AnimeGenork

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 19, 2016

In my own way of grieving, I've decided to put Elliot as my background for at least a little while. I'll change it back to Rogue later, but for now, until the pain fades, it'll be Elliot.


May his soul return to this land in one hundred cycles.


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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

*is calmly watching some of the Pandora Hearts anime*


*sees Elliot in the opening*


*dies*


FIRST THE MANGA KILLS ME, AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT THE ANIME WITHOUT FREAKING OUT


GAH

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

My impression of this so far:


HOLY SHIT MATT MERCER


*slaps hands on table*


THAT'S IT, I ALREADY LOVE IT

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

And now I shall delve into the world of anime again to try out K.


No, seriously, the anime's name is K.


Just.... K.


K.


God, that's so hard to take seriously.

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

Might as well


I'm one hell of a fangirl


...


That wasn't satisfactory at all

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

This whole series was a lie


My life is a lie


*inhales*


HOLY FUCKING SHIT GLEN OMIGOD WHAT JACK YOU FUCKING BITCH I'M GOING TO KILL BOTH OF YOU I'M SO ANGRY WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY LOVE FOR OZ AND GIL HOLY SHIT I'M SO ANNOYED RIGHT NOW I CAN'T HANDLE LIFE RIGHT NOW

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 18, 2016

I cried myself to sleep last night.


Gawd, I haven't cried this much over a character's death since

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Firestar in Warriors

and even then it wasn't just for him


Looks like it's gonna take a while to feel better about that.

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

I am reliving my Winx Club days


Dear God, this is so cringey and amazing all at once

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

THIS IS UPSETTING


BARNES AND NOBLE NOT HAVING ANY NEW BLUE EXORCIST I COULD DEAL WITH


IT NOT HAVING THE VOLUME I'M AT IN NISEKOI I CAN DEAL WITH


BUT WHEN THEY HAVE FAIRY TAIL 1-5 (which I have) AND THEN GO STRAIGHT TO 21, I GET SO FUCKING TRIGGERED YOU HAVE NO IDEA


This was the first time ever I walked out of Barnes & Noble empty-handed. ;-;

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

Despite what my profile might say.


I'm not gonna technically be online, as I am going to Barnes and Noble to see if I can get more Blue Exorcist or Nisekoi. And suffer sit through and elementary thing.

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

Fuck

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I didn't know how long I'd been dead. Wherever I was, it was endless, white, and completely empty.
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But none of that mattered. Elliot wasn't here, and he wouldn't be for a long time. The memory of him crying as I died in his arms replayed in my mind.
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Yes, I had known all my life I would die young. But I hadn't expected someone like Elliot, and I hadn't expected that I'd want to keep living. He'd given me that drive to live, and something to live for, whereas before, life had been somewhat dull.
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In this strange place, I received visions of all that was happening to my loved ones, but only at random times. I had no way of knowing how recent it all was. My mother crying--was that a minute ago or two weeks ago? My father struggling to concentrate on his work--how long had he been grieving? Elliot with his head in his hands, a picture of us laughing in his lap--how long would it be before he forgot about me?
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I didn't know how long I'd been dead. And I had no way of knowing. I had nothing to distract me. Instead, I relived the pain my death had caused. And I wanted it to stop.
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Eventually, I heard footsteps echoing behind me. I turned around to see who it was, when--
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Elliot's wide blue eyes greeted mine. We stared at each other for a long time, not daring to break the silence.
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Finally, I murmured, "Elli...ot?"
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That broke the ice, and he dashed forward to crush me in a hug. I wrapped my arms around him, tears brimming my eyes as I tried to contain myself. "Elliot..." I sobbed. "Elliot!"
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He buried his face in my hair, but didn't reply. Meanwhile, I cried, "Dammit, Elliot, you weren't supposed to die! You were supposed to live a good long life, have children, stay friends with Oz, stay in line thanks to Leo... Dammit, why'd you die?"
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His grip on me tightened as he pulled away. We were nose to nose, but he didn't look at me. Guilt washed over his face, and suddenly I knew what was wrong. These damn visions of our loved ones, and this one just had to come now. "Elliot..."
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"I'm a terrible person, Akari. I... I killed my family. Not all of them, but a lot of them. I... I denied the Chain that I made an illegal contract with, and... I died for it. To save Oz. And everyone else."
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The tears began to fall without my consent. "I know. I know, Elliot, and as much as I wish it wasn't true, that I could somehow make you forget, I know you won't. But that isn't you, Elliot. I know it isn't."
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"But, I..." He gulped. "How can you stand to look at someone who's done so many bad things?"
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"Because I love you, you idiot," I said, kissing him. He kissed me back, hugging me tighter to him. 
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When I finally pulled away, I saw we were both crying, both out of joy and of sadness. Even after all the things we'd said to each other, we'd ended up dying so close together. I wanted to laugh wryly; how ironic for us. As happy as I was that I had him again, it made me incredibly sad that he hadn't lived much longer.
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"Hey, Elliot?"
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"Yes, Akari?"
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"Let's go back a hundred years from now together, okay? And go visit the gardens again."
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He smiled and kissed my forehead. "That's a great idea."
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AUGH I'M CRYING NOW


