thirteen
𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬.
princess malavika.
"Stop stalling."
Her father's amused voice rang out from behind her. Malavika turns from where she's been staring at herself, tugging down the different folds of the pink dress she wore, to see her father leaning in the doorway. There's nothing about him that indicates that he's sick, aside from the handkerchief he has to hold to his mouth to cough into. "Appa, you should be in bed!"
Malavika scolds as she turns to him, immediately hooking her arm with his and allowing her father to lean on her. It's moments like these where she's able to recognize how much weight the war had stolen off his frame--he's lighter than ever. She makes a small mental note to talk to the chef about increasing his meal intake."I'm fine, I'm fine. Don't hover."
Her father chirps cheerfully, shrugging his shoulders as he tugs her out of her room. They begin a walk to the center of the palace, where their most ornate ballroom is, and despite his protests, Malavika urges them to go at a slower page. "So, are you nervous? Excited? I bet a combination of both, huh?"
Her father's always been rather excited for things like this. Malavika wants to tell him that she could care less about being married to some strange person, all she wants to do is to take care of him and their own nation, but she knows that'd cause her father to fret more than he should.
"Yes, Appa."
She finally says. "More nervous than anything, really. How long is this event going to be held for?"
"Just a few hours, chellamma. Don't worry. You'll be back in bed and toasty like the old woman you are."
A rare laugh bubbles on her lips.
"I am not old!"
"You scold me like an old woman."
Her father says cheekily. "Honestly, I have no need to fear any of the noble ladies, always fretting. I have to fear you. You'll smother me with all your worries."
Her father snorts, and pats her hand gently to soothe her."Be grateful you still have a daughter that still cares to worry and hound you, old man."
She teases, and her father chuckles, shaking his head at her. Comfortable silence dawns on the two as they approach the stairs that would lead them down. They pause for a moment, and Malavika takes it in stride, knowing her father needed more pauses on his walks to catch his breath.The silence is broken by him speaking.
"I am grateful for still having you, Malu."
He speaks, almost distantly. Malavika follows her father's gaze up to see the portrait that hangs at the top of the stairs, covered with a sheet after one of the nights where she had howled the command out for all portraits in the palace to be obscured from her sight. She knows this one from staring at it often--the portrait of her and her brother, her father, and mother. She remembers the expressions clearly, every stroke. She used to stare at it in wonderment when she was younger--a wonderment that was quickly replaced with the nauseating feeling of failure everytime she looked up at her dead brother's face. She knows what her father is thinking and she knows not the words she could say to comfort him. Instead, she squeezes him tightly and leads him down the stairs.As they reach the doors, his dark eyes crinkle at the corners, fond and warm in a way that makes her feel like she's still a little girl.
"Good luck. Welcome someone new to our family, okay?"
He presses a gentle kiss to her forehead, before he's guiding her through the doors and into the ballroom, a loud announcer's voice ringing out that the Mahavijay King and Heiress had arrived. She's barely allowed to receive a gentle squeeze from her father's warm, rough hand, before they're parted, him taking the seat at the head of the function, and her trailing off to find the table where she's meant to be sat. The cameras on her make her nervous, though she schools her face in a mildly disinterested expression -- she's not willing to have her microexpressions scrutinized today.She's the first to the table, as customary of a host. A quick glance at both of the namecards on either side of her reveals the names of the companions that will be sitting on either side of her for the evening. The heir of Polchi and the heir of Misbury, if she remembers correctly. She'll have to make small talk, but everything that comes to mind as a conversation starter is either pointed or does little to hide her distaste for this entire occasion. Neither were quite promising. She'd only hope that her companions were more skilled at making small talk than she was.
She thinks back to the schedule--- once all the heirs were seated, there'd be a small introduction, knowing the cameras, some kind of interview, possibly? Her father had said something about a dance, and then the announcement of the pairs.
Discomfort curls bitterly in her stomach. She'd entered the ballroom as a single woman, unburdened of a partner. She'd leave it engaged to one of the enemies of Salhai, the vipers waiting to strike her family when they were down. There wasn't a single thing she could do, not with so many eyes watching. Malavika breathed out steadily though her nose, and reached for a small flute of champagne nearby, taking a long sip to try and settle her nerves. Everything would be fine.
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