Necessity4Fun

Mew

So. apparently the teacher who was supposed to teach the 8 AM class was sick (At least, in pain according to another student) as she even came to teach, but the other staff said 'nope', and took her to the hospital QAQ


I have not seem last week's first class with her, but I still hope she's fine... I admit, I was a bit angry because I could have slept more (or written a post) with the extra two hours, and this is not the first time a class gets cancelled and I come to collage in vain. But that's an understandable reason >w<


I'mma hope it's nothing serious!

So, I'm back, I think. Sorry for disappearing but my internet service has been acting weird since last Saturday... It was like dying a lot, to the point it was unusable. I even turned it off for days 'cause it was useless >.> (I took the time to sleep and play non-online games...)

Friday and Yesterday I stood by watching it carefully, and tho It has died mid the stream I was watching, yesterday it seemed to function fine so, I think the worst has been fixed >w<

But do not fret If I disappear again, It might be the damn thing acting up again. Like, It was dead when I woke up... (Though it came back quickly, which is good ^^ ) 

I feel stupid  :withlines:


Cleaning feels good! Seeing the pile of clothing I have to wash decrease, feels good! 


Yet, I let my depression hinder my motivation to clean my room, leaving me with this messy sight of clothing and devices over my bed, making me feel ever more depressed than before!

Argh, Why is everything so complicated and why did it take me a couple weeks to realize THIS was the freaking problem?! >.<

Time to kill write block with a barrage of creative bullets~~ 


Also,


 The emoticons are cute OWO

Here you go ^-^

Thanks for the follow partner!


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OHMYGOD! I had arrived home to find out Internet had been out in my neighbourhood...IT'S BEEN AN HOUR OF WAITING QAQ


The only thing that kept me same was a Vocaloid concert I had lying around >w<
(It's all choppy tho, this video needs to be replaced ASAP XDD)


It's good to have Internet again QUQ

A maybe philosophical question to people?


I was at the Systemic Psychology class today and at some point the teacher filled the board with some 'simple' questions, yet I struggled with them. First it was a short introduction and I nominated nothing else than my hobbies, it already made me feel bad about this... But the next question was "Who are you?" and I promptly thought my name. The point is, nothing ELSE, just my name.


Other people would start talking about themselves and such but I, I just said my name and after that I didn't know what else to do... So it got me thinking... Have I become THIS DIS-ATTACHED from myself that all I really am is a name? A seven letter word, REALLY?


So yeah, I'm curious. How would everyone in here answer to this question? What would you tell my teacher if she asked "Who are you?"


PS: Before people ask, I'm okay. This did a bit down at the time, but I'm fine now OWO

Hey, brought you some snacks 

Pssst! I brought you some snacks ^w^

I'm a cat

Guess who spent the last hour editing the about me page? XDD
I think it's informative and fun enough OWO


I'm strangely proud of it ^^ (Let's see if I remember to come and update it once in a while >.>)

I follow you too!

Well, I'mma leave for class.
Funny enough, it's only one class with 2 hours, so I'll be back soon~~ XDD

Yeah, today and tomorrow is sparkling with free time, for multiple reasons >w<

And now for something different, to light up people's mornings:
 










A cute vocaloid song~ : D

I woke up to discover Trump won...

Oh no! This is everything I feared!
We're stuck with a one ruling party on Brazil that is DESTROYING education and has frozen salaries, and now, My US friends might be going to a similar (maybe even worse) path!!

QAQ
WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THE FREAKING WORLD?

I feel powerless, depressed... I REALLY fear for the future of both our nations... >.<
*super deep sigh*

If I have an inspiration Muse, she must be quite the sadistic lady, really.


I'm stared at the same thread since last night, I tried watching gameplays to motivate myself, I took a nap ALL kinds of things. I've been stuck at how to proceed ever since.


Well, I go out of the room to do something else entirely UNRELATED and BAM, now I get hints on how to continue... --'


How does inspiration even WORK?!


You inspiration Muse! Yeah, you there laughing behind me...


You're a total jerk!! D : <

Me: Well, it's almost 6 AM, I'm feeling tired and I've been stuck at this reply for hours now... Seems like a good time to take a nap!


*sets alarm*


*cleans workplace and bed*


*lies down, covers up*


*all ready to sleep*


Brain: So, about that OTHER RP you need to reply to, I have a couple ideas... You should start it like this, then make them do th-


Me: BRAIN!!


Brain: What?


Me: I can't FUCKING SLEEP now!


Brain: ......... You're Welcome?


Me: Argh! *facepalms*
*turns alarm off*


*puts mess back in the place it was*


*puts glasses and headset back on*


EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. >w<


Welp, back to writing, I guess~

Wait, I said I would reply last night?


Make it today XDD

Sorry, got carried with fighting zombies on Nation States, until I feel asleep on the keyboard! (Not an exaggeration, I swear) >w<


BUT tomorrow is a holiday, so I plan to catch up with EVERYTHING until tomorrow~~


YAY!

So, I'm home.
But I'm also very tired. Will probably indulge into watching gameplays and eating before replying to things~

But I'll reply, eventually ; D

Everyone waiting on a post from me:


I have to catch a bus very early in the morning, and then go straight to class when I arrive.


It's going to be lots of running and so I won't be able to post until I get home u.u


By night, expect me to reply and my posting schedule to get back to normal :33

I'm leaving to catch a bus to visit my parents. It's been long since I did that~

IDK when I'll be back, but it's almost 11 AM now, I'll pass by in the night ; )


Four hours of sitting in a bus wait for me >.<