Tamissa Pines
Missy
How long have I been walking? In all honesty, Josie wasn't sure. She hadn't bothered to keep track of the days, but she must have been away from home for at least a week now. It felt like much longer, her aching feet and shivering body screaming that she had been alone in the wilderness for months, though her mind repeatedly reminded her that it didn't logically make sense for her to have been gone for that long. She'd have died due to dehydration, or maybe even starved, long ago if that was the case. She'd run out of money far faster than she thought she would, and her backpack had been stolen while she was inside a small store using what was left of her money to buy food, so she'd lost almost all the resources she'd brought with her. Fortunately, she was smart enough that she didn't keep anything she really cared about in the bag. Crimmy had been tucked into a hidden pouch inside her sweater, and she never took off her bracelet, so she hadn't lost either when the bag was taken, and they were all that really mattered to her, though she supposed it would have been nice to still have access to her water bottle. Considering she was still alive and not a dehydrated corpse in the forest somewhere, she could assume the bag, and the water bottle, had been stolen less than three days ago.
Not for the first time, she found herself wondering what she was doing. Why was she out here? Why was she putting herself through this? Back there may have been bad, but at least back there had been certain and predictable. Why was she running away, throwing herself into potentially life threatening situations, when she could have survived at back there, at least until she was old enough to get a job and provide for herself? Then she'd glance down at her bracelet, and the reason would come racing back. Unfortunately, while looking at her bracelet spurred her to keep going and gave her motivation, it also made her incredibly sad and gave her a rush of fear. Every now and then, the sudden onslaught of emotions would push her to tears, but for the most part, she managed to hold them back. She couldn't go wasting energy crying. She'd already gone a few nights without sleeping - she had to spare all the energy that she could. Of course, she would have slept at night if she could, but a combination of nightmares and stress made it impossible to do so. Whenever she tried, she'd find herself tossing and turning in the forest floor, the bark of the trees around her twisting into malicious faces and every sound turning into the very people she fled from closing in on her. After a while, she stopped trying to sleep. Walking through the night was better than dealing with that torture.
There was a loud crackle in the bushes a short distance away from her and Josie froze in place, suddenly aware of how much her vibrant sweater stood out from her earthy surroundings. She stuck out like a sore thumb. If anything was pursuing her, whether it be a human or a creature, they'd see her in an instant. There was another crack and Josie took off to escape it, but the noises followed her through the dense forest. She wondered briefly if there was really anything there at all, or if it was just paranoia and sleep deprivation affecting her mind. Despite the likeliness of the possibility, she didn't dare stop in case that wasn't the case. Her foot caught on a root and she stumbled, landing hard on the ground. Pain flared in her knee, but the noises grew closer, so she got to her feet and kept running despite the pain. She wasn't sure when she started crying but suddenly tears were blurring her vision, her heart beating so hard in her chest that she feared it would crack her ribs. She burst out of the trees and onto the road, bright headlights nearly blinding her. It took her a split second to register that a car was coming straight at her and as shrieked, jumping backwards and slipping on the wet pavement. Landing on her back knocked the wind right out of her, and she resigned herself to her fate, assuming the car would plow right over her, but with the squeal of old brakes, it jerked to a stop. Josie pushed herself up into a sitting position, panting and glancing back at the forest. It appeared nothing had followed her out. She must have imagined it after all. She heard a car door open and turned back to the vehicle before her, sniffling and rubbing the sore back of her head.
Not for the first time, she found herself wondering what she was doing. Why was she out here? Why was she putting herself through this? Back there may have been bad, but at least back there had been certain and predictable. Why was she running away, throwing herself into potentially life threatening situations, when she could have survived at back there, at least until she was old enough to get a job and provide for herself? Then she'd glance down at her bracelet, and the reason would come racing back. Unfortunately, while looking at her bracelet spurred her to keep going and gave her motivation, it also made her incredibly sad and gave her a rush of fear. Every now and then, the sudden onslaught of emotions would push her to tears, but for the most part, she managed to hold them back. She couldn't go wasting energy crying. She'd already gone a few nights without sleeping - she had to spare all the energy that she could. Of course, she would have slept at night if she could, but a combination of nightmares and stress made it impossible to do so. Whenever she tried, she'd find herself tossing and turning in the forest floor, the bark of the trees around her twisting into malicious faces and every sound turning into the very people she fled from closing in on her. After a while, she stopped trying to sleep. Walking through the night was better than dealing with that torture.
There was a loud crackle in the bushes a short distance away from her and Josie froze in place, suddenly aware of how much her vibrant sweater stood out from her earthy surroundings. She stuck out like a sore thumb. If anything was pursuing her, whether it be a human or a creature, they'd see her in an instant. There was another crack and Josie took off to escape it, but the noises followed her through the dense forest. She wondered briefly if there was really anything there at all, or if it was just paranoia and sleep deprivation affecting her mind. Despite the likeliness of the possibility, she didn't dare stop in case that wasn't the case. Her foot caught on a root and she stumbled, landing hard on the ground. Pain flared in her knee, but the noises grew closer, so she got to her feet and kept running despite the pain. She wasn't sure when she started crying but suddenly tears were blurring her vision, her heart beating so hard in her chest that she feared it would crack her ribs. She burst out of the trees and onto the road, bright headlights nearly blinding her. It took her a split second to register that a car was coming straight at her and as shrieked, jumping backwards and slipping on the wet pavement. Landing on her back knocked the wind right out of her, and she resigned herself to her fate, assuming the car would plow right over her, but with the squeal of old brakes, it jerked to a stop. Josie pushed herself up into a sitting position, panting and glancing back at the forest. It appeared nothing had followed her out. She must have imagined it after all. She heard a car door open and turned back to the vehicle before her, sniffling and rubbing the sore back of her head.
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