came to a relationship. He felt like she was the one that he could hold onto during this roller coaster of a life. He was prepared to dedicated himself to her, the one that would take him for his irrational and uncontrollable nature. Yet when the day came that he would open himself to the most vulnerable position he had ever experienced. He was left broken. Alone. He couldn't understand it all. How could she break him like that after what they had been through. He refused to understand why she would do that to him.
So now he finds himself burning with jealousy and anger. He was sick of it all. No more was he going to be life's little bitch. He wasn't going to take a beating from anybody else and no longer was her going to be nice. Now it was time to match his insides with his exterior shell. He became ruthless in his quest for all the things that made life a sweet buzz. Tossing women around like used condoms. He began to take pride in being a dominant player and in control of them. Never allowing himself to be taken control of. Treading careful and having a barrier that no one was allowed to touch.
Yet he still has some bones to pick with the one that shattered him. The Spit Fire. He found himself intrigued by the idea of making her feel jealousy though it would probably never amount to what he felt. He convinced the Georgia Peach to be in a 'relationship' with him. It didn't hurt that she was a cutie to have around for a little bit while he got his sweet revenge. Maybe this will prove to be quite exhilarating just like the old days when climbing a tree was nothing more than that.
The bar was absolutely covered in a heavy smoke as all the men inside took puffs of cigars and cigarettes. Julian was at a game of pool with three other strange men all casting aside their lives for some booze and light play. Julian measures his next shot with the utmost precision. Eyeing the striped ball as he determines that with this angle he will get it to land safely in the corner pocket. Not doubting his calculations he lines up his shot as the T.V goes off in the background with some sad news of an earthquake in some foreign country that Julian could care less about.
"That's kinda odd, dontcha think?" commented one of the bartenders.
Julian found himself smirking at the man. He thinks he can fuck with my play by spewing that random shit. What a jerk. Julian goes back to focusing on the shot at hand. Deciding that now that he was ready to make his leap of faith why not have fun with the people around him?
"Please, old fart. That kind of crap only happens to underdeveloped countries. If I make this shot, I guarantee that we will be just fuckin' dandy."
Julian stretches his arm back to shoot and one of the strangers bump into him, messing up his shot and causing him to miss the ball completely. Julian finds himself slowly filling up with rage. He grabs his stick and prepares to smash the stranger's face into pieces. That was until he missed and he managed to snap the stick in half.
"You're gonna have to pay for that."
Julian curses loudly. As he throws the stick to the ground. The news then begins to call in breaking news of some meteor coming in. Julian looks up at the T.V as the news anchor shook in fear as she reported the horrible news. Julian looks down at his feet and slowly he begins to snicker to himself. A couple of minutes in, he found himself laughing hysterically at himself. The strangers in the bar all turn to look at him.
"Now I've got two problems, don't I? Ahaha!" Julian snickered as he walked out of the bar trying to compose himself and his awful self damnation.
The difference between a dream and reality is just doing it. Cheeming Boey |
Kaito Nakashima
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Kenta Satou
Name: Kenta Satou
Nickname: Ken
Gender: Male
Age: 30
Sexuality: Homosexual
Ethnicity: Japanese
Affiliation: Capello
Position: Made-Men
Hair: Long, straight and dark brown
Eyes: Dark brown
Build: 6"2; Muscular; Fit; Healthy
Distinguishing Features:
*Ken is missing his left pinky from his hand.
*Ken has a major tattoo covering his back. In the Yakuza it is common to show your devotion to the group by getting big pieces like this one. Ken has the following tattoo plus the name of the Family writing in Japanese to signify his personal way of claiming his loyalty to the family.
Biography: Ken was born in Kyoto, Japan. He had his mother, Aya Satou, and his younger sister, Kisa Satou. His father was never truly known and it was never a big issue to Ken. Kisa was three years younger than Ken, he always looked after her and he held her very close to his heart. Unfortunately, Ken's mother was unable to provide for her two children in Japan so she was forced to migrate. Her brother, Ken's Uncle named Hiroo, came along as well to help. They finally settled as a family in Canada. Adjusting to life in a foreign country was hard and Ken would often stay inside with his uncle and sister. It was during these times in his childhood that he was created as a man.
Hiroo would often sit Ken down alone and tell him grand tales of the Japanese Yakuza. Mostly fibs of him being part of it in his younger days and about all the adventures he went on. The values that the Yakuza held and dramatic stories of life and death for the sake of honor and bloodlines. Ken was absolutely fascinated by this. It's like when a girl hears about the potential of her prince charming coming for her, except much more gruesome.
As Ken got older, his mother began to get sick due to the heavy work she had to do to sustain them. Ken realized that even though he was only seventeen, that he had to make a choice. School or helping his family. Without a thought he dropped out of school, he would prefer that his younger sister have the education and the opportunity. He had other plans in mind for himself. He began working at a local self defense/hand combat facility. At first, as an assistant.
After time passed, he was able to learn and grow as a tutor. He found that when he wasn't practicing his hand combat, he was learning how to use guns and knifes. Within a couple of years he stopped working at the self defense joint and dedicated his time to getting stronger and smarter. The skills he gained over this period were: mastering English and Spanish plus beginning on Italian, navigational skills, trained in assassination, proficiency in multiple arms and interrogation/manipulation. He honed his skills until he felt that he was ready.
