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Byeol's Apartment
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Hwan already loves your music
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Byeol, My Angel
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Stardust Galaxy
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Soon after Chang finished his little rundown of himself, Byeol started to speak. Her tone was excited. Her giddiness towards their close birth dates brought a real smile to his face. One thing he hadn't done in a long time. He faked smiles all the time, when on camera or with friends. He laughed and joked, but the majority of it wasn't a genuine portrayal of happiness. It was a pretense set up so that no one would ask questions. But right now, seeing her happiness over the smallest of things, brought a small genuine smile to his face. All he could think was cute. "I don't think I would have guessed that either," He told her gently.
Then Byeol went on the explain some things about her. His smile widened slightly at her mention of never wanting to find out if she was any good at dancing. Even if she was blind, he would love to teach her a few moves. Chang believed, even if he didn't know her all that well, that if she wanted to do anything, Byeol could do it. The phrase "I'm sure working in the entertainment industry must be really fun..." stuck in his mind. It caused his smile to drop slightly, it's genuineness slipping away. It was nice, for a moment, to just smile and mean it. His job used to be fun. Chang had especially thrived when he had been a part of a group. Now, when he was one his own, he felt more and more alone. Thousands, if not millions, of people watched him all around the world, yet they didn't know him at all. The people around him didn't either, neither did they care to know about him. Nobody warned him that when he would make it to the top, that he'd develop a fear of heights.
His attention was pulled when she asked him a question. Byeol wondered if Hwan would like her music. Yeah, he loves it, Chang thought to himself. If only she knew that she didn't have to worry. That as soon as he met her, she was hired. No matter what he was going to help her. He felt his heart sink while she continued to talk about how she had faced rejection. Did they only reject her because she was blind? Shouldn't that make her skill that much more impressive? Her dedication that much stronger? She apologized for venting her problems about rejection to him. Chang wanted to hear about her problems. He wanted to help her. It helped distract him from his own demons that plagued his mind. Knowing he was in a position to make things better for her made him feel like he had some sort of purpose in the current moment.
Byeol had absolutely nothing to be sorry for.
"No, it's okay. It's kind of-" Chang paused, not sure how to put the next phrase, "a distraction." He shifted in his seat to face her better. He wanted to tell her so many things, but he knew he couldn't. "Hwan is going to love your music. I don't just think so, I know so. You are exactly what he needs on his team," He told her reassuringly. Of course, he had to get approval from his managers, but he had his ways to get what he wanted. Chang didn't do it often, he just shut up and did what they told him to do for the most part. This time, though, even if they tried to reject Byeol, he couldn't let them. He'd fight tooth and claw for her spot. She deserved it, not anybody else. She actually deserved more than just a seat on a production team, making songs for someone else to sing, but eventually, hopefully, she could make her own name.
At her statement that she was just plain, he shook his head. "I think you're more interesting than you think," He responded quickly. Chang began to try and figure out what he wanted to ask about her. Well, what he wanted to ask her first. Maybe he should start with something they had in common. He looked over at her, finally asking, "What got you into music?"
Then Byeol went on the explain some things about her. His smile widened slightly at her mention of never wanting to find out if she was any good at dancing. Even if she was blind, he would love to teach her a few moves. Chang believed, even if he didn't know her all that well, that if she wanted to do anything, Byeol could do it. The phrase "I'm sure working in the entertainment industry must be really fun..." stuck in his mind. It caused his smile to drop slightly, it's genuineness slipping away. It was nice, for a moment, to just smile and mean it. His job used to be fun. Chang had especially thrived when he had been a part of a group. Now, when he was one his own, he felt more and more alone. Thousands, if not millions, of people watched him all around the world, yet they didn't know him at all. The people around him didn't either, neither did they care to know about him. Nobody warned him that when he would make it to the top, that he'd develop a fear of heights.
His attention was pulled when she asked him a question. Byeol wondered if Hwan would like her music. Yeah, he loves it, Chang thought to himself. If only she knew that she didn't have to worry. That as soon as he met her, she was hired. No matter what he was going to help her. He felt his heart sink while she continued to talk about how she had faced rejection. Did they only reject her because she was blind? Shouldn't that make her skill that much more impressive? Her dedication that much stronger? She apologized for venting her problems about rejection to him. Chang wanted to hear about her problems. He wanted to help her. It helped distract him from his own demons that plagued his mind. Knowing he was in a position to make things better for her made him feel like he had some sort of purpose in the current moment.
Byeol had absolutely nothing to be sorry for.
"No, it's okay. It's kind of-" Chang paused, not sure how to put the next phrase, "a distraction." He shifted in his seat to face her better. He wanted to tell her so many things, but he knew he couldn't. "Hwan is going to love your music. I don't just think so, I know so. You are exactly what he needs on his team," He told her reassuringly. Of course, he had to get approval from his managers, but he had his ways to get what he wanted. Chang didn't do it often, he just shut up and did what they told him to do for the most part. This time, though, even if they tried to reject Byeol, he couldn't let them. He'd fight tooth and claw for her spot. She deserved it, not anybody else. She actually deserved more than just a seat on a production team, making songs for someone else to sing, but eventually, hopefully, she could make her own name.
At her statement that she was just plain, he shook his head. "I think you're more interesting than you think," He responded quickly. Chang began to try and figure out what he wanted to ask about her. Well, what he wanted to ask her first. Maybe he should start with something they had in common. He looked over at her, finally asking, "What got you into music?"
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