Brotherly Romance♡

[CrescentHowler]

"You know you can tell me anything right?" He asked with a slight frown. "I tell you everything." The male frowned, feeling a bit anger rise into his voice as he said that. "You could've fucking told me. I tell you everything that comes to mind!" He frowned and ran upstairs, upset by the notion. He thought his brother trusted him and could tell him everything. Guess not. Guess I'm not trustworthy enough.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton wasn't upset about his brother being gay himself, but didn't like the thought that he couldn't be trusted. He sighed as he looked up from his pillow and heard his brother crying and began to get up. He walked down the stairs quietly and sat down beside him, hugging him tightly and pulling him into his lap as he could hug him tighter. "I'm sorry... I just feel like you don't trust me..."

 

[CrescentHowler]

"Shh. I guess I shouldve told you earlier as well huh?" He murmured as he looked down at the crying male in his lap. "Don't worry. I'll Always be here no mayer what your sexuality is. And I'm suprise you aren't dating if you kissed a guy. To be honest.. I haven't kissed a guy yet so I guess your lucky." He chuckled softly and rested his head over his brothers.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"I know. I was to for the first time I learned it. But you'll learn to get used to it. Just like dating a girl except this one's a guy." He said as he held his brother closer. Ashton smiled a little when he was muzzled and turned his brother so he could face him as they talked. "Just don't worry. Okay?" He smiled and kissed his forehead as he wiped away his tears.

 

[CrescentHowler]

The malea ugh ed softly and shook his head as he nuzzled the male infront of him. "Maybe. Don't be sad little one." He said as he kissed away the tears. "I'll help you through it. Don't worry little student."

 

[CrescentHowler]

"Well I don't think I can do that, but I x an help you get used to it If you like." He said as he put an arm around his waist to keep him Close to himself. He hated to admit it, but he had never kissed a man, and had desperately wanted to kiss one, but was always scared to ask.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"I dunno." He chuckled softly and rested his head on his shoulder. "But I'm sure we can think of something." The male chuckled and stroked his hair, trying to make him feel better. "It's not as bad as everyone thinks. I like it." He said.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"Heck yea." The male chuckled softly and shook his head. "Your lucky though. You've kissed one before. I haven't." He said woth a playful pout upon his lips

 

[CrescentHowler]

The male chuckled and shrugged. "Maybe. I am not attractive eother. I'm scene. Everyone says crap about us you know?" He said as he leaned back on the stairs and stretched with his hands behind his head. "I mean it would be nice but I don't think I could do it. I don't want to steal your man." He chuckled softly.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"First of all we will argue over this." The male laughed softly and looked at the man in his lap. "Secondly it's fine. I mean you can if you want to, but if you don't it's completely fine. " He said woth a soft smile on his lips. He wanted badly his brother to help him experiment but knew Benji wouldn't do that since they were brothers which just shook the though away.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"Yea okay." The male chuckled and.and wrapped his arms around his waist as he held him. "Yea i don't think So. I haven't even experimented so maybe. I'm not really sure what it would be like to date a guy or, the least, kiss one." He said as he stroked his back.

 

[CrescentHowler]

The males cheeks darkened deeply and he looked away, Trying to hide the blush that had covered his cheeks. "..." How badly wanted to speak and tell his brother he would want to badly, he just couldn find the right words. "Well.. I guess.it would help us both. To help you see if your gay or not and help me see what it's like." He said rather spftly.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton gulped and shook his head no. "I'm being serious." He said softly as he looked up at the male and gave a soft smile. He pressed his hand over his brothers and looked him in the eyes.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton's heart rave began to pick up its pace when their lips were touching, his eyes slowly shutting as he kissed back, pressing his lips closer to the other ones. His hands found their way to his shoulders, then one to the back of his head as he ran His fingers through his hair

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton had never felt so relaxed in his life, and he sure knew a kiss woth one of his ex girlfriends had never been this magical. Ashton had quickly pulled the other down when they had pulled away to get air, a hand holding his head to keep their lips together and the other wrapping around his waist to pull him closer. Out of instinct, he licked his bottom lip, wanting to deepen the kiss.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton waisted no time to exit him new territory, holding his brother close. To him, all of his worried had faded away, and time had paused for them both. He gave a soft pant, Pulling away so he could catch his breath. "Wow.. Benji.. That was... Great." He said, his cheeks slightly red.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton wasn't sure if it was himself or his instincts that wanted more. He watched Benji descend up the stairs and licked his lips, giving a soft smile as he laid his head back, ideas flooded into his head but we're quickly shook away.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton finally had been able to calm his heart rate and knew he should be fixing some dinner for the both of them. He stood up from his position, wishing he still had the warmth. He quickly made a Rather large dinner, a desert thete as well. He made plates for them both and set them out before going to get Benji, quietly creeping over and sitting beside him. "Dinners done... can we talk? Please?"

 

[CrescentHowler]

"I know it was weord for the both of us and that it was wrong.. but I know we both enjoyed it. I don't care what people or you think but I loved it. And I know its not just my instincts kicking in."

 

[CrescentHowler]

"I don't know to be honest.. But if you want it to be it will be. I just don't want to loose you." He said quietly as he looked at him.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton stood as well and nodded, "Yea okay" He said. He led them towards the door, opening it up for him so the male could go through first.

 

[CrescentHowler]

Ashton smiled a little and gave his hand a soft squeeze as he followed behind Him. "Wasn't sure what you wanted so I made the first thing that came to mind." He said quietly and kissed his hand

 

[CrescentHowler]

The male smiled and brought over the plates and handed Ben one and took the other for himself as he chose a spot at his table, his eyes soft and kind.

 

[CrescentHowler]

The male smiled a little and gave a soft nod when he was thanked and easily downed his food, giving a quiet burp and going to clean up his dishes, not used to the house being this quiet.

 

[CrescentHowler]

"I know." He said softly as well and looked over to Him. "Your rather quiet tonight." He murmured softly, scared to Gove his brothers temple a small kiss. He was scared his brother hated him, and he would turn his back on. Him the way his parents would