Realistic or Modern You Promised to Be Careful

[decadent-rider]

“Oh I was teasing you Jorge. I know babe and I’m grateful that you were there to keep an eye on me because we all know my stubborn ass would never have called an ambulance.” She smiled tiredly at him. “Stay safe for me okay? I can’t lose you as well.” She murmured.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JD nods and pulls her onto his lap gently. "I don't wanna leave baby." He murmurs and buries his face in her neck.

 

[decadent-rider]

She nodded and held onto him tighter frowning when she felt he was shaking. “Hey, hey... what’s wrong?” She murmured gently, running her fingers through the back of his hair soothingly. “I know you don’t like working but this is different.” She pointed out.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JD holds onto her and buries his face in her shoulder. HE was scared. He was scared he was outed and this would be the last time he saw her. HE was scared the minute he stepped in that clubhouse he'd be dead. He was scared to be putting her in more danger. He finally had someone he cared about, someone he wanted a family with one day. He didn't want to throw that away. "I can't do this anymore."

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned making him sit up is she could see his face, gently wiping his cheeks. “You can do this. You can’t back out of this one but you can the rest of them okay? Soon as this one is finished you can hand your notice in and tell them goodbye.” She reminded him. “You’re gonna be okay I’m sure of it.” She murmured though she wasn’t. She was scared for him too but there wasn’t anything she could do.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JD looks at her, knowing she didn't really believe that. She may hope he'd be okay, but they didn't know that. He sighs and nods a little. "I should go. I gotta go get ready." He murmurs and kisses her softly. "I love you." He tells her and quickly gets up, leaving.

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned as he left quickly and jumped up, grabbing his arm before he walked out the front door. “My unh mister. Not like that.” She murmured as she turned him around, kissing him properly and almost desperately before pulling away. “I love you, call me when you can okay?” She murmured gently.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Jd kisses her back softly and nods a little. "I love you too. I'll call every chance I get. I promise." He murmurs and kisses her one last time before leaving.

 

[decadent-rider]

She watched him leave after that standing by the door for a while before finally closing it and going back to the couch, diving into some work papers to get her mind off of what was happening.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JD heads to the station to get prepped. He takes the burner phone he always used and sighs softly. He barely listened during the briefing and grabs his car keys from the chief. He heads down tot he clubhouse and grips the steering wheel tightly.

 

[decadent-rider]

Carmen hadn’t been expecting to hear from him immediately not even in the few days after but by the time it reached the three week mark, she was getting worried and after she finished her first day back at work she headed straight to the station to speak to Josh, waiting in the lobby until he came to collect her and followed him through to his desk.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Josh heads to his desk with her and takes a seat. "Whats up?" He asks and leans back. He moves some files around on his desk and sighs softly. There was so much going on.

 

[decadent-rider]

She took a deep breath and frowned. “Where is he? I’m not stupid. I’m not gonna go looking for him but I haven’t heard a thing from him in three weeks.... has he been checking in with you guys?” She asked him. “I know there’s stuff you can’t tell me but josh he was scared to go back out there. He was sure he was gonna get hurt and I’ve had no communication from him or you lot and I’m really worried about him.” She told him.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Josh sighs softly. "He's been checking in but Carmen you can't come running to me every time you don't hear from him. His top priority is to contact us first and you if he still has time. Sometimes our briefing sessions take hours so I don't know if he has time after to contact you." He murmurs and runs a hand through his hair.

 

[decadent-rider]

“Don’t talk to me like I’m stalking him. All I’m asking for is a text or a quick call to say yes he’s alive but he’s not able to contact you right now. Is that really asking for too much?! Jesus I get shot because of this investigation and I later find out that you guys aren’t actually doing anything about that you’re just holding her in witness protection!” She spat at him

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Josh shakes his head. "Carmen I'm up to my neck in paperwork and investigations and I don't have time for this!" He snaps. "My job isn't to baby you through his undercover stuff. Other spouses and girlfriends don't get any sort of update. I'm only giving you ones because JD is my friend and he asked me to but when I don't have time I can't do it."

 

[decadent-rider]

She went to say something to him but she saw his phone buzzing seeing it was JD’s name and just let him answer it while she sat there patiently frowning though when joshs expression turned to panic and she saw him jump up and run to the captains office trying to keep herself calm as well but that didn’t seem to be working.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JOsh quickly runs to the Chief's office. "We got a problem with JD's case. We have to go now." He tells him and runs back out, grabbing his gun and badge. "Carmen I have to go. I don't have time to fill you in right now but I'll call you, I promise."

 

[decadent-rider]

She nodded and left quickly after that, going back to her office to get some stuff done seeing as that was closer to both the station and the hospital than her apartment was, just sitting there scared for him

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Josh calls her four hours later and asks her to come to the hospital. He would explain everything when she got there. He heads back over to JD after he gets off the phone.

 

[decadent-rider]

She agreed quickly, getting out of there and took a cab to the hospital, walking in to find the line to reception was far too long for her to wait so she went around to the psychiatric ward and asked the nurses there who knew her from working with them what department she was meant to go to to find him, getting up there as soon as possible and bumped into josh finally.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

Josh looks over at her when he sees her and sighs. "He's in bad shape. He's been asking for you." He murmurs and takes her into the room.

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned and followed him going straight over to JD, sitting on the edge of the bed and taking his hand tightly. “Hey, hey I’m here baby I’m right here.... what happened?” She asked him quietly, one hand going to his face and cupping his cheek gently.

 

[YourForeverIsAllThatINeed]

JD smiles when he sees her and kisses her hand softly. "My undercover position was compromised despite what the station thought. They kept me from knowing for a while but today they decided to attack me." He murmurs and sighs. "I'm sorry I haven't contacted you. I was getting suspicious and I didn't want to put you in danger."

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned and shook her head just watching him, gently pulling the hospital gown down and covering her mouth seeing they’d stabbed him a couple times as well as beating him black and blue. “You’re safe now okay?” She murmured, leaning over and kissed his cheek.