Chapter VII: Revelations
"If you know the enemy and know yourself,
you need not fear the result of a hundred battles."
- Sun Tzu (The Art of War)
She remembered going down in a spray of blood, taunted by the glint of metal beneath a starry sky. The memory was vague and unclear, and before long it was gone altogether - replaced by a string of never ending nightmares that blurred one into another, before finally giving way to darkness; as cold and silent as the grave.
Something had killed her.
It was the last conscious thought she had, but also the first one that returned to her when, after an immeasurable period of time, she slowly started to return to her senses.
Something had killed her, but she was still alive. She could feel warmth on her skin, air in her lungs, could hear the calls of birds coming from somewhere far away. She struggled to open her eyes; her eyelids were almost too heavy, as if she'd spent her whole life asleep. Perhaps she still was? There was a certain dreamlike quality to it all, especially when she finally succeeded in opening her eyes and looked past the light that threatened to blind her, only to behold the face of an angel.
Except... It was no dream. And that was no angel, though one might easily have described her as angelic just then, standing there by the open window, pale skin bathed in the golden light of the setting sun. Her blonde hair was pulled back in a messy ponytail, and she was looking out as if pondering something. She lacked only a pair of white wings.
Niara let out a breath she didn't realize she'd been holding.
"You're awake," said the Sorceress, openly relieved. "How do you feel?"
"I... I feel... awful," she managed to say after clearing her throat a little. Her own voice sounded foreign to her.
Ilhirel's expression shifted from relief to indifference. "You're a lot better than you were when I found you, I can tell you that much. Do you remember what happened?"
The elf maiden paused to think and tried to move while at it. She felt extremely weak and her mind was groggy, but oddly enough she could detect no serious harm. After a brief struggle she managed to sit up in bed, resting her head upright against the headboard. "I was... ambushed. Out on the terrace. An assassin...?"
"M-hm," came a nod from the Sorceress. "That sounds about right. Not that it would have taken a skilled fighter to end you in the state that you foolishly put yourself in."
At that she felt a wave shame wash over her, but she quickly remembered the rest. "I saw... I saw Dina. With the drakkar ambassador? And a priestess. And..."
"The so-called Chosen, yes. Dina's friends. I was actually expecting a rescue attempt, you know? Even hoping for one. But so soon? When the lot of them were supposed to be stuck in Dunn, with the local portal broken and the closest alternative being, what, two hundred miles away? And they did arrive via portal, that much is clear. But did they somehow repair the one in Dunn? Or perhaps..."
Niara was always careful not to interrupt her Mistress, especially during her musings, but the length of Ilhirel's pause was such that eventually she dared to speak again. "But you've... caught them?" she asked, feeling a little guilty for even doubting that.
"I was going to," Ilhirel replied with all the confidence in the world, "When at the critical moment I was suddenly interrupted by a messenger so out of breath, that his worn out state was probably the only reason why I didn't just kill him on the spot. It was his unit that found you, half dead in a pool of blood. As fast as I was, you were still practically dead by the time I got there. I had to expend a great deal of my own life force to save you."
Niara's eyes widened in shock as she realized the implications of what was just said. "Y-You... You let them escape... to save me?"
Ilhirel actually rolled her eyes at the question, like it was supposed to be understood. "What else? Even I can't be in two places at the same time."
"You should have let me die," the elven general half-whispered, in a voice that was on the edge of breaking. She looked away, helplessly bracing herself for the wrath she knew was coming.
And for a moment, it looked like it would. Ilhirel's jaw had already clenched with anger, the onset of a storm flashing in her eyes. But then she saw the misery on Niara's distracted face, the sudden tears spilling from the corners of her eyes - and her anger was gone as quickly as it had come. She sat down on the bed with a heavy sigh and gently put her hand on Niara's, feeling the elf tremble at her touch. She had never seen her quite so vulnerable before.
"Please don't say such things."
The sound of Ilhirel's unusually gentle voice made Niara look back at her. There was a fearful expression in her eyes, but mostly she simply looked heartbroken. "I ruined everything," she cried. "Those awful things I said to you, back in the Great Hall... In front of everyone. I f-failed in the one... one task you set for me. And then I went and nearly got myself killed, forcing you to choose between saving me or capturing the Chosen, which wouldn't even have happened in the f-first place if I hadn't... If I..."
In one smooth motion, Ilhirel leaned in and pressed her lips to Niara's - it wasn't so much a kiss as it was a means of silencing her. "Shhh. Nia," she whispered when she broke contact, though their faces remained very close. "You don't really think that there was a choice to be made, do you? That I had to think about saving you? The very moment I learned you were in danger, I was on my way. Nothing could have stopped me."
Niara lay very, very still faced with her Mistress. "N-Nothing?" she stammered, feeling a host of other feelings rising inside her, threatening to overwhelm her.
"Not even an angel," Ilhirel replied with a beautifully reassuring smile. "There actually was an angel, by the way. So I'm not just saying that."
"There was a... Wait, what?"
"Oh, we have a lot to talk about!" the Sorceress laughed, then leaned in and kissed her again. Properly this time.