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Seize the day!Anaxileah said:I hate the word too xD I prefer Carpe dium
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Seize the day!Anaxileah said:I hate the word too xD I prefer Carpe dium
That was beautiful That's exactly how I feel tooEasternGhost said:I prefer the night over the day. I just function better at night. Daylight just doesn't feel natural to me. But the night, the sounds of the night life, the cool wind when it's dark, it's all just...I don't know, beautiful to me. NMever known anyone to understand what I mean by this though. NOt even sure I understand it xD .
And I don't sleep much. Insomniac and constant nightmare after nightmare. So yeah, I've come to appreciate the outside world in the night.
I just told some of my stories lol. I have a shitload more that I'll probably not tell. They get graphic and well...stupider.RoseCrimson said:I am just reading this thinking, Should I be happy that I relate to this. Or be terrified that I am finding more people that are just as insane as me... Still not sure yet.
I was drinking cheap Rose Lid Wine coolers...disgusting things..from age 10 but I was smoking weed (marijuana) by age 7. Never smoked a cigarette though. People find that strange. I grew up and lived in a place where well...you did that to forget the reality of things. It was our way of getting past the crap that went on around us. I grew up in a bad place and well...that was our idea of escaping and smiling for just a little bit longer. Mosot fm y childhood friends were consumed by it and well, most are not alive any longer or well....they breathe but I wouldn';t say they LiveRoseCrimson said:I honestly could care less of stupid and graphic things. I don't judge. I had my first drink of vodka last night and I am underage. I give no shits.
I don't regret. I live with my decision and move on. I have had a shit life too. Haven't smoked weed. My mum would kill me. But trust me growing up was rough for me too. ANd I do know what it is just to live as a shell. Never really living just there. I had vodka and lemonade.EasternGhost said:I was drinking cheap Rose Lid Wine coolers...disgusting things..from age 10 but I was smoking weed (marijuana) by age 7. Never smoked a cigarette though. People find that strange. I grew up and lived in a place where well...you did that to forget the reality of things. It was our way of getting past the crap that went on around us. I grew up in a bad place and well...that was our idea of escaping and smiling for just a little bit longer. Mosot fm y childhood friends were consumed by it and well, most are not alive any longer or well....they breathe but I wouldn';t say they Live
Anyway, I'mma stop because anything else would require details. And you'll regret it if I say anything more.
I assumed you had some sort of "issue" without you even telling me. You were easy enough to figure out.RoseCrimson said:I don't regret. I live with my decision and move on. I have had a shit life too. Haven't smoked weed. My mum would kill me. But trust me growing up was rough for me too. ANd I do know what it is just to live as a shell. Never really living just there. I had vodka and lemonade.
It was blue rasberry vodka with lemonade not that bad. But did that a shit taste afterwards.
No, issue was the only word I could come up with in such a short time. But it's not really a good way to look at it. It seems...I don't know, inefficient. Unsatisfying.RoseCrimson said:I am an open book. But yes. An 'issue' is a good way to look at it I guess.