Realistic or Modern Who are you?

[I Dont Love You]

he sunlight has shown from the window, reflecting off the white walls as you laid sprawled in bed, you're blankets thrown over you and sheets and messed up, you're head nowhere near your pillow, you let out a faint yawn, sensing something warm against you, you put you're hand out curiously, you're eyes closed for tiredness only to feel somebody's back, scrambling up you shot you're eyes open only to find a boy asleep beside you, and he wasn't there when you fell asleep.

his light blond hair was ruffled as he wore a scratched up white T-shirt, not to mention all the bruises he had as well.. you solemnly glanced at him, sadness lingering inside of you, you wanted to comfort him with hugs until you stopped and remembered he was in your bed! You quickly kicked him in the back only to wake him up as he slightly gasped. Tumbling off the bed.

(I'll be playing as my character Joshua a short description will be left and such)

 

[I Dont Love You]

. : *:・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆



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ᗷᗩᔕIᑕ IᑎᖴOᖇᗰᗩTIOᑎ

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❝ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵈºᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵉˣⁱˢᵗ❞

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᖴᑌᒪᒪ ᑎᗩᗰᗴ*:.。.✩」

? Joshua Lee Xavier

「✩.。.:*ᑭᖇOᑎᑌᑎᑕIᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

? Ja-Shu-Wa Le X-Zay-Vi-Ir

「✩.。.:*ᑎIᑕKᑎᗩᗰᗴ*:.。.✩」

? Josh, Joshy, Squishy, Blondy, Ryo(;0 if you get this reference you and I are now friends)

「✩.。.:*Gᗴᑎᗪᗴᖇ*:.。.✩」

?Male

「✩.。.:*ᗩGᗴ*:.。.✩」

? 18-21(Depends on the roleplay)

「✩.。.:*ᗷIᖇTᕼᗪᗩY*:.。.✩」

? April 5th

「✩.。.:*ᒪᗩᑎGᑌᗩGᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

? English

「✩.。.:*ᗩᔕTᖇOᒪOGY ᔕIGᑎ*:.。.✩」

? Aries

「✩.。.:*ᗴTᕼᑎIᑕITY*:.。.✩」

?Irish and Caucasian

「✩.。.:*ᗪOᗰIᑎᗩᑎT ᕼᗩᑎᗪ*:.。.✩」

?Right

「✩.。.:*ᗷIᖇTᕼ ᑭᒪᗩᑕᗴ*:.。.✩」

?Boone, Iowa

「✩.。.:*ᖇOᗰᗩᑎTIᑕ OᖇIᗴᑎTᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?Biromantic

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴ᙭ᑌᗩᒪ OᖇIᗴᑎTᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?Bisexual

「✩.。.:*ᑕᑌᖇᖇᗴᑎT ᖇᗴᔕIᗪᗴᑎᑕᗴ*:.。.✩」

?Journeys

「✩.。.:*ᖴᗩᗰIᒪY*:.。.✩」

? His family are extremely homophobic and have cut almost all ties with him because he was bi. He actually came out the day he moved making them just want him out of the house faster

「✩.。.:*ᔕOᑕIᗩᒪ ᔕKIᒪᒪᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He's pretty good at talking to people and getting them to laugh. He just sort of has this natural charm.

「✩.。.:*TᗩᒪᗴᑎTᔕ/ᔕKIᒪᒪᔕ*:.。.✩」

?Cooking

?Singing

?Playing guitar

「✩.。.:*ᒪᗴᗩᖇᑎIᑎG ᗰᗴTᕼOᗪ*:.。.✩」

? He can learn through reading and teach himself or be shown. It doesn't matter but, he doesn't always need help with it

「✩.。.:*ᗴᗪᑌᑕᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

? Graduated high school with all A's and B's, he is now in online college classes.