DAMN PANDORA HEARTS, DESTROYING ME COMPLETELY

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

*stumbles into RPN*


*falls to knees*


*brings hands to her face*


*starts to sob*


My favorite character died.


And I'M IN SCHOOL SO I CAN'T FUCKING CRY


ELLIOT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 17, 2016

FARE THEE WELL PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE TO CHECK UP ON ME


I SHALL GO AND SLEEP NOW


AND REMEMBER


I am a vampire

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

That moment when you hate a character so much you imagine yourself diving into the anime/book/game/whatever and punching them in the face.


*cough cough*


LEO VALDEZ


*cough cough*

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

Shit


Shit shit shit shit shit


AUGH NOW I HAVE TEN FICTIONAL BOYS IN MY ELITE HAREM


STUPID ELLIOT NIGHTRAY AND YUSUKE ASAHINA


Apologies to Tsubaki Asahina and Dean Redding for not making the cut, though


Tsubaki: *sobs in corner*


Dean: *shrugs*

THE ELITE HAREM AS IT STANDS NOW
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1. Taichi Kamiya/Yagami
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2. Rogue Cheney
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3. Koji Minamoto
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4. Gray Fullbuster
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5. Castiel (MCL)
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6. Noel DuBoise
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7. Kile Woodwork
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8. Ayato Kirishima
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9. Elliot Nightray
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10. Yusuke Asahina
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FUCK THERE'S STILL ONLY ONE BRUNETTE

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  Kazu

• Nov 16, 2016

OMG OMG GENORK 


 


I GOT THE HAPPY ENDING EEEEEEEEEEEE


ANTOINE IS LOVE


AND ANTOINE IS LIFE HHHH

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

What the fuck


*falls in love with best friend*


*best friend confesses that he loves you and wants to marry you blah blah blah*


In the middle of the confession:


"I want to make love to you."


DAFUQ MAN YOU JUST KISSED ME CAN YOU SLOW THE FUCK DOWN

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

AH SHIT


I HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO BUT I CAN'T STOP PLAYING THIS GAME


@Kazuko WHAT AM I DOING TO MYSELF

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

Can someone explain to me why manga is in the nonfiction section at a lot of libraries (especially school ones)?


I mean, I'm perfectly willing to accept these universes as real and parallel to our own, but

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  Kazu

• Nov 16, 2016

I AM IN LOVE WITH SKIGHTS OMG I CAN'T STOP PLAYING


GENORK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME-

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 16, 2016

THE DAMN GAME HASN'T BEEN UPDATED YET SO I DIDN'T TECHNICALLY FINISH IT


BUT


GUY TURNED INTO CAT


PRINCE IS A JACKASS


WHAT'S UP WITH THIS KNIGHT GUY?????????????????????


AGHALGHDLKSGHAOWPHEOGJVAOGOWEIJAGOIJWOBNWPRON

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 15, 2016

I'VE BEEN PLAYING THIS GAME FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS


DOES IT EVER END

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 15, 2016

THIS GAME IS SO COLORFUL


@Kazuko I'VE FOUND THE NEXT BEST GAME


http://joilly.com/novel?id=8

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 15, 2016

I understand a blended class's reliance on online assignments


What I don't get is why everything needs to be a goddamn PDF


I only have Reader on my laptop ;-;

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  AnimeGenork

• Nov 15, 2016

I watched the Tomoyo arc episode of Clannad.


I was denying it with every fiber of my being through every second.


NAGISA X TOMOYA FOR LYFE


In other news, I have more math in Chem than I do in Math


:T