catatonic
Nerdy stoner
Rila's breathing slowly began to even out as she began to drift into a restless sleep, listening to the sounds of the forest as she did. Her fingers grasped the blanket lightly as she slept, as a precaution in case he were to wake her. Her dreams were naughty ones, of a night spent beneath the man that was her escort. A soft moan left her lips as she dreamed, unable to stop herself as she was far into her sleep now. Before her eyes, she watched themselves in their passion, felt that same ache all over again. What she imagined he looked like naked was a glorious sight - a body toned and fit from many years of battle, a strength that lasted long enough to keep her held against him with her back against a door. Rila moaned at the naughty things her mind made up.
The naughty dreams soon faded, and with it the ache between her legs slowly subsided. It had been far too many nights since she last spent time indulging in sinful acts, acts she would have wondered if awake if the pale haired man escorting her ever even tried before. The ex-princess had a fair number of lovers over her twenty three years of life, one or two had been part of her kings guard, men that had helped aid her in her escape the night she lost her family and all that she was. She dreamed in that moment of watching her brother getting stabbed through the heart, of her father's cries as he watched his only son die at the hands of their enemy. She could still hear her mother's wailing as she had to watch her husband share the same fate as their son, her cries for her daughter to flee filling the air before she too had been stabbed through the chest. Rila had been hiding in the doorway of a secret passage in the castle the usurper now resided in, and Thomas and Levi had ushered her quietly through the secret passages and out the dungeon into the city to escape her suffering the same fate.
A whimper left her lips as she slept, as the images of her dead family passed before her eyes again like she had just witnessed them. She shuddered when the wind blew, pulling the blanket closer to her like it would do anything to help stop the wind or sweat that began to form on her pale skin. "No," She whispered under her breath, responding to the words of a man long now dead in her dreams. She had to watch from afar as Thomas was beheaded for not revealing where she was hidden, had watched her first love die because he had been loyal to her and her family. Because he wouldn't reveal her secrets. Levi, whom was about a year or so older than herself, had then tried to take her to another village where her subjects would keep her hidden and it had been a fight to say the least. Rila had broken his nose before he had been able to drag her to the village after they saddled their only remaining horse. She could still remember him telling her to stay hidden while he drew the searching soldiers away, could still hear his shouts as he fled. She only knew he was still alive because Swain had let it slip that he was trapped in one of the other mining camps like she had been.
"Stop!" She cried, sitting up straight as she pulled herself from sleep. How long had she slept this time? Ten minutes? Twenty? She couldn't remember the last time she actually slept through the night with the horror she had lived through. A pale hand grasped her chest, just above her heart as she tried to even her heavy breathing. Angry tears welled in her eyes as she tried to calm herself down, not wanting to startle the escort of hers and suffer any consequence. Her red gaze shifted to her surroundings as she calmed her racing heartbeat, taking in the dark of the night as she settled her breathing so it was even once more. Finally her red gaze looked back at Tasian, seeing that he had seemed to relax when she had fallen asleep, and deciding better to keep her silence as she didn't care to anger him in that moment. In that moment, she remembered that he was her enemy no matter the stirring she felt for him. That he would kill her if he saw fit, even if it meant disobeying his king.
The naughty dreams soon faded, and with it the ache between her legs slowly subsided. It had been far too many nights since she last spent time indulging in sinful acts, acts she would have wondered if awake if the pale haired man escorting her ever even tried before. The ex-princess had a fair number of lovers over her twenty three years of life, one or two had been part of her kings guard, men that had helped aid her in her escape the night she lost her family and all that she was. She dreamed in that moment of watching her brother getting stabbed through the heart, of her father's cries as he watched his only son die at the hands of their enemy. She could still hear her mother's wailing as she had to watch her husband share the same fate as their son, her cries for her daughter to flee filling the air before she too had been stabbed through the chest. Rila had been hiding in the doorway of a secret passage in the castle the usurper now resided in, and Thomas and Levi had ushered her quietly through the secret passages and out the dungeon into the city to escape her suffering the same fate.
A whimper left her lips as she slept, as the images of her dead family passed before her eyes again like she had just witnessed them. She shuddered when the wind blew, pulling the blanket closer to her like it would do anything to help stop the wind or sweat that began to form on her pale skin. "No," She whispered under her breath, responding to the words of a man long now dead in her dreams. She had to watch from afar as Thomas was beheaded for not revealing where she was hidden, had watched her first love die because he had been loyal to her and her family. Because he wouldn't reveal her secrets. Levi, whom was about a year or so older than herself, had then tried to take her to another village where her subjects would keep her hidden and it had been a fight to say the least. Rila had broken his nose before he had been able to drag her to the village after they saddled their only remaining horse. She could still remember him telling her to stay hidden while he drew the searching soldiers away, could still hear his shouts as he fled. She only knew he was still alive because Swain had let it slip that he was trapped in one of the other mining camps like she had been.
"Stop!" She cried, sitting up straight as she pulled herself from sleep. How long had she slept this time? Ten minutes? Twenty? She couldn't remember the last time she actually slept through the night with the horror she had lived through. A pale hand grasped her chest, just above her heart as she tried to even her heavy breathing. Angry tears welled in her eyes as she tried to calm herself down, not wanting to startle the escort of hers and suffer any consequence. Her red gaze shifted to her surroundings as she calmed her racing heartbeat, taking in the dark of the night as she settled her breathing so it was even once more. Finally her red gaze looked back at Tasian, seeing that he had seemed to relax when she had fallen asleep, and deciding better to keep her silence as she didn't care to anger him in that moment. In that moment, she remembered that he was her enemy no matter the stirring she felt for him. That he would kill her if he saw fit, even if it meant disobeying his king.