joshuadim
the writer
Gsera had been startled by the sudden thud of a mug as she had been deep in thought and quickly saw that it was nothing to worry about as it was just Syll providing a drink for her as he sat across from her. She gave a wordless thanks as she took the cup and drank a sip of the cider, before being confronted by his question. She remained quiet for a moment before sighing and wiped here eyes with her sleeve to remove any trace of tears as best as she could. "I just... I was thinking back earlier." she then said, "I panicked... panicked because I had to make a choice, to fight or run and I just... I couldn't choose." Her voice wavered from time to time as she spoke as she was clearly upset, but her feelings were directed towards herself as she shook her head.
"I was afraid, and it got people hurt..." Gsera then said, wiping more tears from her eyes, "I should have gone after Kastalli so she didn't have to fight that brute alone, but... I didn't. I should have been brave but I wasn't... and those bad people... the cultists... hurt the people around me. What kind of friend am I?"
"I was afraid, and it got people hurt..." Gsera then said, wiping more tears from her eyes, "I should have gone after Kastalli so she didn't have to fight that brute alone, but... I didn't. I should have been brave but I wasn't... and those bad people... the cultists... hurt the people around me. What kind of friend am I?"