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"This world is a filthy, ****damned horror show..."- I completely agree, Tate! Now let's buy some rubber...  . It seems always right before and right after I go through negative experiences; I fall back in love with my darkest thoughts. Like the evils within me, inspire me and make me yearn to achieve my goals even more deeply. I'm becoming a success, I just need to embrace the struggles. The struggles are what the success worth it, the only sad thing is... I struggle with accepting and embracing such turmoil. The struggle of a struggle... 

I have to say one cool thing, I'm learning is that in life people will come and go; but even in the worst of times; there is a little hope somewhere within someone. Whether it's within me or someone who is wiser, whom I can learn from. But I hope I can always be that person who learns and grows from relationships, rather leaching and critiquing people. 

Fun fact, I got a fortune and it said this: "Life is full of choices. Today yours a good ones.". I guess, God hears me out sometimes... At least, I hope so. 

I just ended a year long friendship I had with someone I really cared about, but I don't feel that upset about it. I feel a sense of relief, to be honest... Is that bad? 

4Minute's "HATE" song is perfect right now, because my life hates me and I hate my life... Forgive my negative puns. 

WARNING: Long post... If you don't want the negativity, please don't read it... I don't often do this, but I feel really alone, lost and depressed; and it feels like everything in my life that can go wrong is going wrong... My old computer broke, all my friends are jerks (on other social media sites), Donald Trump is president (yes, that's horrendous in my opinion. Please respect it.), I'm all alone and even with Sailor Moon's return to popularity I honestly feel even lonelier than I did before... I was literally the only one in my entire state, who believed that it would come back. And now, I'm just invisible at anime conventions. College sucks, everything is just horrible... I just want to disappear, disappear from humanity. I feel like going to Agartha (Children Who Chase Lost Voices....); I just don't know what to do or where to turn. I'm almost caught up with my math, then my other computer breaks. 


  I'm also being leached off of by these hideous, disgusting creeps who don't know what respect is! And most of them are guys who drink, smoke and do drugs... They're just horrid!! I'm truly all alone... I Am The World's Loneliest Sailor Moon. And it doesn't matter, I'm never loving again okay? Everyone loves Tuxedo Mask, so many people love my ex; it's just so pointless... I'm never finding happiness and I might end up dropping out of college. I feel like God doesn't even care about me! And yes, I'm f*****Ing jealous of all the success everyone seems to be showing off to me, every day... Do they not realize, that NOT everyone has success at the drop of a hat? Do these people NOT suffer from reality, ever?? They act like they don't, that's for damned sure... 


  I'm also sick of pleasing people, I'm sick of being kind and understanding. I'm done being compassionate, okay? If you don't want to compromise with me and be patient; I'm not compromising with you and being patient. This is beyond being in general, I mean in every aspect. I've been patient all my life and I feel like it's gotten me nothing but more suffering... Why should I be open to anything??! And I don't want any diagnosis right now... I know how I feel and I know I'm alone. I know my life is pointless, just like all the damned energy vampires who constantly try to torment me emotionally... I just can't deal with this anymore. Inbox me, only if you understand. But seriously don't tell me what's going on in my mind. Either encourage me and grow with me; or leave me alone. If you're really my friend, I know you'll understand my pain... But I'm pretty hopeless, so if I trash talk anyone it's not meant to be that way I just need people I can count on for once... 

HAAAAAAAAPPPPYYYYEEE HALLOWWWWEEENN,RPNERDS!!!!!!!!!! 


The Moonlight is Message of Love, 


Sailor Moon Says!  

 Hey guys, I just wanted to apologize for disappearing last night... My computer died and it takes a while to charge, so I hope everyone will forgive me... *Lolita, puppy-dog eyes* Please... 

Is there anyone on here, would be willing to help me with my math? I need to finish this crap before Tuesday of this week... Please I just need some answers. I'm broke, but I can RP with you.  I know, it sounds bad. I just need some help. 

I just can't seem to get these d****ned linear equations, I need help... I've been doing this since 1 in the afternoon, somebody help me! 

My brain hurts from all this math... I just need to pass this hellish course and be done! It's so worthless to me, I'm going into communications not engineering. No offense to any engineering majors, by the way!  

Am I the only one who gets intensely frustrated when I see photos of Kaneki, without Touka but with some other chick? I know I can't be... Also Nishiki is still one fiiiine ghoulish geek!  

Working on my math work, people please send some positive vibes because it's already frying my brain; and I need to get it done... Help! Somber lolzness... 

Karma may do what she wishes, but that moment when you wake up on a Friday morning and realize you truly are never loving again; and it hurts so deeply that you want to cry right there... Yea, that happened. I just move on, though like Roxie and Velma.... 

New RP up, feel free to read about it and/or message me about it! Please keep in mind, in real life I'm not looking for an actual Tuxedo Mask... Ain't nobody got time fah dat! Especially me... #sexyfreeandsingle.  

My content count is no longer, 666? That's a bit sad, I was hoping it would stay until after Halloween... Lolz, I guess it's not a bad thing... What can you do?  ! Hallejuyer... 

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! Hi RPNerds.  I just wanted to say to all the people who have pushed my reputation up, thanks! I appreciate it.  Also Tyler Perry is amazing! 

Heading to sleep, sweet dreams RPNerds! Lots of happiness and positivity to my dear friends.  


The Moonlight is a Message of Love, 


Sailor Moon Says!  

Up late on RPNation... Gonna have to cram on Sunday, people send me positivity okay? That mathematical mid-term... It's evil! 

Return to Halloweentown, is MY ISSSHHH!!!!!!  

If anyone hasn't heard the song "Geronimo" by Sheppard, I suggest it as an uplifting, deep song about healing. If you like that type of thing, I think it's fun too... And if not, just look up Alvin & the Chipmunks "Turn Down for What"!  *Cute, evil giggling* 

You may all react however you want, but Alvin and the Chipmunks are still the best to me! Especially the soundtracks and the covers they do... All I can say is -- ALVVVVVVVVVVIIIIIINNN!!!!!! Simon and Theodore.  They're amazing characters and I want to see someone wearing that jacket someday at anime con lolz. Well enjoy this immature, childish -- Heavenly goddess post, you've just read!  

Heartbreaker by G-Dragon is my ish! And Heartbreaker by Pat Benatar, is amazing... How do I choose? Lolzness! 

I love Queen, so much... Too many songs, too memories. I just love Queen, Freddie Mercury was a boss before being a boss was a thing lolz!  

I don't know if anyone cares or is just curious, but I'm bi. Not really surprising, considering my anime franchise is Sailor Moon... But if you guys wondered, now you know! And to quote Suze Orman, now you stay safe.  


The Moonlight is a Message of Love, 


Sailor Moon Says!