「✩.。.:*ᑭᗴTᔕ*:.。.✩」

?Doesn't have any

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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ᗩᑭᑭᗴᗩᖇᗩᑎᑕᗴ

･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

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❝¿ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵈⁱᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᵃʸ?❞

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᕼᗴIGᕼT*:.。.✩」

? 6'1

「✩.。.:*ᗯᗴIGᕼT*:.。.✩」

? 180lbs

「✩.。.:*ᕼᗩIᖇ ᗪᗴᔕᑕᖇIᑭTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

? Soft and curly/wavy

「✩.。.:*ᗴYᗴ ᗪᗴᔕᑕᖇIᑭTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?Milk chocolate eyes with slight bags underneath

「✩.。.:*ᔕTYᒪᗴ ᑭᖇᗴᖴᗴᖇᗴᑎᑕᗴ*:.。.✩」

?He usually comes off as a pastel lover, which he is

「✩.。.:*ᔕᑕᗩᖇᔕ*:.。.✩」

? He has a grey 2018 BMW x5

「✩.。.:*ᔕKIᑎ TOᑎᗴ*:.。.✩」

?Porcealin skin that is smooth and soft to the touch skin.

「✩.。.:*ᑭIᗴᖇᑕIᑎGᔕ*:.。.✩」

? None

「✩.。.:*TᗩTTOOᔕ*:.。.✩」

? None

「✩.。.:*ᗷOᗪY TYᑭᗴ*:.。.✩」

?Mesomorph, he has well-built muscles, a high metabolism, slim body

「✩.。.:*ᗴYᗴᗯᗴᗩᖇ*:.。.✩」

?None

. : * :・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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ᑭᗴᖇᔕOᑎᗩᒪITY

･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

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❝ⁱ ᵃᵐ ᵐʸ ᵒʷⁿ ᵃᵉˢᵗʰᵉᵗⁱᶜ ᵈᵉᵃʳ❞

. : * :・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*GᖇᗴᗩTᗴᔕT ᖴᒪᗩᗯᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He is often self-conscious of his appearance. He also gets jealous easily and tries to hide it the best to his ability

「✩.。.:*ᗷᗴᔕT ᑫᑌᗩᒪITIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

? He's very kind, gentle and protective of what's his.

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴᒪᖴ ᑕOᑎᖴIᗪᗴᑎᑕᗴ*:.。.✩」

? He has pretty low self-confidence

「✩.。.:*ᗰOTIᐯᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?His motivation is usually his significant other without one his motivation is to either find one or follow and achieve his dreams

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴᒪᖴ ᑕOᑎTᖇOᒪ*:.。.✩」

?Depending on what he's keeping himself from doing it varies. If it's 'protecting' or standing up for his loved one he'll be a little faster to act.

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴᒪᖴ ᗴᔕTᗴᗴᗰ*:.。.✩」

?His self-esteem varies on the days and what happened on those days.

「✩.。.:*ᕼOᗷᗷIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

? Playing Guitar

「✩.。.:*ᗰᗩᑎᑎᗴᖇIᔕᗰᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He has excellent manners and doesn't disrespect anyone unless they attack his significant other.

「✩.。.:*IᑎᔕᗴᑕᑌᖇITIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He's extremely self-conscious his past mistakes and choices, he doesn't want them to come back and haunt me

「✩.。.:*ᕼOᑎᗴᔕTY*:.。.✩」

?He's always honest unless he's hiding his jealousy, besides that the situation doesn't matter he'll tell the truth

「✩.。.:*GᗴᑎᗴᖇOᔕITY*:.。.✩」

?He's extremely generous more than most, and he loves to help people so it's not like, he does it unwillingly.

「✩.。.:*ᕼᗩᗷITᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He has a habit of biting his lip when he's faced with a difficult question or just nervous/anxious

「✩.。.:*ᒍᑌᗪGᗴᗰᗴᑎT*:.。.✩」

?He's not a very judgmental person ever. He prefers not to judge people since a lot of the time people judge him.

「✩.。.:*ᒪOYᗩᒪTY*:.。.✩」

?He's always loyal no matter what, he will always be loyal to his significant other or, his word.

「✩.。.:*ᑭᖇIᗰᗩᖇY GOᗩᒪᔕ*:.。.✩」

? His primary goal is to either play guitar and come out with a song or two and graduate college

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴᑕOᑎᗪᗩᖇY GOᗩᒪᔕ*:.。.✩」

?Get a career at least.

「✩.。.:*IᗰᗩGIᑎᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?He doesn't have much of an imagination unless it's visualizing his possible future

「✩.。.:*ᑭᗴT ᑭᗴᗴᐯᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?When people touch and play with his hair without permission

「✩.。.:*ᗪᗴᔕIᖇᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He desires to find a partner that he can settle down with.

「✩.。.:*ᗯIᔕᕼᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?To one day finally be loved as much as he loves his partners

「✩.。.:*ᑭᗩTIᗴᑎᑕᗴ*:.。.✩」

?he's willing to wait as long as it takes to get what he needs or wants

「✩.。.:*TᖇᑌᔕTᗯOᖇTᕼIᑎᗴᔕᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He's Extremely trustworthy, he isn't known to crack under pressure when it comes to keeping secrets, he's also not known to gossip much

「✩.。.:*ᖇᗴᒪIᗩᗷIᒪITY*:.。.✩」

?He is extremely reliable and always is a shoulder to cry on

「✩.。.:*ᖴᗴᗩᖇᔕ*:.。.✩」

? Being lonely, never finding someone to love or be loved by.

「✩.。.:*ᒪOGIᑕ*:.。.✩」

?Sometimes his logic is overthrown by his emotions whether that be lover or jealousy

「✩.。.:*ᗴᗰOTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?He almost always acts on emotions which can sometimes be problematic depending on the emotion.

「✩.。.:*ᑕᖇᗴᗩTIᐯITY*:.。.✩」

?Since he's an artist in performance he has to grow and learn

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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ᖇᗴᗩᑕTIOᑎᔕ & ᑕᗩᑌᔕᗴᔕ

･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

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❝ⁱ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃ ʷᵉᵉᵇ, ⁱ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵃᵐ ᵈᵉᵉᵖˡʸ ⁱⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃⁿⁱᵐᵉ❞

. : * :・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᕼᗩᑭᑭIᑎᗴᔕᔕ*:.。.✩」

?When happy he'll usually extremely giggly and excited he'll be extremely affectionate towards the one he loves

「✩.。.:*ᗩᑎGᗴᖇ*:.。.✩」

?While angry he tries his best to get away from people to calm down and if he can't get away he blocks everything out and solves it internally

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗩᗪᑎᗴᔕᔕ*:.。.✩」

?When sad he doesn't show it if in public he'll ask to be excused then will cry either away from everyone by himself or with his significant other

「✩.。.:*ᒪOᔕᔕ*:.。.✩」

? he hates losing people and like everyone else goes through the stages of grief.

「✩.。.:*ᗴᗰᗷᗩᖇᗩᔕᔕᗰᗴᑎT*:.。.✩」

?When embarrassed he tried to hide it but fails because his skin is so light the blush shows easily.

「✩.。.:*ᗴ᙭ᑕITᗴᗰᗴᑎT*:.。.✩」

?When excited he conceals it as best as he can in public but as soon as he gets somewhere private he celebrates

「✩.。.:*ᗩᑎ᙭IOᑌᔕ*:.。.✩」

? When he's anxious he varies from extremely anxious to not anxious at all, there is no in-between. When he's extremely anxious he has an anxiety attack. When not extremely anxious he just plays everything off

「✩.。.:*ᖴᖇIGᕼT*:.。.✩」

? He doesn't get frightened easily but when he does he becomes the biggest baby ever

「✩.。.:*GᑌIᒪT*:.。.✩」

?when he feels guilt or regret he beats himself up over it and doesn't recover from it for awhile but won't tell anyone what's wrong

「✩.。.:*ᑕᕼᗩᑎGᗴ*:.。.✩」

? He adjusts as best as he can to change and tries his best for it not to get him down or overexcite him

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

ᑭᕼIᒪOᔕᑭᕼY

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ˢᵗᵒᵖ ᵗʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ˢᵗʳᵃⁱᵍʰᵗᵉⁿ ᵐʸ ʰᵃⁱʳ❞

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᖇᗴᒪIGIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

? He doesn't believe in a religion which is why he was kind of happy when his parents cut him off

「✩.。.:*ᗩTTITᑌᗪᗴ*:.。.✩」

?He generally has a positive attitude on life through his family's reaction to his sexuality was the only thing he hated.

