Synergy JADE
Aspiring Human Being
✹ Trust ✹
location: Travelling - Febo's camp | with: Kidari, Febo, and Tai'iq| mentions: Stabby? | tag:
Athanas
blitzfritz
Yahhah
There was something almost glorious about the way the cold metal felt in Auria's hands. A rush of energy swirlled as she looked up at Febo, almost erasing her embaressment from moments earlier. He had once again caught her in a lie. But the flush in her cheeks faded as her gaze turned to the twisted iron in the weapon in her hands. It felt... good. Like being handed back some little control that would allow her to take her life back. The spark of life thumped in her chest and her legs solidied in the soft leather of the boots he had given her. She wanted to do something. But instead she forced herself to twist her hair behind her and slide the stiletto into the auburn locks. The slid the belt into place around her waist.
"Thank you," Auria whispered and was surprised to find out how much she meant it. She raised her chin to comtemplate the stranger in front of her. So far he'd been carried, clothed, and armed by this man and she'd done little more than lie to him and unload her stomach on his boots. Her faced reddened. Lore. Auria hoped he wouldn't hold that aginst her. Yet the more she studied him the more she found how badly she wanted him to be all that he said he was. Perhaps she wasn't quite safe, but something told her it would be a long time before she felt safe around a man again. Nonetheless, what Febo had helped her get this far, and the anxiety and enthusasm in his eyes when providing her her weapon made her insides pull. She turned towards his horse, hoping that he didn't notice how abruptly her gaze had dropped.
"Thank you," she said again, her voice laced with the strength held in that piece of metal now holding her hair behind her. "Just... please don't tell the others... who I am." She chewed her lip for a moment before adding. "I will trust you Febo Obinspal. You are as noble as my father's knights for all the kindness you have shown me." She forced herself to face him one last time from where she stroked his great horse's muzzle. The way her father had faced her when there was nothing but truth in his eyes. "I want you to say all this to the perhaps the last and only person who may know who I truly am that from the bottom of my heart I thank you."
Auria knew she should probably listen to his request to sit down and rest. But a memory of sitting there, her body frozen and useless as her family was butchered in front of her caughted her to seize the war horse by the reins. "I'm just fine though. I will untack your horse. I think it would be good to stretch my legs after riding so long," Auria blurted, and ignoring her body aching in protest lead the horse away before Febo had the chance to protest. Her body hurt, but this was something she could do. And god above if anyone was going to stop her. The rhythm of unloading made it easier to forget the pain and let her mind wander. Starting now she would forget who she was. She would be as useful as the rest of them. She had to learn. Thoughts swirled in her head of laughter and banter and maybe kill the people she'd swore vengence upon. Auria wanted to stop being a damn rose and wanted to start being a thorn.
Her mind's eye turned to the others in the group. The tabaxi especially couldn't be trusted. His cat's eyes watching them from the trees still made her shutter. Kidari though? She unfastened the saddle bags from Febo's warhorse while she turned the thought of the tiefling over like a gold coin. She'd saved her. And she'd seen her. But no. She couldn't risk telling her who exactly she'd saved. The less people that knew the truth, the better. Plus the idea of anyone grovelling and scrapping over her parentage made her sick. Not only were those days long gone, Kidari was the hero right now. She was the one who deserved to be treated with respect. No. Kidari didn't need to know. She would be plain simple Ria to the tiefling.
The last of the horse's tack slid into Ria's arms and she hefted it over to a stout treebranch and tied the horse beside it. The stallion immediately dropped his head and started to graze, searching out tufts that jutted out from between the great tree's roots. Slight satisfaction tickled her stomach as she examined her work and patted the horse's thick neck. "I wonder what your name is?" she mused and gave him one last pat. She hoped it wasn't a silly question. But well, she liked having names for all her animals. And men named their weapons sometimes, right? Why not their horses?
She sat down by the campfire and hugged her knees to her chest. The smoke seemed thicker for such a small campfire but damn, she hadn't realized she was cold. Her stomach let out a growl like a that of a dying wolfhound. Don't forget about me. It growled. Her cheeks flamed and her chin jerked up to see if Febo or hells... half the forest had heard.