KingofAesir
Ghostly Presence
Sawyer
Forward. Sawyer needed so desperately to move forward. After the practically soul ripping experience at the hospital, Sawyer had been uncontrollably spiraling. Down and down and down. Grace had died that was a big fucking deal. Sawyer had been hit with all the comes with sudden loss. That wasn't a feeling that you could just make go away. It was hard to keep reminding herself that Grace was fine when she'd seen that heart monitor flatline. When she'd broken down in Stu's arms. Something that she didn't think she'd forget soon. Stu experienced the same thing. Stu eas the only other person that Sawyer could really ever lean on. No one else would understand. Maybe Ash, but she hadn't been there. There was a difference between seeing her die and being told that she had died and was fine. She doubted Ash wanted anything to do with her anyway. Sawyer couldn't blame her, she would've done the same.
Again, Sawyer was forcing herself to participate. Forcing herself to go to school things. Trying to socialize. To be normal. Sawyer just really wanted everything to be okay, at least for a little while. So she would go t the damn lock in and she would try to forget. Grace was okay. She didn't need Sawyer with her 24/7. She had nurses, doctors, people who had saved her life. Grace didn't need her. So why wasn't she moving? Why was she just sitting in her damn driveway, staring at her steering wheel with a blank look on her face. It was only just beginning to set in the gravity of Grace's situation. This whole time, Sawyer had been pretending that it was going to be okay. That Grace would be fine. She had to be fine. But seeing that monitor...it made her finally acknowledge that it wasn't fine. Grace could die. She did die. Sawyer shivered and shook her head. She couldn't go to this damn lock in. She put her car in drive and let her heart drive.
The second she stepped foot past the threshold of the hospital she was hit with a sudden sense of deja vu as a nurse ran past her down another hall. Sawyer froze in place and her breaths became labored. It's okay. She told herself. That nurse was headed to a different room. Grave was okay. She forced herself to move again and a male nurse caught her by the arm.
"Sawyer, right?" She asked and Sawyer simply nodded, suddenly unable to speak, "You got here just in time." The nurse jerked her head at the elevator, "She's awake." Sawyer let put a small gasp and rushed forward to the stairs, too antsy to wait for the elevator.
She was hardly prepared for what awaited her. Beyond that window sat Grace, very much awake, and Dr. Kirk was making her way out of the room. Sawyer hoped she'd let Sawyer see her. Dr. Kirk looked up as Sawyer came to a stop in front of the door and she offered a small smile.
"Can I.." Sawyer trailed off.
"Just for a little. She needs rest." Dr.Kirk answered and Sawyer didn't wait for her to change her mind. She pushed through the door and stopped just beyond it. Too afraid to get any closer. What she was afraid of, she didn't know.
"Grace?"
Soap
Forward. Sawyer needed so desperately to move forward. After the practically soul ripping experience at the hospital, Sawyer had been uncontrollably spiraling. Down and down and down. Grace had died that was a big fucking deal. Sawyer had been hit with all the comes with sudden loss. That wasn't a feeling that you could just make go away. It was hard to keep reminding herself that Grace was fine when she'd seen that heart monitor flatline. When she'd broken down in Stu's arms. Something that she didn't think she'd forget soon. Stu experienced the same thing. Stu eas the only other person that Sawyer could really ever lean on. No one else would understand. Maybe Ash, but she hadn't been there. There was a difference between seeing her die and being told that she had died and was fine. She doubted Ash wanted anything to do with her anyway. Sawyer couldn't blame her, she would've done the same.
Again, Sawyer was forcing herself to participate. Forcing herself to go to school things. Trying to socialize. To be normal. Sawyer just really wanted everything to be okay, at least for a little while. So she would go t the damn lock in and she would try to forget. Grace was okay. She didn't need Sawyer with her 24/7. She had nurses, doctors, people who had saved her life. Grace didn't need her. So why wasn't she moving? Why was she just sitting in her damn driveway, staring at her steering wheel with a blank look on her face. It was only just beginning to set in the gravity of Grace's situation. This whole time, Sawyer had been pretending that it was going to be okay. That Grace would be fine. She had to be fine. But seeing that monitor...it made her finally acknowledge that it wasn't fine. Grace could die. She did die. Sawyer shivered and shook her head. She couldn't go to this damn lock in. She put her car in drive and let her heart drive.
The second she stepped foot past the threshold of the hospital she was hit with a sudden sense of deja vu as a nurse ran past her down another hall. Sawyer froze in place and her breaths became labored. It's okay. She told herself. That nurse was headed to a different room. Grave was okay. She forced herself to move again and a male nurse caught her by the arm.
"Sawyer, right?" She asked and Sawyer simply nodded, suddenly unable to speak, "You got here just in time." The nurse jerked her head at the elevator, "She's awake." Sawyer let put a small gasp and rushed forward to the stairs, too antsy to wait for the elevator.
She was hardly prepared for what awaited her. Beyond that window sat Grace, very much awake, and Dr. Kirk was making her way out of the room. Sawyer hoped she'd let Sawyer see her. Dr. Kirk looked up as Sawyer came to a stop in front of the door and she offered a small smile.
"Can I.." Sawyer trailed off.
"Just for a little. She needs rest." Dr.Kirk answered and Sawyer didn't wait for her to change her mind. She pushed through the door and stopped just beyond it. Too afraid to get any closer. What she was afraid of, she didn't know.
"Grace?"
Soap