jasmyn
Elder Member
M O O D : "What the hell is happening?"
O U T F I T : Fabulous outfit here.
L O C A T I O N : The closed funhouse.
I N T E R A C T I O N S : Raven.
T A G S : ???
O U T F I T : Fabulous outfit here.
L O C A T I O N : The closed funhouse.
I N T E R A C T I O N S : Raven.
T A G S : ???
Valerie should’ve just left the stupid fair after her public display of royal bitchiness, but she had nowhere to go. She couldn’t go home to her lying father, Roman had dropped her off so she didn’t even have her stupid car, and even if she had called one of her friends then what? Faith would call her out on her crap. Mer would ask too many questions. Karmyn would try to comfort her or some sappy whatever. Hard pass. Of course, she could've easily asked CK for a ride and she was certain he would've helped her but no.
Instead, here she was. Valerie Flores, hiding out in a damn carnival fun out like some loser. What had this world come to? Why the hell had she even just done that? She kissed Mason fucking Rivera. For what? To show that the girl couldn’t get to her because she would always one-up her? Was it a desperate power grab? Or was it something else? Was she trying to make Raven jealous? Ugh.
Like...she was treating Raven as if she were no better than gum stuck to the bottom of a pair of Louis Vuitton's as some sort of stupid defense mechanism. A way to hide the part of her that Raven somehow managed to sense was there. To hide her feelings and maintain that perfect image for not only her peers but her parents. Her parents. The people who had been out canoodling with bridgers and doing shady business. Who would condemn her for even less! Why was she following their ruling when they had so clearly not set the same standards for themselves?
Her mind was swirling with thoughts, each one torturing her more than the last. She let her head tilt back onto the glass behind her, trying to listen for the sounds of the fair to cease when- "... Makes enough sense that you'd pull a stunt like that and come here to hide." Val didn't even have to look to know exactly who had managed to find her. Raven's voice was distinct enough but it was already echoing in her mind on a stupid loop, haunting her, before the girl even made an appearance.
"You got that upset because I teased you in public? Because you're the one who decided to be...Whatever the fuck you are with everyone else with me, just because I asked for an apology you kissed my-"
Val rolled her eyes, trying to cling to that Queen B persona she'd worked so hard to create. "So what? Yeah, I kissed your disgusting friend. What about it? I paid like everyone else." she finally broke her own silence. "I paid and you didn't deliver. It's as simple as that. I'm not in the habit of giving my money away for free. You-" she snapped but was interrupted by Raven's next words.
"I knew you were a bitch, I just didn't expect you to act like one with me." Okay. Val was a bitch, hell, she prided herself on it half the time. It never bothered her when someone called her one. Sure, if they used it to insult her then she would insult them back but not because she was offended. It was just principle. Hearing Raven say it though, bothered her more than she cared to admit.
Normally the brunette would've thrown out some insult about how Raven shouldn't expect extra points for being the only one of her littermates without fleas or something. Maybe she would've even just walked away and told the girl that she wasn't worth it. Not this time. This time she found herself frozen. It was the same effect that Rae had on her the day they first met. Something about her just stopped Val in her tracks and as much as she swore she hated it, did she really?
Val's eyes remained fixed on Raven as the words continued to fly out of her mouth. She was right. Truth be told, Raven damn well deserved an apology but what was she supposed to do when Raven went in for a kiss then just embarrassed her? Give the apology speech of the year? And how would that look? Like she actually cared...? That was the thing though. She did care. Valerie Flores found herself caring what this girl thought of her and it didn't just annoy her, it scared her. Because why did she care? Val hardly cared about the opinions of people she'd known half her life so what made Raven so different?
"So why'd you do it? You wanted to piss me off? Get me jealous, huh? It worked. Is that what you wanted to hear? Did it turn you on? Did it give you satisfaction?" -- All of the above? None of the above? "Turn me on? I think the tainted water over in Ambridge must be getting to you if you honestly believe that. I did it because can. Because I-" she stopped and let her eyes trail away, trying to stop herself from letting the words come out, the words she really wanted to say.
Val knew exactly why she had kissed Mason. It was more than to just get her money's worth because let's face it, Mason wasn't worth the twenty dollars she'd paid. It wasn't just about showing she was above Raven and her petty attempt at embarrassing her or whatever. She wanted Raven to kiss her. In the one setting that she could pin it on doing it for charity, the one instance she could kiss Raven and get away with using an excuse, the girl had just...she hated it.
It wasn't the crowd standing by, it was the fact that Val realized at that moment that she actually wanted to kiss Raven. And in that same moment, she was overlooked like she was last year's handbag. It had pushed a button in Val that had never been pushed before. She wasn't the type of girl who got rejected and she didn't know how to react. So she'd done what she did best and pushed back.
The sound of Raven's bag hitting that ground startled her a little and brought her gaze back to the girl. "Did it give the validation you so badly crave?" --- "Shut up! Just stop! I don't need validation from-" she tried so hard to come up with something but every insult she could think of had dissolved into nothing. "You sit on Twitter and you flirt with me all day, act like you get me or something. You do all this but...you don't know me!" Val shook her head.
She couldn't keep it together anymore, she couldn't put on this show right now. She didn't want to. "I'm sorry! That's what you want, right? An apology from the 'bitchy princess of Auburn Springs', huh? God. I didn't mean any of it, what else do you want from me?! To be able to run off and tell all your little friends that you finally got me to crack? Is that it? I mean, why else are you so set on proving that I like you?" Val countered, taking a step towards Raven.
"Do you just want to hear it? I like you! Okay? I have a thing for a bridger. I have a thing for you," she said, her tone shifting at the end though her voice was still raised. "And I didn't want to kiss your idiot friend, Rae...I wanted to kiss you," she finally breathed. Val was unable to fight the urge to just say it, to just tell the truth for once without all the extra words or 'speaking in tongues' as Raven had put it.
She searched the girl's hazel eyes for a reaction, for a protest as Val took a few more steps toward her and closed the lingering space. Valerie wasn't waiting for the girl to make the move this time. Her hand found its way to the vixen's face and her lips followed quickly after, crashing into Raven's like waves did the shore. Two bridgers in one day. People would think she'd lost her mind, and maybe she had. This time it wasn't a kiss to be petty or to prove a point though. It was different. Raven was different.
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VALERIE FLORES
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