hery
the fool
Theodore Virtanen
Ambridge
Mitä vittua. Just as Theo had predicted, his party experience had taken yet another sharp nosedive. While his head was close behind Silas after whispering in his ear, he jumped and backed up once the boy turned around to face him. His heart lurched as a result of Silas' shoving away of his hand. It wasn't the first time Silas had done something stupid and physical to Theo, but those times he never took it seriously. Silas had always held back and Theo recognized that. And, as painless as a simple swat of the hand is, Theo could feel the lack of restraint. In fact, he could see it himself. A red mark burned on his hand, which, added with the loud smack (albeit a fairly quiet sound compared to the noise of the party), served to effectively render Theo speechless.
He'd never seen that look in Silas' eyes before. It pierced the core of his being and made his stomach turn. His heart, which normally beat faster on average in the presence of Silas, was beating faster out of instinctual fear. Typically, Theo had an irritatingly impassive disposition, but something changed in that moment. Whether it was this new, scary Silas or the effects of several lines of coke, Theo's face twisted into an expression of sheer horror. He'd been shaken to the point where he couldn't just appear neutral and indifferent as always, his natural fighting vigor draining from his body.
Silas relented from his menacing glare after Theo gave in and shrunk down sheepishly, but even so he listened to their conversation closely. His jaw dropped at the mention of Henri's own mother. He hadn't heard any of this, especially since all of Silas' M.I.L.F.'s were supposed to be from Auburn Springs, not Ambridge. But judging from the shock and disgust written all over the face of the girl in front of them, Silas wasn't bluffing. At this point, Theo would have tried again to restrain Silas, but he could hardly move. He remained paralyzed, bearing witness to the Silas concealed from him in his many months of knowing him.
He could only return Silas' wink with a stupefied expression, his eyes searching the boy's face for any hint of playfulness. It was a futile effort; he was clearly very, very unhinged. Suddenly, the once-goofy wink he'd come to appreciate was disgusting. He felt dirty. Theo could handle the weird Silas earlier, but it was getting to be too much. This wasn't even the worst thing he could potentially do, but Theo could just feel the erratic, wildly unstable energy radiating off of him.
He was no fan of Henri and the feeling was surely mutual (and likely even more now) but Theo didn't wish this on his worst of enemies. Well, most of Ambridge was tied for that. And he didn't wish that on any of them! He jumped again, this time when Silas was slapped across the face. His coked-up twitching and scratching did little to ease him in the moment, only heightening how overwhelming it was to stand by and watch the scene unfold.
As soon as Henri was out of sight, Theo released a breath he didn't know he was holding in. He lifted his right hand and placed it onto his chest, which was thumping at an even faster rate than before. He bit his lip and waited a few moments for Silas to say something. But no words came. What was he supposed to say? Every scenario he ran through his head ended in Silas seriously punching him or humiliating him just like he'd done to Henri. Every potential scenario was rife with frantic overthinking, casting aside all of the loving images Theo had for Silas temporarily to get over the fact that he'd committed a cruel act not even Theo could justify in his own sense.
Taking a leap of faith, he backed away inch by inch, afraid of confrontation with this version of Silas. It wasn't the real Silas, that much Theo believed. But right now, Theo had to put his own well-being in mind, as he always did. Flight was looking like a real good option then. Who even picks fight anyway? That hurts. And it's a lot of trouble. "Silas... why did you do that? Why are you being like this? You are seriously scaring me."
He'd never seen that look in Silas' eyes before. It pierced the core of his being and made his stomach turn. His heart, which normally beat faster on average in the presence of Silas, was beating faster out of instinctual fear. Typically, Theo had an irritatingly impassive disposition, but something changed in that moment. Whether it was this new, scary Silas or the effects of several lines of coke, Theo's face twisted into an expression of sheer horror. He'd been shaken to the point where he couldn't just appear neutral and indifferent as always, his natural fighting vigor draining from his body.
Silas relented from his menacing glare after Theo gave in and shrunk down sheepishly, but even so he listened to their conversation closely. His jaw dropped at the mention of Henri's own mother. He hadn't heard any of this, especially since all of Silas' M.I.L.F.'s were supposed to be from Auburn Springs, not Ambridge. But judging from the shock and disgust written all over the face of the girl in front of them, Silas wasn't bluffing. At this point, Theo would have tried again to restrain Silas, but he could hardly move. He remained paralyzed, bearing witness to the Silas concealed from him in his many months of knowing him.
He could only return Silas' wink with a stupefied expression, his eyes searching the boy's face for any hint of playfulness. It was a futile effort; he was clearly very, very unhinged. Suddenly, the once-goofy wink he'd come to appreciate was disgusting. He felt dirty. Theo could handle the weird Silas earlier, but it was getting to be too much. This wasn't even the worst thing he could potentially do, but Theo could just feel the erratic, wildly unstable energy radiating off of him.
He was no fan of Henri and the feeling was surely mutual (and likely even more now) but Theo didn't wish this on his worst of enemies. Well, most of Ambridge was tied for that. And he didn't wish that on any of them! He jumped again, this time when Silas was slapped across the face. His coked-up twitching and scratching did little to ease him in the moment, only heightening how overwhelming it was to stand by and watch the scene unfold.
As soon as Henri was out of sight, Theo released a breath he didn't know he was holding in. He lifted his right hand and placed it onto his chest, which was thumping at an even faster rate than before. He bit his lip and waited a few moments for Silas to say something. But no words came. What was he supposed to say? Every scenario he ran through his head ended in Silas seriously punching him or humiliating him just like he'd done to Henri. Every potential scenario was rife with frantic overthinking, casting aside all of the loving images Theo had for Silas temporarily to get over the fact that he'd committed a cruel act not even Theo could justify in his own sense.
Taking a leap of faith, he backed away inch by inch, afraid of confrontation with this version of Silas. It wasn't the real Silas, that much Theo believed. But right now, Theo had to put his own well-being in mind, as he always did. Flight was looking like a real good option then. Who even picks fight anyway? That hurts. And it's a lot of trouble. "Silas... why did you do that? Why are you being like this? You are seriously scaring me."
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