Finally, at the age of 25, he showed up before the Capello's. Ready to devote his life to them and become what he dreamed of. He knew that a stranger approaching the Capello's like it was a first job would be laughable. So Ken showed up, bowed down to the floor, stated that he was now theirs, that he would protect them and that he would do anything to prove it. He looked right at the Boss's eyes and without even flinching, took out a knife and cut his own pinky off. I will shed blood for you, my boss.
With that, the rest was history. Ken continues to work with the Capello's today. In his five years there he had only one significant romance with a young male civilian, named Chris Polenski, but he was completely detached from his mafia life. His family know nothing about his job as he keeps it a complete secret. His mafia self and his personal self are two different entities yet he is married to his work. Constantly doing errands for the Capello's instead of thinking of his personal life. The Capello are his life.
Personality:
Ken is a quite and stern looking man. Having hit his thirty years of age never has he considered getting married or settling down. He is sometimes confused for being heartless and murderous. He would normally not bat an eye when it comes to killing someone else. However, Ken with famiglia and Ken with family are two different things. 'Capello' Ken is ruthless and a schemer. He will have no regrets faking people out and manipulating them or even interrogating them to get what Capello wants out of them.
Then there is 'Family' Ken. This man is warmhearted and very sensitive to his family. He will still be quiet and very rarely will he do much but when he does it is a small action of affection. He loves to buy gifts for his loved ones and taking them to nice places, far from his mafia life as he doesn't want them getting involved nor finding out. Ken plays a dangerous game, balancing these two personas to justify his will in life. He feels that he has mastered this game but thirty is still young. Will he let 'Family' or 'Famiglia' fall first?
Thoughts On Famiglia: "My Famiglia does not have to take care of me. I guard them as if it was my own life and expect nothing in return. Yet, they are generous enough to help my family. I am proud to serve my famiglia and I know nothing I could ever do would truly return the favor. So my entire being is theirs." -Ken
Secrets?: Ken hid his one year relationship with Chris Polenski due to being afraid that it might come off as a waver of his loyalty to the famiglia. Yet, his whole life to the famiglia is a secret from his family and even his ex-lover.
Job: He works solely for the Capello's.
Family
Aya Satou: Mother. Age 55. Ken doesn't spend much time with his mother anymore but he is never late in sending her a check so that she doesn't have to work. She often worries about him since he works so much but Ken is always able to convince her that her is fine and that he loves what he does.
Kisa Satou: Younger Sister. Age 27. Ken doesn't think his sister will ever stop pestering him about missing her wedding due to his 'job'. Regardless, Ken still cares for his sister. Even though she refuses money from him, he always convinces his mother to wire it to her account secretly. Kisa is currently pregnant and Ken is excited to be able to provide so many things to this child that he could not have himself.
Hiroo Satou: Uncle. Age 60. Hiroo is getting old and fragile which often worries Ken. Ken visits Hiroo when he gets the chance in order to spur on his crazy Yakuza stories, he still tells them to this day. When Ken is having a grim day and he can spare a minute he knows that he can feel weightless for one second with his uncle. He still hasn't told him about his job even though he is sure that it would thrill Hiroo. Ken would rather hear Hiroo talk about his stories than to have to tell Hiroo about the countless people he has killed.
Chris Polenski: A thorn in Ken's side right now. Truthfully, Ken should have known better than to allow someone into his life besides his family. Yet meeting him on that one night while walking around alone was fate. Ken finds himself vulnerable to Chris's innocent demeanor. It never bothered Chris that he didn't know what Ken did. Which is why they worked for a year. However, Ken couldn't do it anymore. Lying to his Famiglia to satisfy his personal lust. So he broke it off. Which was easier said than done. While he is not with Chris now, he often finds Chris with his family and prying at him to take him back. Ken is unsure of what to do...
Famiglia
Jadran Carter Capello: Ken greatly respects his boss and is willing to do anything for him. He always looked up to his boss on how he handles the famiglia. He admires how much of a perfectionist he is.
Florence Capello: At first, Ken was a little uneasy with having a woman in the famiglia. He had no issue taking orders, it was more of the fear that she would be hurt as he saw the female in his life as worth being protected. However, once he met Florence he knew he was gravely mistaken. A woman worthy of his loyalty and full respect.
Eric Montage: Ken isn't very close to Eric but what he does feel is that the man has more going on than it seems. He thinks that he has an aura of deep sinister roots which Ken can appreciate. However, he does not understand his humor. Or humor at all for that matter.
Nina Semyonova: Ken admires his fellow Made-man. While he also felt a bit of uneasiness being introduced to a woman when he joined as his fellow workmate, he quickly saw Nina’s potential and she reminded him of his younger sister since she was also three years younger than him. While Ken has no need to protect her, as she can take care of herself, he still cares about her. Though he makes it a point not to tell her that she reminds him of Kisa as it would probably irk her to be told that she was a step below. Ken knows that they are on the same level regardless of age. Through the years of working together they have created a small bond through respect and shared ideals as their families meant the most to both of them.
Theme Song
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Jareth Middleton
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Yury Mikhail Volkov
Юрий Михаил Волков
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Live every day as if it were your last.
Yury Mikhail Volkov |
Jacob Alan Johnson
'Jake' The Cheerleader
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Judas
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Miccah Sunrise
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Ekaterina Burdukovsky
"Mistress Apotemnophilia"
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Kyle White
"Mister"
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Juan Manuel Gonzalez
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Derwin 'The Fox' Eldritch
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Damon Porter
"Mr. Nightmare"
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Thank you!
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