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Isabelle Dupont
Bella followed Zander quietly out of the gym, her hands tucked away in the pocket of her hoodie to hide her still trembling fingers. The more she walked, focusing on the soft footsteps of Zander and herself, the more the pressure in her chest began to lighten, the more the fog that had captivated her mind began rolling away. As they exited the gym, her eyes settled upon a couple wrapped up in each others arms in a bizarrely public make out session. They seemed happy, at least in that moment, and rather... confident in their relationship, for lack of a better term.
Although she had calmed down a fair bit, Zander's question was left unanswered for a moment, her voice caught in her throat. There was so much wrong, so much she could tell him considering the last year and a half of her life had been living hell, from losing her father to the partying to the whole Victor situation. She had enough dirt on herself that she could ruin her own reputation in a few simple words. What would Zander think if she told him that she had been dating a twenty year old when she was fourteen like an absolute idiot, or if she told him that she used to drink herself to sleep every night and was rarely down from her constant high on any and every drug Victor could give her which almost caused her death? All of that was behind her, she'd been over seven months clean and didn't miss a damn thing about that life, but the very fact that she was sucked into that life at all made Bella hate everything about herself.
"I'm okay, I guess." Bella finally managed, still looking down at the floor, her hair draping across her shoulders and hiding her face from view. Part of her almost laughed at the statement. No one needed a PhD to realize things were definitely not okay. Bella stepped into the art room and hopped up to sit on the top of a desk, bracing herself on her knees. It felt good to sit, the muscles that she had been subconsciously clenching in her legs and torso slowly releasing.
A soft laugh rang through the still air of the art room as Bella shook her head. What the hell was she doing?
"I guess I'm a pretty bad actress, huh?" Bella sighed, brushing her hair away from her face. "There's just been a lot going on lately. Someone I used to know is trying to..." Her voice trailed off, the anxiety bubbling back up in her stomach. She wanted to tell Zander everything, to get everything off her chest, but she simply couldn't get the words to go. How could she unload all of her petty problems on to such a sweet guy, a guy that she barely knew?
She hadn't noticed that a few tears had begun dancing down her cheeks until she lifted her head, the air cooling the trails of moisture they had left behind. Bella raised a hand, wiping them away quickly in hopes that Zander hadn't seen her. After a deep breath, Bella pulled a half-assed smile onto her face and finally looked at Zander, though she was certain her smile wasn't fooling anyone.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be acting like this. I'm okay, really." Bella said, wiping away another tear that had made it through her defenses, though she wasn't sure if she was trying to convince Zander or herself. "So, um, what did you need?" She asked, the smile she had forced slipping from her lips. They were here to get something, not for Bella to have a full on breakdown with someone she hardly knew.
| Zander Winona |
Jacqueline Dupont
Jackie couldn't shake the worry that settled in her stomach for her sister. Something was up with Bella but there was nothing she could do to get it out of her. Jackie looked over as someone called Bella's name, her eyes falling upon a guy with dark hair standing beside her sister. The corner of her mouth turned up in a smile, though her arms remained crossed across her chest as she watched the two. She was happy that Bella seemed to have made a friend and Jackie silently hoped that this one wouldn't totally fuck her up.
As Bella and the boy left the gym, Jackie turned her attention to the video games. She had to let her sister work things out on her own, to give her the space that she had earned. Jackie took a controller in her hands and looked to Seb, Brayden, and Colby who seemed to be the only few people interested in playing while all the others seemed to be getting involved with other things. What could make a lock-in better then a friendly Mario Kart competition.
"You shouldn't want me to eat your dust too badly since, according to Twitter, you and I are on the same team along with Greyson and Bella, should they ever show up." Jackie teased Brayden, pulling her hair back into a ponytail. Mario Kart was a very serious game to Jackie and she took great pride in her skills. "That is, unless, you guys want to race individually until the others show up. In that case, I hope you like the look from 12th place since that's where you'll be." Jackie giggled with a grin. "Also, I'm calling Peach, she and I go way back."
| Brayden Elf_Ruler | Colby & Seb 0k_mang0 |