pointmango
Me
Her words were difficult, how could he feel sorrow for her? Not so long ago he felt a force within himself to crush her, to defy her, even to run from her. Now he only found intrigue trying to speculate what lay behind that look of loneliness and desolation. There were a strong number of reasons why he should shrink away from her, getting into the routine of friendship would only make it so. Yet he wanted to apologize for all his wrong-doings. His opinions prior had merely been poressional, he did not know what he knew now.
Kyel’s eyes stayed on her carefully. Tall, calm and statuesque, his fingers reached for the cup which she offered, grateful for the warmth a simple sip provided in his chest. He divined something of what was in the girl's mind, her magic reinforced a certain anxiety already present in him. He wondered if she could tell his internal colloquy was not soothing. And here she was before him, opening herself to him, confessing her wish for trust which Kyel could barely place in Cadmus or Islea at times. And he wanted to. He told himself it was the moonlight, and the robe, no man could see this exquisite creature without feeling it possible to fall in love with her. And yet, all the fervor of his being was paired on the side of precaution.
No, he looked down into the cup, pressing his broad shoulders back and taking another long sip. He felt himself tragic, and his subconscious wanted to drag another with him to cry out against the gods. Merely a quick thought of the moment, nothing more and he was strong set against imitating it.
“Well then we shall work until I do not fear you.” He said more firmly now. He’d made up his mind, he would work with her until he wasn’t afraid. “And in work I hope you will find yourself as my equal, and not a weapon,” he added, this motion would not be just for his own sake. He whirled the liquid in the cup, he looked down at it’s contents, almost gone, “I will also work on my… warmth.” He said knowing that might be the hardest task of all the three.
Kyel’s eyes stayed on her carefully. Tall, calm and statuesque, his fingers reached for the cup which she offered, grateful for the warmth a simple sip provided in his chest. He divined something of what was in the girl's mind, her magic reinforced a certain anxiety already present in him. He wondered if she could tell his internal colloquy was not soothing. And here she was before him, opening herself to him, confessing her wish for trust which Kyel could barely place in Cadmus or Islea at times. And he wanted to. He told himself it was the moonlight, and the robe, no man could see this exquisite creature without feeling it possible to fall in love with her. And yet, all the fervor of his being was paired on the side of precaution.
No, he looked down into the cup, pressing his broad shoulders back and taking another long sip. He felt himself tragic, and his subconscious wanted to drag another with him to cry out against the gods. Merely a quick thought of the moment, nothing more and he was strong set against imitating it.
“Well then we shall work until I do not fear you.” He said more firmly now. He’d made up his mind, he would work with her until he wasn’t afraid. “And in work I hope you will find yourself as my equal, and not a weapon,” he added, this motion would not be just for his own sake. He whirled the liquid in the cup, he looked down at it’s contents, almost gone, “I will also work on my… warmth.” He said knowing that might be the hardest task of all the three.