「✩.。.:*OᑌTᒪOOK Oᑎ ᒪIᖴᗴ*:.。.✩」

?Sometimes he thinks that his life could've gone better if he did something different but,

「✩.。.:*ᗰOTTO*:.。.✩」

?"Don't hurt someone unless they hurt you, in that case, walk away"

「✩.。.:*ᖇᗴᔕOᒪᑌTIOᑎᔕ*:.。.✩」

?His resolutions are to always learn, improve and grow.

. : * :・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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ᕼᗴᗩᒪTᕼ ᗩᑎᗪ IᗰᗩGᗴ

･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

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❝ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵈºᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵉˣⁱˢᵗ❞

. : * :・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᗪIᗴT*:.。.✩」

?He usually just eats whatever he feels and when he does snack a lot it's never really junk food.

「✩.。.:*ᖴITᑎᗴᔕᔕ*:.。.✩」

?He's generally very fit and in good shape but doesn't have a six-pack

「✩.。.:*ᑭOᔕTᑌᖇᗴ*:.。.✩」

?He usually sit's a little slouched or up straight

「✩.。.:*ᐯᑌᒪᑎᗴᖇᗩᗷIᒪITIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?His loved ones or people he cares for

「✩.。.:*ᗩᒪᒪᗴᖇGIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

? Peanuts

「✩.。.:*Iᒪᒪᑎᗴᔕᔕᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?None

「✩.。.:*ᔕᑕᗴᑎT*:.。.✩」

? Pople often tells him he smells of flowerbeds or baby powder, which he finds quite weird

「✩.。.:*ᗪIᔕOᖇᗪᗴᖇᔕ*:.。.✩」

?None

「✩.。.:*ᗰᗴᗪIᑕᗩTIOᑎ*:.。.✩」

?None

「✩.。.:*ᕼᗩᑎᗪIᑕᗩᑭᔕ*:.。.✩」

? None

「✩.。.:*ᑭᖇIᗰᗩᖇY IᑎᒍᑌᖇIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?None

「✩.。.:*ᔕᗴᑕOᑎᗪᗩᖇY IᑎᒍᑌᖇIᗴᔕ*:.。.✩」

?None

「✩.。.:*ᗰᗴᑎTᗩᒪ ᕼᗴᗩᒪTᕼ*:.。.✩」

?His mental health is all around great in every way

「✩.。.:*ᗴᗰOTIOᑎᗩᒪ ᔕTᗩᗷIᒪITY*:.。.✩」

? He's pretty emotionally stable and doesn't seem to snap easily when emotionally distressed

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

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ᐯOIᑕᗴ ᑕᕼᗩᖇᗩᑕTᗴᖇIᔕTIᑕᔕ

･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･

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❝ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ˢᵗᵒᵖ ᵃᶜᵗⁱⁿᵍ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵐᵉ ᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵒᵘᵗ ⁱˢ ʷᵉⁱʳᵈ. ʷᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵏⁿᵉʷ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ᵍᵃʸ ᵒʳ ᵃᵗ ˡᵉᵃˢᵗ ᵖᵃʳᵗⁱᵃˡˡʸ❞

. :*: ・’゜☆ ． ： ＊ ：・’゜☆

「✩.。.:*ᗪIᗩᒪᗴᑕT*:.。.✩」

? None

「✩.。.:*ᗩᑕᑕᗴᑎT*:.。.✩」

? a small hint of an Irish accent

「✩.。.:*ᑭITᑕᕼ*:.。.✩」

?extremely deep despite how he looks

「✩.。.:*ᐯOᒪᑌᗰᗴ*:.。.✩」

? about a medium volume depending on who he's talking to

「✩.。.:*ITᗴᑎᔕITY*:.。.✩」

?intensity depends on his mood the more peaceful and less protective the less intense, and vice versa.

「✩.。.:*ᒪᗩᑌGᕼTᗴᖇ*:.。.✩」

?He has a deep but soothing chuckle, it's usually loud and you can tell it's his laugh because of how unique and loud it is.

「✩.。.:*IᗰᑭᗴᗪIᗰᗴᑎTᔕ*:.。.✩」

? None really​