Still no room.... Ugh...
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To keep yourself entertained in the hospital, get: a spoon, a Styrofoam cup, and a mini ginger ale. Pour soda into cup, and fiddle wroth the spoon/ drink the soda
So still waiting for a room... I'll be getting one by tomorrow if our hopes are reality. But I don't know how long it'll be
Going inpatient... I'll see you all in maybe a week or more....
Hey guys, at the doctor. My WiFi at home is off, so tag me again if I don't respond within a day. If I still don't respond, assume I'm in the hospital
Goodnight!
You know they'll chose them over you. You've always known, but it still hurts
No school for me... Nope, have to be cleared by a doctor before I can do that... With my luck, I'm never going to be cleared...
Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her
She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death
Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realise this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place
It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
As it shines bright, throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know, that I died in vein
Because the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger
You're the best friend, that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you, from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it world, goodbye.
7 more days!
Gotta go to bed soon...P
Goodnight all...
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Huzzah...
Thinking about getting these two sweet little girls
Opinions?
https://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/37260518/
https://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/37260514/
I might also look at
https://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/37198575/
https://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/37198585/
https://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/36604471/
Is anybody active? ;~;
I don't have any notifications...
I need a nap... Again
Internets going down for the night... See ya'll tomorrow...
Hey guys! Sorry if I don't respond. Currently at the hospital and don't know if I'll be admitted. If I am, I might not respond for a week or more. So if I come back and haven't responded yet, just Mention me and I'll try and respond
The kinda stuff my parents show me... And I've been through some stuff that I don't really want to say, so if you ever want to meet me, it had better be in broad daylight after several video chats, with parents, and in a populated area. I trust ya'll, but... I ain't going somewhere that I could even remotely get taken. XD I'm the person who stares out the window and narrows my eyes if it's someone I don't know. It really makes the church people angry when I just sit silently on the couch with the doors and windows bolted shut. But hey, if my parents aren't home and I don't know you, I may just have my hands on a knife if you try to come in... That's just me... Also, I have a sword in my home, so I could use that. MWHAHAHAA! DEATH TO THE DOOR BUSTERS!
I need sleep now... Goodnight
I do know most people believe me to be female...
Yes, this is true...
However, there are days when I chose to be male. I am gender fluid, so I change my gender.
So, now you know...
Also, today sucks. This is how I feel... All day...
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