• I'm gonna be honest


    December kinda sucks


    Everything is going wrong. ._.


    Oh, and Merry Christmas though. :)  
    Daisie
    Daisie
    XD I mean, it's alright. I'm holding up surprisingly well, considering the circumstances.


    Wait wut!?


    *Shoves the ugly Christmas sweater back on you*


    DO NOT LOSE YOUR HOLIDAY CHEER CAUSE OF ME


    I WON'T ALLOW IT


    NO AWFUL DAYS ARE ALLOWED IN THE PRESENCE OF DAISIE
    Sugary_Paragraphs
    Sugary_Paragraphs
    . A . Okay. *Put sweater back on*
    Daisie
    Daisie
    XD Okie dokie.


    Here!


    *Gives you a cinnamon roll in the shape of a Christmas tree, with green frosting and sprinkle ornaments*
    It feels like the closer I'm getting to Christmas, the more the world is trying to strangle my happiness.
    Phadia
    Phadia
    Oh no...! D:


    That's terrible... My mom's been sick a lot lately, too.


    Hmm....


    Ugh, I can't think of anything helpful to say!


    *hugs*
    Daisie
    Daisie
    That's okay. I've been doing good so far. :)  Just have to make it to Christmas, right?
    MrNeko
    MrNeko
    You can make it!
    We're off to see the wizard! The wonderful wizard of-


    Nah, who am I kidding, we're off to see Rogue One.


    Like, right now. In VIP theaters.


    Cya, and goodnight!
    That moment when you make a joke that seems funny at the time, but after telling it, it just sounds offensive ;A;
    MrNeko
    MrNeko
    When you tell a bad Joke and you wait for a laugh *looks at the other person" eeyyyyy
    There are two types of people in this world. Ones who stand in the spotlight, and ones who don't. The ones who stand in the spotlight are weighed down with burdens of being a role model, and becoming a leader. Using that spotlight for the right thing, and not becoming corrupted with power. The ones who stay in the shadows will see everyone, everything. But they are burdened with the fact that nobody will ask them. They share their shadows with the others, and they watch over the spotlight, knowing that it's the best thing to do.
    If you're depressed, or contemplating suicide, this is for you.

    Even if things are down, and even if it looks like you're trapped in a dark hole.. Just remember never to give up. Because somewhere, out there, someone else is stuck in a similar hole. And they need your help.


    You can't turn your back on whoever is out there waiting. Even if you've never met, even if you're miles apart, you can still do good in this world. Just because your life is getting bad doesn't mean that the one person waiting for you has to suffer alone.


    Once you give up. Once you take your own life... The fires of life still go on, and they burn. But now someone you could have potentially be there for with is suffering alone. And will eventually fall to the same fate.


    Even if you may not feel it, you are valuable. Somewhere out there is someone, perhaps even more people, waiting for you. Pleading for you to help them, because you're the only one that can.


    Every soul is different from each other, so I ask with open arms, please do not throw yours away. Not when you have so much potential. So much potential for good.


    We're made of the same things. Flesh, blood, bones. And as long as you live, you can become better. It's not easy.


    But it's better than letting the world suffer without you.
    Daisie
    Desert Rose
    Desert Rose
    Take this as a piece of advice... 


    First off I hope those who are depressed and contemplating suicide don't read that... because that will literally make them feel worse than what they already are. First off I don't care who you are most people don't like their situations being compared to... so hearing oh well someone else is going through a similar situation... I mean... I would honestly just look at you and say... that's nice. 


    -- Honestly what it will most likely do is keep them from opening up because why bother sharing your feelings when you'll just hear "oh well someone is in a similar situation... or someone has it worse." 


    Secondly... you have a good point. That person may be able to help someone else.... but that's not what they need to hear. I'll be the first to admit i'm in an extremely dark place right now and the last thing I want to think about is helping someone. If it happens that's great but right now... the idea of (don't off yourself because you need to be there for someone else ... a stranger....) is a bit overwhelming. Like that just makes me feel overwhelmed and stressed. 


    Thirdly... telling someone that people are waiting to be helped by them does not make them feel valuable. (maybe to some...) I read this and it doesn't place anymore value on me as a person. Honestly it makes me feel like people just want to use me even more...  


    I know I probably sound really harsh and mean right now... but I'm in that dark place. I've contemplated suicide... self harm... I've literally been the pathetic person on the bed sobbing just not wanting to go on... but... here I am, and it's not from a piece of advice like that. You're intentions are good, don't get me wrong.. but that's not helpful... in the long run it will most likely do more harm than good. 
    Daisie
    Daisie
    It's been 3 years.
    Turns out I posted this at just the right time.
    My best friend was about to punch her own ticket that night, and because of this, she didn't.
    Because of this, she's still alive today. She's even fighting against the things that caused her depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. She's trying to make things better for herself. It all started here.

    I still have no regrets about this post.
    "I died....


    So many years ago.


    And you can't make me feel..


    Like it isn't so.


    But why you've come to be with me..


    I think I finally know....


    MMMmmmMmmm..."




