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I might set up my own RP in the future. :big thonk:
I am so exhausted today. Though, I feel better, to an extent, than yesterday.
If I've ever snapped at anyone or have covered dark topics in the past two weeks or so, I apologize. This depressive episode feels like it's been lasting this entire month and hasn't left.
Hell, anhedonia has set in, I feel so frustrated and irritable, and my dialect/demeanor has become brusque and gritty. I'm so tired every waking hour of the day. It's exhausting, and such fuels the fire. I can't wait to move out.
The nostaaaalllllggiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa--
So many memories coming back when I listen to this music.
Just remembering some sweet-ass music I used to listen to a few years ago this morning, now I'm lazily glancing through the youtube channel I think I heard it from.
With the youtube audio converter open.
Ah, depression's gotten a few clicks worse. I've become a big grouch.
Things need to change soon or I need to leave my home. ._.
Walmarts secrete a toxin in the form of price numbers that induces intense levels of bad money management and insomnia.
Depression is such a difficult disease to be rid of. It's possibly related to genetics as well. Learned such from a video by What I've Learned, "What's The Point of Depression?"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2X4qySqsYP8
I'll give you guys the link directly. I do suggest watching it.
I've grown so, so very tired as of late.
Fidget spin my life around.
Dab it into the ground.
Whip it into shape and nae-nae it off to the street.
I wonder what it'd be like to have mercury in similar volumes to hydrochloric acid in the stomach. This includes the theory that you would be a quasi-organic metal-based humanoid with a digestive system composed of elements resistant to mercury's metal-dissolving properties.
I love you, guys.
Yeet'em, bois.
In a medieval fantasy universe with incredible magi-tech, what do you believe would be the most harrowing thing you could experience in such a world? That which you believe would be a traumatizing experience. Be imaginative, please. c:
Just woke up at two in the morning. W O N D R O U S. Good news is that my immense depression is lifting somewhat.
So, just decided to revise one of my worlds. I believe that the best path to take with this is to embody the medievalized scifi modern fantasy nature of it all, rather than make exceptions hither and thither. At least, to an extent. There's a peculiar balance I'll need to achieve, but I believe something like the latest Final Fantasy games would be a good comparison/reference point, possibly.
https://soundcloud.com/ravver/mssingno-xe2-unknown-edit-rinse-fm-rip-25th-september-2014
Here's a song I found I rather enjoy.
It is my birthday, today. Won't be in about twenty-five minutes. Thanks to everyone who wished me a good b-day, IRL and on-site. Sadly, I don't believe I'm enjoying it like I should. Depression is one Hell of a beast.
Well, it's happened. Again. For the... something-nth time. Depression strikes again. D:
I wonder if it's the shift in seasons causing it. Most likely just my unhealthy lifestyle, though. If anyone else is going through similar bouts of depression, do know you aren't alone. Also, drink of plenty of water and possibly take a break from drinking caffeinated beverages and foods. This goes for everyone, actually.
I wonder if making a sentient mass of ice and magic that radiates magical energy and putting it in a magical wasteland would make for interesting encounters or something?
I'll call it an "Iceheart." Or "Frostheart." "Coldheart?"
Well, that world I mentioned before now has elemental arcane tanks. Of course, they'd be reserved for wealthy and technologically-focused countries and would be rare, all things considered.
Good news: I'm developing a new alternate universe for an alternate universe!
And it's something I am sure many will love. It's going to have a considerable level of realism in a medieval fantasy world. With an original magic system to boot.
Well, I had a nightmare. Thugs coming to rob and shoot up the house, that sort of thing.
PAAAAAAAAAAIIIINNN. PURE. UNADULTERATED. PAAAIIIIINNNN.
I scratched my back a little too much. -
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