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❝ what do you wish for at night? ❞
Haven sighed, tucking a lose strand of hair behind her ear. The clock her mother had gifted her last christmas read "11:00 P.M" in bright, red letters. She had been studying hard for four hours straight, eyes glued to the textbook in front of her in hopes of learning something, anything. If you were to ask her if she really liked College, she would laugh softly and say of course I do, with the words sounding so meticulously prepared you wouldn't even doubt it. But she didn't. Oh, no, she didn't. Haven was roadtrips and blue skies and unknown countries and wanderlust, but she wasn't tiny classrooms or deadlines or finals or intricate words. She wasn't, but she tried to be. Not for her, she couldn't care less about having a career, but for her mother. The one who had raised her all on her own, with effort and pain and sweat and hard work. There was a debt to be paid, and if wasting four years of her life to get a shiny new diploma was the correct way, then so be it.
Moonlight shined inside her room, and she faintly remembered the meteor shower that was supposed to happen on that same night. She looked up at the window, and was greeted by a beautiful sight. Tiny little shiny lines, like raindrops falling, lit up the sky one after another, drawing simple figures here and there, making the sky seem like a giant canvas, where a stubborn artist painted the same design over and over again. Textbook forgotten aside, she got up from her chair and crept close to the window, until her forehead gently touched the glass. Haven really didn't know much about Astronomy and couldn't tell the difference between a meteor and a star, if there even was any, but if it shined and was up high in the sky, you could wish on it, right? However, would that wish come true, or would it join the countless other ones that were said just once and then forgotten about? She smiled at her own thought. Of course it wouldn't come true, it was just a wish, a string of words directed to a burning broken piece entering the Earth's atmosphere, doomed to die a in a way humans considered to be beautiful, artistic, unique.
She glanced back at the clock. This time, it read "11:11 P.M", and there was something in those four identical numbers that clicked inside her, a kind of invisible pull, if you will. Quickly, she adjusted her gaze to the falling particles and said, out loud, “ I want to travel the world ”. As soon as the words left her lips she felt dumb, and her cheeks turned a brighter shade of pink, consequence of the embarrasment that was boiling inside of her. Wow, that was terribly stupid, even for me. At least she was alone in her room: had her mother been there, she would have died laughing and wouldn't let her daughter forget about the time she spoke actual words to shooting stars, Haven was sure. Sitting back in her comfortable chair, she bit her lower lip and realized that she really, truly did want to travel the world. It was in her thoughts day and night: the places, the possibilities, the food, the history, the people, the knowledge. Everything. However, College came first. It always came first. So she buried her dreams deep into her mind to let boring textbooks fill the empty space, and promptly forgot about them.
Nodding her head slowly, she got up and searched for a light jacket to put on. Studying was definitely done for the night, and so she decided a walk around her neighborhood was the best thing to do at the moment. Tying her hair up in a ponytail, she looked at the mirror and examined the purple bags that had started to appear under her chocolate eyes. She definitely needed more sleep, a ton more. However, that was impossible at the time, so she let out another sigh (she had lost count of them) and got out of her room. She found her mother in the kitched and gave her a light kiss on the cheek, and then she was gone. The night was warm and silent, and Haven smiled. Maybe there were more surprises coming her way.
Haven sighed, tucking a lose strand of hair behind her ear. The clock her mother had gifted her last christmas read "11:00 P.M" in bright, red letters. She had been studying hard for four hours straight, eyes glued to the textbook in front of her in hopes of learning something, anything. If you were to ask her if she really liked College, she would laugh softly and say of course I do, with the words sounding so meticulously prepared you wouldn't even doubt it. But she didn't. Oh, no, she didn't. Haven was roadtrips and blue skies and unknown countries and wanderlust, but she wasn't tiny classrooms or deadlines or finals or intricate words. She wasn't, but she tried to be. Not for her, she couldn't care less about having a career, but for her mother. The one who had raised her all on her own, with effort and pain and sweat and hard work. There was a debt to be paid, and if wasting four years of her life to get a shiny new diploma was the correct way, then so be it.
Moonlight shined inside her room, and she faintly remembered the meteor shower that was supposed to happen on that same night. She looked up at the window, and was greeted by a beautiful sight. Tiny little shiny lines, like raindrops falling, lit up the sky one after another, drawing simple figures here and there, making the sky seem like a giant canvas, where a stubborn artist painted the same design over and over again. Textbook forgotten aside, she got up from her chair and crept close to the window, until her forehead gently touched the glass. Haven really didn't know much about Astronomy and couldn't tell the difference between a meteor and a star, if there even was any, but if it shined and was up high in the sky, you could wish on it, right? However, would that wish come true, or would it join the countless other ones that were said just once and then forgotten about? She smiled at her own thought. Of course it wouldn't come true, it was just a wish, a string of words directed to a burning broken piece entering the Earth's atmosphere, doomed to die a in a way humans considered to be beautiful, artistic, unique.
She glanced back at the clock. This time, it read "11:11 P.M", and there was something in those four identical numbers that clicked inside her, a kind of invisible pull, if you will. Quickly, she adjusted her gaze to the falling particles and said, out loud, “ I want to travel the world ”. As soon as the words left her lips she felt dumb, and her cheeks turned a brighter shade of pink, consequence of the embarrasment that was boiling inside of her. Wow, that was terribly stupid, even for me. At least she was alone in her room: had her mother been there, she would have died laughing and wouldn't let her daughter forget about the time she spoke actual words to shooting stars, Haven was sure. Sitting back in her comfortable chair, she bit her lower lip and realized that she really, truly did want to travel the world. It was in her thoughts day and night: the places, the possibilities, the food, the history, the people, the knowledge. Everything. However, College came first. It always came first. So she buried her dreams deep into her mind to let boring textbooks fill the empty space, and promptly forgot about them.
Nodding her head slowly, she got up and searched for a light jacket to put on. Studying was definitely done for the night, and so she decided a walk around her neighborhood was the best thing to do at the moment. Tying her hair up in a ponytail, she looked at the mirror and examined the purple bags that had started to appear under her chocolate eyes. She definitely needed more sleep, a ton more. However, that was impossible at the time, so she let out another sigh (she had lost count of them) and got out of her room. She found her mother in the kitched and gave her a light kiss on the cheek, and then she was gone. The night was warm and silent, and Haven smiled. Maybe there were more surprises coming her way.