Mqueserasera
Into the cat night
Ginny Grey
Streets
Ginny Grey had decided to have a profoundly deep conversation tonight. As for how hard it would be for her to accomplish this sudden objective, she had come to the conclusion that in a place like London, with countless people of different backgrounds and greatly deviated from the norm, having a world-changing discussion by randomly wandering the street would be pretty much inevitable. Though the young girl had to admit, her idea of what makes a conversation deep was vague at best. Obviously, it had to be on difficult matters like politics, technology or abstract theories like how to best clean a tea stain on a tablecloth. The last one was surely a matter of great arguments, how else could Mrs Henderson manage to go on and on about it for days on end? She wasn’t as confident about how it should be conducted, the amount of times she had seen people exchanging fancy statements politely before an audience almost equals the times she had witnessed supposedly smart people stabbing each other with their forks on the dinner table.
Our girl wasn’t much of a thinker but definitely a great doer, so she embarked on her quest with an insulated bottle filled with hot herb tea and before long had reached the main street. London at night even on a Monday was lively as ever, but the people and their hasty steps left her slightly discouraged. So many people yet no one seemed interested in stopping even for a little while to spare a moment for her, they were people with clearly defined goals in mind, on the process from A to B in their own different paces. Compared to them, her sluggish steps felt like those of a dwarf among humans. But her aimless wander tonight wasn’t out of sheer impulsiveness, her own goal hadn't had any progress lately, lost in a circle without making any step forward; she needed a fresh idea, a brilliant one, one that she couldn’t think of on her own. Game-changing perspective often came from the most unexpected source, the problem was if it was unexpected, how could she expect to find where it could come from?
Suddenly, Ginny found herself in a dark alley, the busy sound from the busy street was left behind as she went deeper inside. Even with the garbage bins lined up along the wall with many kinds of unidentifiable trunks, there was still enough room for one or two to comfortably squeeze through. Occasional light came from a restaurant’s backdoor when the employers throwing out their trash, but everything mostly lay in the dark. The smell wasn’t particularly bad as she had expected, to her at least since she had a developed smell resistance after her past experience. The small girl halted her step in a spot where the smell was most foul. She wasn’t really bothered by the smell as much as the movement in the dark. As her eyes adjusted to the dark, she could recognize a person under what could be called a makeshift tent: a dirty tarpaulin was hanged one end on an old shopping cart and another on a collection of boxes and poles. He looked as comfortable as one can get in a home like that, and without care too as he gazed out to the girl who had been staring at him for a while.
With the bottle ahead of her, Ginny approached the man. “You mind chatting with me for a while? We can share some hot tea while doing so.” She grinned to hopefully show her friendliness.
“I don’t mind the tea.” He grumped his grumpy voice and moved his body a little as if to make some space for her to sit down without actually moving an inch away. Ginny recognized the gesture as a welcome sign and proceeded to sit down beside him on the dirty ground without any hesitation.
As the old man leisurely sipping the tea after struggled to open the bottle in his half sitting, half lying position, Ginny started the conversation. “Hm… what can you tell me about yourself, Mr…?”
“Nothing.” He said with his hand firmly wrapping around the bottle, refused to even say his name.
Ginny certainly wouldn’t let it end like that, it wasn’t easy to find someone without anything better to do than talking with her. Ignoring his tone, she carefully chose a topic anyone could participate in. “I have only been in this country for a month but everything is astonishing! I mean, even normal people seemed way better than the well-off people in my old place, surely that must be the work of your wise Queen, I have heard of a lot of good things about her.”
“That’s right” The man chuckled, suddenly in a talkative mood “God save the Queen. She lives in her bloody castle with her bloody servants while I’m down there sleeping in literal trash.” He gulped down the tea again, this time more aggressively. “I’m their useless trunk though, perhaps it’s fitting enough that I’m here.”
“You worked for the Queen before? Were you a soldier?”
“Fought in Goose Green, but I’m here after a nasty divorce, alcohol did the rest. Bah” The man dismissingly waved his hand “Let’s not talk about that. You familiar with soldiers? Not the first thing one would think of a government worker.”
“Something like that.” Now it was Ginny’s turn to evade the question. It wasn’t her favourite topic, to say the least.
“Heh, you did say you came from another country” The man returned to enjoy his tea leisurely. “I don’t dislike you people but try not to mess around too much, you’re out of your water now.”
“I’m used to it.” said Ginny without thinking. “Oh… I mean, um, it’s not that bad” She stuttered, for a moment she was lost in her thought. The deep conversation she expected was different, but somehow she felt like she had learned something from it. After some more thinking and over half the tea bottle down his throat she asked. “Say, do you hate your country for abandoning you?”
“Meh, I could hate the world itself and nothing would change, wallow in misery sounds easier.” The man said and handed her the bottle “Go home already little girl, the bottle’s emptied. The world and the Queen don’t care whether you like them or not, everyone gotta live for themselves first.”
And the profoundly deep conversation ended like that.
Ginny's night activity complete