Knudeli
The forgotten
The coffee helped a bit. Holding the mug gave her something to do with her hands than destroy the furniture. She was by no means an aggressive person, but Nadia managed to push her buttons, making her lose it from time to time. She paced up and down the small kitchen, trying to shake the restless energy lingering from her temper tantrum.
Teddy tilted her head, downing the rest of the coffee before putting the mug into the sink. She'd deal with that later.
She found herself in her room shortly after, putting away the mess of paint tubes, brushes, ruined water cups and painting knives. Whoever said painting was easy and fun was a dirty lair. It was messy, frustrating, expensive and took way to much time. Although Teddy would love to hate traditional painting with every fibre of her being, she had to admit it had something therapeutic. She never got a result she liked but the process could indeed be cathartic.
She glanced over her shoulder from where she was rearranging her canvases. Her metal easel was propped up in the middle of the room, to its feet were paint splattered newspapers.
She could tuck it away, make her room nice and clean, or... she could really go to town on a shitty cheap canvas and tire herself out. She pursed her lips.
Fuck it.
Teddy grabbed a small square canvas. She had bought it in the spur of the moment while shopping, but after being educated on what to look for in a canvas she now knew why it had been so affordable. She placed it on her easel and pulled her painting cart closer. She wouldn't waste her oils on this so she grabbed for the cheapest acrylics and started squeezing paint, which happened to be green, straight onto the canvas. With a palette knife she spread the colour around, it always reminded her of buttering her toast in the morning.
Another colour joined the green, dark blue. She mixed the colours together with broad swipes. She didn't know what she was going for but she'd find out sooner or later.
The tension left her shoulders as she circled through shapes and subjects.
First it was vertical stripes and abstract splashes. Then a white figure of something human. The human got a face, which looked over a boney shoulder accusingly. The person disappeared into a white cloud within a blue green sky. She added some purple, because why the fuck not? The cloud became a horizon, the blue swirls became waves and suddenly she was painting the sea. Adding lighter blues and even more white. Her strokes were big and rough, aimless, but it was the sea.
She'd been to the sea once, the northern sea.
She remembered the stone beach, the salty taste on her tongue and how it felt like she could breath for the first time. Cold mud between her toes, the sun warming her face. Wet tangled hair, a kiss pressed to her lips, it had tasted like french fries, fish, freedom and broken promises.
That was five years ago, but it might as well been eternity.
Her hand started cramping up. she lowered her brush.
After one last glance at the painting she gathered her brushes to wash them out.
By the time she had straightened out her room, taken care of all the supplies and done the dishes it was dark out. Nadia still hadn't shown up and this time Teddy didn't give a shit. She curled up on the couch, glad to have it to herself and caught up on some webcomics. She was reading the latest episode of 'Age Matters' when her phone chimed with a new message. She was ready to ignore it, expecting it to be Nadia but the displayed number made her perk up. The only unsaved number texting her she could think of was Grace! Suddenly more awake Teddy thumbed out of the WEBTOON app and over to her messages.
Hey! This is Grace from the party. Those muffins were incredible, it was hard to share them--I guess having a favourite barista really does have its perks.
Received 9:26pm
Teddy actually considered staring at the chat until something happened, but that would be weird, so she switched to Webtoons again, she scrolled through the comic without really reading anything, watching the notification bar like a hawk.
Teddy tilted her head, downing the rest of the coffee before putting the mug into the sink. She'd deal with that later.
She found herself in her room shortly after, putting away the mess of paint tubes, brushes, ruined water cups and painting knives. Whoever said painting was easy and fun was a dirty lair. It was messy, frustrating, expensive and took way to much time. Although Teddy would love to hate traditional painting with every fibre of her being, she had to admit it had something therapeutic. She never got a result she liked but the process could indeed be cathartic.
She glanced over her shoulder from where she was rearranging her canvases. Her metal easel was propped up in the middle of the room, to its feet were paint splattered newspapers.
She could tuck it away, make her room nice and clean, or... she could really go to town on a shitty cheap canvas and tire herself out. She pursed her lips.
Fuck it.
Teddy grabbed a small square canvas. She had bought it in the spur of the moment while shopping, but after being educated on what to look for in a canvas she now knew why it had been so affordable. She placed it on her easel and pulled her painting cart closer. She wouldn't waste her oils on this so she grabbed for the cheapest acrylics and started squeezing paint, which happened to be green, straight onto the canvas. With a palette knife she spread the colour around, it always reminded her of buttering her toast in the morning.
Another colour joined the green, dark blue. She mixed the colours together with broad swipes. She didn't know what she was going for but she'd find out sooner or later.
The tension left her shoulders as she circled through shapes and subjects.
First it was vertical stripes and abstract splashes. Then a white figure of something human. The human got a face, which looked over a boney shoulder accusingly. The person disappeared into a white cloud within a blue green sky. She added some purple, because why the fuck not? The cloud became a horizon, the blue swirls became waves and suddenly she was painting the sea. Adding lighter blues and even more white. Her strokes were big and rough, aimless, but it was the sea.
She'd been to the sea once, the northern sea.
She remembered the stone beach, the salty taste on her tongue and how it felt like she could breath for the first time. Cold mud between her toes, the sun warming her face. Wet tangled hair, a kiss pressed to her lips, it had tasted like french fries, fish, freedom and broken promises.
That was five years ago, but it might as well been eternity.
Her hand started cramping up. she lowered her brush.
After one last glance at the painting she gathered her brushes to wash them out.
By the time she had straightened out her room, taken care of all the supplies and done the dishes it was dark out. Nadia still hadn't shown up and this time Teddy didn't give a shit. She curled up on the couch, glad to have it to herself and caught up on some webcomics. She was reading the latest episode of 'Age Matters' when her phone chimed with a new message. She was ready to ignore it, expecting it to be Nadia but the displayed number made her perk up. The only unsaved number texting her she could think of was Grace! Suddenly more awake Teddy thumbed out of the WEBTOON app and over to her messages.
Hey! This is Grace from the party. Those muffins were incredible, it was hard to share them--I guess having a favourite barista really does have its perks.
Received 9:26pm
Of course it does! You don't even know about half of them! There's plenty more where that came from.
I mean, have to keep you coming back somehow
Haha, anyways, how was your day besides waking up hungover, bumping into lil' old me and drinking coffee? Anything interesting?
Delivered 9:30pm
She hoped she didn't come on too strong, she knew she could be a lot, especially over text since she tended to lose her brain to mouth — or rather brain to finger filter.I mean, have to keep you coming back somehow
Haha, anyways, how was your day besides waking up hungover, bumping into lil' old me and drinking coffee? Anything interesting?
Delivered 9:30pm
Teddy actually considered staring at the chat until something happened, but that would be weird, so she switched to Webtoons again, she scrolled through the comic without really reading anything, watching the notification bar like a hawk.