Mkay, so, I have color changing nails, right? And they turn black when they're cold. Well, I look down at my nails and they're all black.... I DIDN'T REALIZE MY HANDS WERE COLD.
I don't know why I do this to myself. I sit and read our messages from the day we met until the day he left and I sit in class to maximize my suffering.
Feeling so happy yet so utterly sad. I made a card for a 15 month old neuroblastoma patient. It hurts me physically to know he won't make it to 12 years old, since he will be entering stage four...
Gonna say something before I fall asleep.
Life is a Bitch. You get hurt. You wanna die. Stop breathing. You wanna hurt people. You hate yourself.
Know what?
Suck it up. Grow a pair and deal with your issues head on.
Be the one to end the pain by standing up to it and becoming more than it.
Be strong.
Be courageous.
Be free.
Dont let life get you down.
"You is kind, you is smart, you is beautiful."
Never forget.
Nini.