    Heeeey! ^^ Found this video and thought of you. :3
    Daisie
    Daisie
    30 seconds in: So much THIS. THIS HERE! *Pokes finger through the screen* THIIIIIISSSSSS HEEEERRRREE


    1 minute: This, too. ;^; People are too amazing to be me.


    Cool video! I can relate XD


    Thanke!
    Phadia
    Phadia
    Yep. ^^


    No problem. 
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    Here you go.


    Must have been deleted for being too relevant and too sexy.  
    Daisie
    Daisie
    XDD I love it!


    We're just finishing up Buffy, and I'm loving it. Each episode reminds me how much I adore Spike XD
    Soul Stealer
    Soul Stealer
    (Yes, but here we call it 'dusted', or 'boosted')
    Loving your new avatar! :D
    Daisie
    Daisie
    :D  Thanke! Made it myself! I love chickens. <3  


    Also if you look closely, the hat is a dragon face with a christmas hat on it XD
    Phadia
    Phadia
    I recognized your style. ^^


    I think the eyes are really cute! And the chicken is a nice touch. Really suites you. :D
    Why does a human face have to be so hard to draw?? ;A; I'm dying here!
    Moonie
    Moonie
    Holy water is fun. I splashed some in Legends eye. I think he's in pain


    Yes. I am. Because you're an idiot
    Osthavula
    Osthavula
    Well, I have a better proposal.


    Fire.
    Moonie
    Moonie
    Fire definitely hurts. Wanna try it Legend?


    No I really don't wanna try it.


    Wussy
    Every sixty seconds in Africa....


    ...


    A minute goes by.
    Windsock
    Windsock
    Did you know that last year, Obama said he was 54, and now he says he's 55?


    Which is it, Obama?
    Axiom Days
    Axiom Days
    And there'd be electricity only 10 of those seconds.
    Welp.


    Almost 50 facts about me.

    1. I've been an artist from the very beginning.
    2. I wasn't an accident, I was a surprise ;)  
    3. I've got a few of the rarest physical traits ever! :D  
    4. I'm Undertale tra-NYEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH
    5. I can wiggle my ears.
    6. I've trained myself to wiggle my ears instinctively every once in awhile, because I like to pretend I have cat ears. Whaddup?!
    7. I hate pickles. Eugh.
    8. I'm very sensitive to sugar. Very.
    9. I might also be lactose intolerant, but that's being debated.
    10. I have 10,000 gallons of patience. But only sometimes, for some reason. Haven't figured that one out yet.
    11. I go to a farm every mornin'!
    12. Speaking of farm, I own two chickens, who are my sweethearts <3  Both are roosters
    13. I got a pony for Christmas.
    14. I don't think highly of myself. Maybe I've just seen so many narcissistic people that I'm afraid of turning into that, but I don't. And you're not convincing me otherwise, I'm sorry.
    15. I have two awesome brothers! One of which is @LegoLad659!
    16. Sixteen is my favorite number.
    17. I have a little brother who happens to be a pygmy goat.
    18. I'M NOT WEIRD YOU'RE WEIRD
    19. One of the roosters I own came in a set of 10, where all 10 survived.
    20. That rooster mentioned previously looks the same as all of his brothers. And I can still pick him out from the crowds, without looking at the band on his leg. I just know.
    21. I can make chicken noises into the chicken coop, and get a response from another rooster.
    22. I can also bleat at my little goat brother, and he'll respond as well.
    23. I know what the longest word in the English dictionary is. I just don't know how to spell it.
    24. I hate math ;A;
    25. I'm part Irish and also part Scottish. :D  
    26. I wouldn't rather be in any other place, at any other time.
    27. My other brother is not on this site. But he is still awesome.
    28. I'm a furry. - A good one! Not that type. Get yo mind out of the gutter.
    29. I'm weird, I admit it.
    30. I have freakishly long toes.
    31. I am better than I have any right to be at Vertix.io. Fite me m8, imma snipe u like a BAWSS!
    32. I have double-jointed elbows. And that freaks people out.
    33. I can also bend my back backwards enough that my feet can touch my head.
    34. I'm not generally a big fan of group RPs, though I've run into one or two that I do like.
    35. The first picture I remember making is of Trogdor the Burninator. From Strong Bad's tutorial.
    36. I have a high respect for moderators, admins, and anyone who has more power than the average day person. I also don't see myself worthy of holding such a power.
    37. My best friend here on RPnation is @Phadia. :D  Hi phadia!!
    38. And no, I'm not going to list other friends on here because I feel like I'd forget someone, and they'd feel left out. ;A; I don't want to hurt anybody!
    39. I think that certain spiders are cute!
    40. I can't think of 10 more facts. DEAL WIT IT!!
    Um.. 


    *walks in, cautiously scanning the surroundings*


    So, just to clarify, you're not going to sick your spiders on me? X_X


    *is holding a staff, just in case*
    Phadia
    Phadia
    *hesitates*


    It... it just seems like the better thing to do?


    I mean, it's not MY secret, after all...


    Er, I shouldn't really... 


    I better just go.


    *starts to leave*
    Daisie
    Daisie
    Alright.


    See you later.


    *Walks away in silence*
    Phadia
    Phadia
    ....


    Yeah. See you...
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