Definitely feel you there. Was super hard trying to get motivated just to leave my bed this morning. How come you gotta leave the house, if you don't mind me asking?
I dunno, dude. Not an adult yet so I can't answer, but it seems to me that being an adult is... getting to do whatever the hell you want to, in your free time? I thought once you got done what needs to get done (the "adult" things like bills, work, stuff) , you get to do what you want because there's no one there to tell you otherwise? I probably know nothing though and am just pulling things out of my butt.
Oh, well, you only get to do that if you're rich. Usually what happens is you work your ass off to pay bills that you accumulated because you were dumb, like going to college and racking up huge debts, then buying house (more debt), buying a car. Then wasting money on a huge wedding if that's your thing, then kids come along and if one you dont stay at home then all your money goes to child care. Add in a chronic illness and you're pretty much effed.
The future depresses me. ;-; This is why I like living day to day so I don't get *too* overwhelmed by the prospect that I'll break my back for forty years and still have debt and then die and pass it on to my kids. FUN. Really making me not want to go to college, because what's the point? Even if I do get a decent job from it, I'll have debt. And without college, STILL debt. Just slightly less of it.
It's nothing to get to depressed over. Because you can attempt to be smart about your choices and live happily below your means while still achieving your life goals. It's only scary once you've fallen into the hole and are trying to climb out. The smart people never fall in to begin with.