erikaleeanne
pun master
After shutting her door, Maevis leaned against her bedroom door, the total reality of her situation sinking in. In a way, she blamed herself for asking him what she did; she should known that his answers were going to be closed-minded and arrogant. She guessed that, somewhere deep inside of her, that he wasn't who she had thought he was. It seemed though, regretfully, that he was fairly one-dimensional, despite his intentions that were obviously deeper than what she completely knew.
It was in that moment of exasperation that Maevis did something that she couldn't remember doing in quite some time: she cried. It was very brief and hardly anything, but the feeling of the tears gently tickling her face was strange. She stopped the crying almost as quickly as it started, dismissing the act as a momentary lapse. She soon climbed back into the bed and read.
As she read, her thoughts drifted to Xarl. She wondered what he was doing. She wondered how angry he was. She wondered why she cared. She also wondered a very unordinary thought : did she really like him? He was intriguing, a trait that Maevis was never going to admit to him although it was an admirable one, but he was so arrogant, and he seemed to have such contempt for her and her bloodline that he didn't seem interested in anything else about her. She supposed that she was going to be okay with that, where she wanted to be or not.
Maevis's thoughts slowly drifted back to the books that she was reading. Many of them had been feverishly used, and a few of them had the same dainty, feminine writing that was in the first book she had read. She wondered who the books used to belong to.
After a while, she closed the book and threw it onto the mattress with a sigh. She hopped from the bed and approached the window, bringing her arms to her chest and looking out at the village in the distance.
It was in that moment of exasperation that Maevis did something that she couldn't remember doing in quite some time: she cried. It was very brief and hardly anything, but the feeling of the tears gently tickling her face was strange. She stopped the crying almost as quickly as it started, dismissing the act as a momentary lapse. She soon climbed back into the bed and read.
As she read, her thoughts drifted to Xarl. She wondered what he was doing. She wondered how angry he was. She wondered why she cared. She also wondered a very unordinary thought : did she really like him? He was intriguing, a trait that Maevis was never going to admit to him although it was an admirable one, but he was so arrogant, and he seemed to have such contempt for her and her bloodline that he didn't seem interested in anything else about her. She supposed that she was going to be okay with that, where she wanted to be or not.
Maevis's thoughts slowly drifted back to the books that she was reading. Many of them had been feverishly used, and a few of them had the same dainty, feminine writing that was in the first book she had read. She wondered who the books used to belong to.
After a while, she closed the book and threw it onto the mattress with a sigh. She hopped from the bed and approached the window, bringing her arms to her chest and looking out at the village in the distance.