Sometimes, I get the urge to go back on Kik...just to see how everyone is doing, and to see who else has left. But the memories that go along with that login and some of those people are very hard to forget, and I've spent quite a while doing so.
I'm not okay, so I wish people would just stop telling me to move on. I can understand the need to separate the past from the future, but the past molds the future, and I'm not ready to move on just yet. If I did, I would just stumble around, unable to really do anything. I guess that mourning shouldn't hugely impact your performance, but I can't just drop how I'm feeling to appease everyone else, nor will I ever be that person.